"I said leave me alone!" felix pushes chan again but he still bothers to come near him.

not again.... not again.. please

"come on think about it this way, you get to finally tell people you lost your virginity and you can even have some pleasure while I do everything"

"no! I'm not gonna let myself go with it again" felix runs out of his house and starts breathing heavily.

he knew he was gonna be followed by him, but he couldn't do anything to him now since they were outside.

"nobody ever runs away when I welcome them" chan starts to get angry.

"just leave me the fuck alone!" he keeps his distance from him.

"what if I say no?" chan gets closer to him.

"chan just give it up he won't let you fuck him" jisung appears with minho, and hyunjin behind him.

"how about you stay out of it huh?" chan looks at him.

"I'm your friend and you should listen to me because I'm your friend"

"just get out of my sight" chan goes away and heads back into the house.

"you okay?" hyunjin asks and felix just nods.

"don't be afraid of us, we won't hurt you" minho says but felix still stays quiet.

"also that guy chan... won't hurt you either" jisung gets closer to him and brings his mouth near his ear.

"he's actually a virgin too" felix's eyes widen and he looks at jisung.

"he just wants attention that's all" minho says.

"what's your name?" hyunjin asks.

"f-felix"

"well I'm hyunjin, this is jisung and minho" he points to them and they just wave.

"we have three others they're inside, oh hey you wanna come in?"
(definitely didn't do that on purpose) jisung says.

"u-um... I don't... I don't know"

"just come on" they walk back into the house, felix hesitates to follow them.

...

chan is just staring at the ceiling when he hears voices downstairs.

you actually brought him here?

chan checks his phone, but no notifications as usual.

nobody bothered to look for him. nobody bothered with him at all.

he sighs heavily and goes downstairs avoiding the others, but going outside to smoke another cigarette.

"nothing again?" hyunjin appears and sits next to him.

"what?" he puffs the smoke and looks at him.

"nothing from anyone still?" hyunjin looks at him.

"how do you know about that?"

"everyday you look at your phone for a second but then you come out here and smoke a cigarette. it's not that hard to catch on about it" hyunjin then lights a cigarette as well.

chan sighs and looks straight ahead at the same sight as always. a trashy parking lot and smoke filling the air.

"what's that kid doing here?"

"he's new to the neighborhood. come on just welcome him. and not in the fucking kind of way" hyunjin puts the cigarette out and goes back inside, while chan just stays out there.

"are all of you... drug addicts?" felix asks.

"yep. but we have reasons for it. we've all been abandoned by someone in our lives" jisung says and felix looks down.

"oh"

"what about you?" chan appears at the doorway, chills roll down felix's body as he sees him.

"what about me?"

"why are you here? you're obviously still a kid" chan walks in the house.

"I'm not a kid, I'm 18. it's none of you guys' business anyway" felix turns around to leave but one of them grabs his arm.

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