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Luna Pov

I was sitting in the living room sipping my whiskey while eyeing the documents Jisung just handed me it's already night time but I am not sleepy I mean who feels sleepy after winning the game she wanted to win from the very young age I chuckled and looked at Jisung who was in alert mode behind my couch I sucked my teeth and said

Luna:I don't bite you can just sit on the next couch *eyes on file*

Jisung:sure ma'am but it's my work to be alert for your safety *calm tone*

Luna:I am at my own mansion who will attack me here *laughs*

Jisung:you are different ma'am you never know who will become your enemy I mean just think about it even some of the members of our clan will be planning to kill you we never know *looks at her*

I backed off and leaned on the couch hearing his words he is not wrong not at all cuz I know there will be many people who are dissatisfied by my position and deed but do I care?nah.....cuz I know one more thing the way I killed Dad in front of them is enough to show how much power I hold I smirked thinking this when I heard Jisung saying

Jisung:ma'am the manager of Star Club is still not here-

Luna:he cancelled at the last minute saying he got some work *sips whiskey*

Jisung:so what is the next order for me about Jimin *calm tone*

Luna:well.....let him come out after that I will tell you *look at him*

Jisung:what you decide next about him? *raised eyebrow*

Luna:what?it's not like the manager refused to take him he just said that he will visit here tomorrow in the afternoon probably *calm tone*

Jisung:sorry I thought-

Luna:it's ok misunderstanding happens you don't have to apologise every single time *chuckles*

He just hummed and I continued eyeing the documents to be very honest I don't even want to touch and check them deeply cuz I already have enough knowledge about my mafia clan but it's just as a new boss I want some more information and for that I have to waste my time with these files I am tired already but nevermind I am Luna the creator

I kept my whiskey glass aside and leaned towards the table before reading the trade contract file carefully hmm....I knew that we would trade gunpowder with the mafia clan of Israel but I didn't know we also have trade connections with Chinese mafias let's think deeply can they help us in need?I guess yes actually by taking their help it will be easy to conquer the throne of Mafia Queen

I am 21 right now so my next goal should be becoming the mafia Queen before 24 let's see how many peoples I have to kill this time to clear my path I closed my eyes relaxing myself killing people is easy but clearing the mess after that is hard nevermind let me just make my place once and then one by one I will eliminate every member of this mafia clan except Jisung I want new man's who will work for me according to me

I opened my eyes and looked at the clan member list hmm.....let's start with the older one I mean he don't even have anything to enjoy in his life so let me give him the tour to hell I was in my thoughts when I heard the footsteps and saw Jimin standing infront of me with a cold face and uncomfortable posture I rolled my eyes and signaled other mans to go out as well as Jisung now it's just me and Jimin again

Luna:so you're obedient as well I see *leans on the couch*

Jimin:I don't want to make things hard for me *mumbles*

Luna:ehh....I am not a magician who will hear your mumbles words so just be clear about your words *rolls eyes*

Jimin:nothing to say *looks down*

Luna:your luck is with you I guess *sips whiskey*

Jimin:explain it Luna noona cuz as far as I understood no one is with me not even my own luck *eyes on her*

Luna:I guess good observation then cuz even if someone will try to be with you I will not let them with you *smirk*

Jimin:someone who will choose me over everything surely exists *glared at her*

Luna:uhh...huh...let me just find that person and send him or her straight to the hell *smile*

Jimin:what do you want me to do now? *looks down*

Luna:good question well the manager will be here tomorrow so yes tonight you'll be here *boringly*

Jimin:I want to ask you why you decided that I know there will be many ways to pay the debt back then why this? *teary eyes*

Luna:why not?I mean what's your use here?beside that you should be my thankful that I am giving you a chance to live your life the way you always wanted *rolls eyes*

Jimin:what do you mean by that I never wanted to be a stripper-

Luna:yes but you wanted to be a dancer I caught you many times doing that slow type dance-

Jimin:it's contemporary dance *glared at her*

Luna:whatever so what's the matter climbing the pole *smirk*

Jimin:what will you get after doing this to me? *moves close to her couch*

Luna:are you a turtle or what?I mean how many times I have to explain this to you I want to see you suffer Jimin and it's just a start of this *annoyed tone*

Jimin:noona please don't do these things you know now we have no one else in the name of family except each other *fall in his knees*

Luna:you're such a cry baby Jimin ahh.....why are you not understanding I don't want anyone as my so called family I am enough alone and about you well the day soul will leave your body I will throw a big party *claps excitedly*

Jimin;I know my mother made a mistake but why do I have to be punished for that? *looks at her*

Luna:cuz Jimin my dear baby brother you're nothing but a jinx you born and your mother died you was growing up happily when I killed your 2nd mother as well and at last you saw your Dad dying infront of your eyes *laughs hard*

Jimin:isn't all this enough noona?you want to see me suffer more?I am already on the verge of losing my mind *looking down*

Luna:I want to see you more ruined Jimin it's nothing you know I feel another type of satisfaction seeing people like you kneeling and regretting everything about their life *creased his head*

Jimin:I don't want to curse you but just sometimes I pray that you'll feel the same level of feeling but you don't have any other option *not looking at her*

Luna:hmm....but you think Luna is that easy to get broke? let's not forget I am the one who killed my own father and mother obviously I have more courage then anyone else *grabbed his jaw*

Jimin:I don't want to go to club Luna noona please no they will treat me like trash there *teary eyes*

Luna:you go there at any cost but umm....I am really feeling bad seeing you like that so let me give you one more option take this poison *hands him poison*

Jimin:what do you mean by this? *confused look*

Luna:you have whole night think as much as you want I mean you have to options kill yourself or just embrace the new life starting from tomorrow morning *smirk*

He stood up and looked at me then at poison he just closed his eyes and walked back to his room while clutching the poison syrup in his fist I just but my lower lip but end up laughing hard I know he don't have courage to kill himself but even if he doesn't that he will regret I mean that's not poison but sleeping syrup let's see what you do Jimin

I smirked and again sipped my whiskey if you'll not drink this syrup tonight one thing will be confirmed you will never able to do something to yourself doesn't matter how miserable your life is that will be the actual fun I will use you, I will ruin you, I will take advantage of this very well I closed my eyes and sipped the whole whiskey at once today is the celebration night Luna let's get to your room and think about your future plans

--*Meanwhile*--

Jimin Pov

I locked the door of my room and sat on the floor leaning on the door two options Jimin chose one I closed my eyes and Dad face flashed in front of my eyes he always said that I am the only one who can defeat her but how will I do that?

I am just a loser who is afraid of everything and at last just embrace everything what happens to me and I am sure tomorrow will happen the same thing as always I know myself doesn't matter how hard I will try to convince myself but I will never consume this poison

Why?cuz I am afraid to die I am a fucking coward who can hear every pain and suffering but can't kill himself or stood up for himself I am just like I deserve all this I closed my eyes and one again I burst into tears why all this happens with me god why?why I can't fight for myself?

God always knows everything about our life then why you even let me enter in this world I should've died before that the corner of my heart still believes that everything will be good at last but how?I know her she will only get satisfied after seeing me taking my last breath

Today,tomorrow,day after tomorrow,weeks later,months later or years later but she will kill me at last I know every consequences but I still don't know how to save myself from all this I closed my eyes thinking all this and laid on floor my head was on my arm I didn't even realised when I fell asleep thinking all this I am just a coward

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Author=so this is for today I hope you all will like it well I will see you all in the next one and don't forget to tell me what you all think about Jimin character well this fanfiction is very different in comparison to others I mean I am sure you all will surely be feeling it well bye for now I have school tomorrow and now I am sleepy even tho I slept in evening but ok I am just a sleepy head Starlights✨bye for now.....