• Having to be extremely secretive so as to not raise suspicion

• Assisting him by filling his cup or just helping him in his office when he wanted you around

• Sharing a bed with him at night unknown to everyone else

• Him showing you a type of softness that is nearly terrifying given his personality

• Listening to him venting about the disappointment his family brings, but then mentioning you're an exception when he sees your expression

• Finding out your pregnant with his Bastard and having to tell him, knowing he's not going to be happy about it

• Being surprised when he finds a way around your pregnancy, telling you to not worry about it, he'll handle it

•  His children being curious as to why their cousin is always seen around their father and constantly having to avoid their questions