Beam and forth went to forths room.the ride was silent.both r in their own worlds.but some time stole glances to the other secretly.

Forth open his door wide enough to come beam inside .forth entered and lock the room.now they r sober enough to know where r they and what was going to happen.

Do you want some water.forth asked

I hav bottled too.he said

He still remember how I drink. Beam thought.

No thank you. Feel free.I will be back.forth said and entered washroom.

Forth wash his face with cold water.he looked himself at the mirror.he question himself.he closed his eyes for 10 seconds and opened them.he know what to do.he went out.

Beam hold himself from falling when forth went in.what am I doing here.what the hell happens to me when ever forth is beside me.he was in his own thoughts when he saw forth comming out.he composed himself.he try to look cool.he try to distract himself.he started looking at the room.a very wrong decision ...the whole rooms was neatly decorated.

With yo and forth pictures.they r so happy with each other the smile h saw in forth was like it was alive.

He went to a picture .the photo of forth hugging yo from behind.the picture is perfect.its lively.he started caring forths face.he miss that smile.its been ages that forth smiled like that to him.

Forth stand behind beam.its good right he asked

Ya it's lovely.beam said still caring forths face but he back off .he looked hesitate and embarrassed like caught in act.

Let me show you something more lively.forth hold beams left hand and drag him to the bedroom.

This room didnt hav any photos.its simple yet it looks lively.forth stoped hnear a book self..the self with lots of engineering books..sports magazine bike racing books .

Forth press a button and the bookshelf slide side and makes a room.there is another room inside.

Come forth hold beam hand and took him in.he switched the lights and there beam gasped wide.its another room full of beam and forths photos.

From their first year..and some photos are from recent.its all beams photos their.

Beam was looking at the room and forth lean on the wall with 2 hands in his pockets and seeing beam in wow.

For forth beam is always beautiful no matter how he is.

Beam stand beside the large photo of him where he was crying.yes he was crying.he was sad.the look in beams eyes told me how sad he was.beam become sad too.

I love that photo so much.forth said.

Ofcourse..you like seeing me hurt and crying.thats the reason you r doing these.feo5m a year you r hurting and I am hurting. Beam said while he lean on the wall.looking at forth.

Forth smiled a little.its not because of th hurt..its because no matter where you r what you do..how you look sad ,worry ,love ,happy ,sorrow ,lively ,smilly.
You r gorgeous and adorable to me.

You r a mess but to me it's a cute mess.i like and never get bored.forth smiled .his face lift and its obvious the he mean it what he said.

Then what about yo.beam asked straight.he disnt understand that how hurting someone is love to other.

Well he is there beside me when ever I need someone.but you you r here forth show his heart.

I am really not getting it beam said
Forth smile.forthat you should love someone beam forth said

I loved you..I am loving you and I will in future too.that will not change.beam said

Them try to love me more to understand what I am saying and why I am doing all this.

You trust me forth asked

Beam smiled what about you beam questioned back

You dont see it.forth said
I dont beam said straightly.

You never trusted me back then and now too.beam said

I didnt listen to you. That's all forth said.

And you trust your brother more than me.tjats not called love forth.

This time forths face fell.yes he know back then he did mistakes .kne lead to other and other and everything goes so messed.he know that.

I am not god beam.i am an human a mere human who can do mistakes easily.but what is important is we should learn from our mistakes.

I didnt listen back then when you want to say something.i was angry mad and gone crazy when I learn that .
.

That I raped someone and kill the girl beam completed.

No that you think about someone else after you started loving me.

Why so I am human too too I too make mistakes beam said

Yes that I learn but a little late...forth said

Yes one year a little late beam said

Forth was silent.he looked at beam.
Beam too.do you wanna know what happen back then beam said out of blue.

No forth said immediately.beam knot his brows

Why beam.
Let me know it myself.forth said

beam sign...i will go.good night.beam said and started walking towards the door but he stopped.did yo know about this door beam asked

no forth said.

this is place is my heaven,i dont want anyone here forthsaid

beam turn and look back,what if yo finds out that you still hav my picturs.

he already knows i still hav a place foryou in my heart.i told before our relationship start tha t no matter what beam do,i will love him more and more everyday.but i too promise yo one thing that my love for you will never ever bothers our relationship.i tried all things to give to yo what he realy deserve.so he wont interfere if he even knows this place.

this is unfair forth beam said

for whom..you ,yo or for me.

for every one beamsaid

i dont careno one can stopwhat i hav for you beam,and yo i will be good lover until he wants me,he needs me.

he was also heart broken like me,we both emanded ourself.so no risk and no problem.

we understand each other well.forth said

beams world spin..what forth is saying even its possible..this is madness or like say crazyness.

he looked at forth..forth smiled and the background with beams photos...

why bother for other..i will be selfish too for my sake or for this moment.

beam run and hug forth.forth catch him and hug too.

he kiss beams lips..beam to kiss him..

will you give me second chance beam asked..

no forthsaid..beams face fell down..he released himself from forths hug and took 2 steps back..but forth drag beam by his waist and kiss him deeply.

i cant fight this heart war..i will talk to yo tommorow...and babay you r always 1 there is no other one..and no other chance..

forth deepen the kiss and beam too.