Long chapter.

NAINA

She sipped the whole glass in one go. Her trembling figure was still in motion and now and then she could feel that tremor running through her body. It was not like she was going back to that fragile naina....But the realization and sudden revelation of some bottled up bitter and ugly truths had caught her off guard.Her guards were low..she was living peacefully. Never in her dream she'd have thought of it. She never dared imagine Her past would come out this much harshly. Even if it was inevitable but this was still a shocker for her. She had gine through that shame and pain again just in few minutes. As if Karthivk was her tour guide through hell...

Abhimanyu chauhan ki rakhail!

These words earlier had caused too much damage and again she was petrified. Her body was not ready to accept this revelation. No....It could not happen.

She had made too many efforts to nip that bud....but this came just too sudden. She was not expecting this....but again...Abhimanyu Chauhan was a low manner less bastard...who'd never give up.

She'd have had cautions!

Karthik had almost groped her and his announcement was no where incoherent. He was almost shouting her past...and her mistakes.

What if someone saw him!

Then she was going to sacrifice bits of her respect and dignity for it...again. because it was always this way..

This made her whimper..She hiccuped. What had she done wrong? What had she done so sinful to have this fate? What was her mistake? Why men were so brutal when it was about their mean intentions and lewd demands? Why karthik took her for granted? Why men misunderstood a woman? Why her once weakness was understood as her forever fragility?

If she was in someone' bed, it was not going to last forever.....

Because she was not a prostitute who willingly would give up her everything for money! She was not.....and never was. Everyone could call her that...but she was not that. People' opinion, their looks everyone was once full of hatred for her...and now it didnt matter until.....it was about her job. Her hob was her ground. Hee sole support it proved to be may times. When everyone was doubting her character, some(numerable) praised her for being efficient and devoted offuver. Anddd...this helaed her little bit. She could not dare loose her job....at any cost.. no matter what.

Her thought chain broke when He offered her one more glass of water..

'You need more water?' And he poured and filled her glass..

Only if he knew how hollow she was within!

She looked at him. He was in in same black suit. But shirt was almost half open. He'd have opened it himself after bringing her in the room in his arms. It was through mid way he scooped her up becayse she was taking much time. It was not her fault either. She was shaken and almost man handled....But he came there to help her...

Naina zoomed her focus..

Midst all her tension over her carrier and past she forgot about him. He saw her with Karthik, witnessed her going numb, would have watched her trying to save herself. And he had come to save her. He had helped her...even though he was one of those people who had never believed her..at first place. He was the guy who never asked her what the truth was. What her problem had been that she had to do this. What made her hitherto taking this step!

But he was still the one who helped her without asking second question when she needed it the most. And it just increased respect for him more. Now she could not blame him for his rudeness. She could not blame him for being a jerk with her...She could not blame him at all now...

Because somwhere she owed him one. 

'Go..change. And sleep...Rat kafi ho gayi he...You need good night sleep..'  raj had told her just now. He was standing now and opening his cuffs. He then rolled his sleeves up and asked her to stand up..

'Are you....alright?' This question came out of nowhere. She was trying to absorb so many things tonight....mostly bitter but a few honey sweet.....His concern and help were them.

She could not speak though. She was not alright...She had left her fragility way back...but today it was coming back.. faster than she could imagine. She had learned to overcome her fears, her weakness but now...she wanted a helping hand....a warm cuddle....a soothing touch....a genuine embrace...All she needed today was care.

And she never knew whe  she chose him to be her light in darkness.

'Can I.....Stay in your room.....just for tonight?'

She had known him hence Odds were against her. He would never allow her to come into his territory. Because there was nothing sort of a relationship between them. Even when they were talking, exchanging smiles, both were still living in different corners of room. Still after dinner they used to be awkward. Still they were distant when it was about sharing each other's space. Hence she was expecting denial. But being a human she could not help from trying her luck, even if it cost her her everything....

'Ohhh...Ok.' and she for a first time in this room felt a warm gust grazing her cheeks..a bright light engulfing her. She felt like this moment was the best one of her life..She never asked for more...Never.

She went to change....and soon came out in usual shirt and shorts..but today she felt self-conscious. Sharing a whole quarter was casual but sharing a room was all together different. Naina saw her ruffling his hair and making faces at his tees. As if he was not expecting them in his cupboard ...as if his dress was now a question of prestige.

Soon she found herself with him...standing still on door of his bedroom..and looking everywhere but at him. And this ended with his invitation. He meekly told her to share his bed with him..and she agreed.

She had imagined this...somewhere in her heart. When her character was questioned. When she was thrown into a whirlpool of tests. When she was fighting with her depression and hoping everything'd be fine...

Those days she wanted someone to be her solace. The someone who'd hold her hand and tell her- Naina..It'd be fine. But nobody came and she went distant. A fear was born in her. She became scared if relations  because judgemental people never became  helpful...let alone be her special someone..

He had turned his face....and she had too....towards him. Her face was inches away from his back..trying to catch a boo if he was down with sleep...

Because she was planning on hugging him..She wanted to feel that warmth again...which she felt few time back. He was gentle while carrying her. And she hoped he'd be again.

If I hug him all sudden, he'd get angry. Should I keep it casual and make tiny moves? Chhee Naina...You became a hormonal teenager again who is in dire need of her crush' hug or she'd die.

She giggled. This was suddenly new for her..Seeing him making efforts and trying to hear her...neglecting her clumsiness and keeping mechanic always on speed dial.

She wanted to laugh remembering how she had pulled out the switch board because she had stuck the cord in socket! Raj became angry first but later he made fun....Though very soon things went awkward and both left the scene. But she could not help but want to feel that soothing beat once again...which her heart had felt hearing him laughing.

And all of sudden his face replaced his back. She startled and missed an almost heart attack. She could not move..she wanted to but could not. His eyes were closed and this made her sighing in relief. She resumed her examining. She saw his nose..first. It was sharp just like his temperature. The way he became angry now and then and soon the very next moment he was calm, it was just the rise and fall from the steep end. Climbing a pyramid and falling from the peak. And his lips....DAMN! They seemed not so bitter as he used to speak. They were slightly open and she could hear his faint snoring.

Raj snores! Naveen'l bet his marriage if he gets his hands on this secret. All I had heard about this duo' friendship consisted nothing but Raj making fun of Navu.. My poor brother...

She never got to knew when her eyes became heavy and she drifted to slumber.

She was insomniac. Only Naveen knew because he had witnessed her spending nights shedding tears silently..

But this night was different. She didnt have to find her pills in emergency and swallowing them after struggling almost whole night. She had slept tonight without much effort.

But soon her slumber broke off when she felt uneasy. Heavy weight on her tummy and something prickly on her shouler. Her eyes shot flew open...Her conscious self accelerated her reflexes...

Soon she got relaxed. It was not some stranger. It was he..His face in crook of her neck and hand covering her stomach. His beard was teasing her soft shoulder. And heaviness came from his muscled hand.

Dhai kilo ka hath hoga kam se kam! Kitna bhari he ye..Naina agar tere par iska dusra hath bhi pada na to....tu uthe ya na uthe. Teri arthi jarur uth jayegi....

And she giggled. All this single night stay in his room was turning so funny. She was giggling to herself time to times. She never expected her one request would come out like this..

A funny acquaintance.

But her laughter died down when his face slipped more and landed below her collar bone. Now it was no where funny. Her shirt had gone askew and loose buttons proved themselves traitor. First Two decided to free themselves. So her cleavage was full on show.

Shirts were not a better option. Damn! She'd have thought it earlier. It was usual. In night her sleeping positions were enough to mess her shirts and buttons went loose. So in morning two or three happened to be open. But then she was alone...and now she was with him..

She decided to drop the curtains down and shut those two traitors up. Hence she carefully tried to pick his head up from her shoulder and land it somewhere distant. But turning and picking a heavy head was not a good combo. Hence his head slipped and he yelped in pain when few strands of his hair unknowingly were left in her hand. 

She shut her eyes close...because of fear. He'd shout at her now....Nain'd never see his red eyes..

But scolding never came. When she opened her lids she saw him looking somewhere.......actually at not decent place. Almost half of her breasts were peeking through her shirt now because their position became messy. She saw his eyes getting darker but not at once. They were flickering. Brown to caramel brown then burgandy brown and then back to normal brown later dark brown and then suddenly shades went lighter.

He'd blame her....for being the one guilty hence she tried to distance herself from him....though her efforts proved yo be futile because her body didnt obey her mind.

This was wrong. Because they were not a proper couple at first. They were just two stranger living under same roof...But..what she was feeling never left room for righteous of her actions.

And now she could finally see his eyes darker...no shutting on and off. A constant lust....which gave her immense pleasure...to know that she out of all people could cause him this weakness...She could make him feel weak in knees...And it just increased glow of her cheeks. A tint adorned her face..

'Arrggh..Damn it! Fuck the consequences.' She heard him muttering.

Perhaps he was feeling guilty..low of himself because of this..this situation they were in. But her doubts died when his lips came down harshly on her softest part..kissing it and nipping it.

She could not be happier....It was a first for her where she was under an almost stranger person but never felt shame..infact felt so proud.

She was able to woo Rajveer..Her Rajveer..

Her hands gripped his hair and made him go bit gentle on her swallowen mounds....and substituting this pressure to his hold. Her lips worked fine in fact mlre than fine on her softness. She was growing insane..slowly slowly. Her needs were rising from somewhere unknown to her. She wanted him to work everywhere on her...at once altogether.  But it was not possible. Hence she waited for him to make moves..

Because she was not in position to do anything. This right she could put her hand on it.

His lips went to her chin and again returned to their place. Her lips quivered. She wanted to taste him...to feel those lips wet on hers..and perhaps he heard her mental pleas. His lips came crashing down on hers. Those lios were magical. She never felt so alive before. Nothing was so sweet like them. Their tongues fought..and her lips could feel the pressure..Kiss came to end with their breathlessness but desires never did. Soon lips found each others again and busied in exploring hidden honey from the pots. It ended with his hands going to her shirt and throwing  it open. What came next was bit expected. He again kissed her beauty. Then below it...then on diaphragm then on belly button and then her calf. His hand were then busy in kneading her assets..Her head was bent because pleasure was increasing and she could not take it all at once. But she needed to be patient.

His kisses filled her upper half. No place was left. He had turned her and kissed her whole back. Not leaving a single place as if marking her...telling her something about his right. His kisses were neither too gentle nor too harsh. They were both at the same  time. Her neck was red and few redder marks were explaining his kisses well.

But her dream broke when his hands landed on her shorts...fighting with its button.

Horror replaced her pleasure.

No....it was not needed. Noo ..

Her inner shrieked but she could not move.  He too had stopped....and her eyes closed in relief. But when she heard him throwing open his flyer, she could not dare open her eyes.

It was not at all necessary. She was happy with his kisses and touches...this more intimate contact was not necessary. 

Because she felt it was just out of need...and hurry. He could later repent it..and she didnt want something with herself to be repenting to him. What she felt with him was unexplicit. It was beautiful. Emotionally beautiful...and he had been unable to understand her..since the first day.

Rest of her thoughts died when his hand touched her feminine part gently. She could not think clearly because it gave her shuddering pleasure. He rubbed it...and soin kissed it. Going down..sucking her Nector....she could not see or feel anything except him or his touch and his mouth. She could feel her leaking her self control with his every move. If it were like this, she'd fall off the peak. But he proved her doubts wrong and soon entered into her with a swift motion.

She was doubtful minutes before, bit restless and little unsure...but now when he was moving inside her, she could feel only one thing...

Immense pleasure that always blocks everything else...

He increased the pace hence making her cry his name out...she could see him smirking through half open eye lids..

Then she was offered driving seat..which she accepted happily. He lying on his back..watching her move...while she scratching his chest and kissing her with keeping up pace..It was altogether new..

This passion burnt the midnight oil. And caused them to sleep just minutes before three hundred hours bell of KMA.....

Naina had been through a new experience tonight. Where she had witnessed a legal relation with a man..who was her husband. And no body was going to point out its illegal nature or some other things.

She slept soundly....forgetting her classes...clad with his arms..and body.

When she opened her eyes late afternoon, she felt a new rush. It was like she had quenched her thirst...after ages....

.......Even if it was from a mirage..