Chapter 19

"Stop talking about love. Its so annoying, it doesn't exist dear. And ask me if a give a shit."

"Let me ask you this!" you stood up from the wall and pulled him down slightly,
"Did you ever love me?"

Hyuk seemed to have lost his words now, "(Y/n), stop with the questions-"

"Hyuk~" You suddenly bit your lip looking at the boy not knowing where the next sentence came from.

"Let's have sex again Hyuk, maybe I can make you love me that way... " you drunkly put your hand on his chest and looked up at him. His eyes widened and his face went to similar shade to yours. He broke eye contact with you and choked on his sentence.

"(Y/n), you're drunk. Don't say things you'll regret." Hyuk tried his best not to take what you said seriously.

"Don't you want to? To touch me? I'm all yours and no one else's... Or am I not pretty anymore? " You stood on your tip toes and tried to kiss him.

Hyuk's Pov-

"Don't you want to! Am I not pretty anymore?" She stood on her tip toes and tried to kiss me. I hitched and moved my head to the side before her lips could attach with mine. She was actually driving crazy. Is she pretty? Do I have to even answer that?

I felt my heart beating fast. If she wasn't drunk... The things I would do. If she doesn't stop I won't be able to stop myself. I held her arms and pulled her away from where we were standing quickly to deflate the situation. I spotted her friend Sara in the living room talking to a few other girls.

"Here, take her! I ain't her fucking babysitter." I dumped her there and made my way back to where I just came from. I replayed the scenario in my head leading me to realise that something hard grew in my boxers.

"For fucks sake!" I said heading towards the bathroom in order to sort my little issue out.

End pov-

Next day-

You woke up with a strong headache not remembering much from the party last night.
You sat up on your bed and held your head in your hands trying your best to recall yesterday's events. You got ready for the party... You arrived...you danced...then you started dancing with N, Hyuk came and then you started arguing... Then..?

You couldn't remember very well, that's when you started to become worried incase you had done something embarrassing. You will ask Sara today when you see her at school. You realised how late you were for school as you had woken up at the time your first class began.

You rushed into class as fast as you could. Resulting in everyone to look at you accompanied with silence. A few people were absent which possibly meant that you couldn't have been the only one who was probably hungover from last night's party. You sat next to your friends after being scolded by your teacher for your punctuality.

"What were you and Hyuk up to last night?" Sara whispered.

"What? What do you mean? i thought i just danced with you guys.."

"I would've asked you last night but you we SO drunk, I've never seen you drink so much- but basically we lost you for a while but Hyuk brought you back to us so we figured you and Hyuk-"

"DONT- dont finish that. Shit I don't remember clearly but i will find out.." You breathed out stressfully. You pulled out your phone and unblocked his number in order to text him to meet you after school as you needed to clear things up from last night because it was too much of a mystery to leave unanswered, it stressed you out.

After you finished your last class you headed quickly towards place you texted Hyuk to go. He was already there. He turned around and had a smug yet confused face as to why you urgently needed to meet with him.

"I'm going to get straight to the point. What happened last night?

"Where's the hello, how are you?" he chuckles as it were a joke.

"I dont really want to talk to you to be honest but i just wanted to know if anything important happened yesterday that i need to know." you asked, looking around avoiding eye contact with him.

"Well." he sighs, "not really."

You furrowed your eyebrows not being sure if he was serious. If he says nothing happened then why stay any longer. You began turning around before he opened his mouth once again.

"But...something interesting happened, if you would like to hear."

"Tell me so this conversation can be done with." You rolled your eyes.

"Nah, i dont think you will like what i have to say."

"Tell me, this is getting annoying now."

"OK, Ok fine. Well..." He looked at you and walked closer and whispered in your ear, "You kinda begged me to fuck you."

"WHAT!" you exclaimed and stepped back, "You're lying! I would never say that, especially to you. Theres no way we did that. Did we..."

"Did we what? Actually get down? Im gonna keep that info a secret."

"You are such a dick, I HATE YOU." You raised your voice getting really upset with what he just said. He quickly grabbed your wrist preventing from you walking away.

"Wait no dont go. I need to speak to you-"

"Get off me!" you pulled your wrist away from him, "I told you, i have had enough. I hate you, the sight of you sickens me!"

"C'mon (y/n)... you dont mean that. All i wanted to say is that i sincerely apologise for my actions. I miss you so much and i would do anything for you to forgive me. I-I think I love you... i will never do anything ever again to hurt you."

"Is this a joke?" you sarcastically laughed, "You took my virginity as part of a little game of yours, then laughed with all your friends, and tossed me aside. You have no idea what you have done to me. You are a disgrace of a human being with no feelings at all. You need to get out of my life, i never EVER want to see you in my life again."

"Please (y/n)" Hyuk started tearing up. No matter what he did you were not gonna let him manipulate you, "I can't live without you, you're the only one that ever made me feel loved. You made me feel like I have a purpose in life. I actually believe in love because of you. (Y/n) don't leave me, Please!"

At this point your back was already facing him. You wanted to walk away so this whole thing can leave you to heal, but after Hyuk spoke you became a little less certain on what you should do. Whether to leave for the last time or not.

Authors Note:

Not sure if anyone still reads because the last time I updated this book was like 2 years ago...and I'm so sorry about that😭 look forward to more I guess