Joohyun's P.O.V

It's been a while since someone stepped inside my unit and also stay here. After we ate our dinner, we situated sa sala tsaka nanood nalang nga TV.

Well, so awkward.

"Valentines na pala bukas..." I muttered tsaka kinuha ang phone ko. Yes, it's valentines, at sa 16, kasal na ng ate niya.

"Valentines? Ah oo nga." he chuckled tsaka sumandal sa unan na nasa likuran niya. Di ko na siya pinansin tsaka nag-ig nalang. There are some news about kpop and such, tsaka mga hollywood stars like the news about Kylie Jenner's child.

I sighed as I closed my phone and closed my eyes.

Ano bang pwedeng magawa rito? With this man? Wqg kayong dirty minded, lol.

"Irene, I just want to propose..." I paused tsaka nanlaki naman ang mga mata ko.

P-propose?

"That we will be friends. Let's start all over again." he smiled at me, making my heart flutter. Shit, that familiar smile all over again.

Pero wait-

"U-uh, teka.. may tanong ako." I took a deep breath tsaka tinignan siya. He was taken aback with my serious stare kaya napalagok siya ng wala sa oras.

"Kayo ba ni Jungkook noon? Bakla ka ba?" I asked him, full of sincerity kaya napaatras siya sa kanyang inuupuan. Is he guilty?

"W-walang kami. Wait, alam mo na ang lahat?!"

Umupo ako ng maayos and I nodded.

"I saw my old facebook account yesterday tsaka nakita ko ang album na puno ng pictures niyo ni Jungkook. Tsaka pinakilala rin siya ni Jisoo sa akin nung tinanong niya kung asan ka kahapon..." I stopped at tinignan ko ulit siya.

"And I'm also a fujoshi, am I right?" nanlaki naman ang mga mata niya at yumuko. He was silent for a few seconds at bigla na lang siyang tumayo. As he grabbed his phone and keys from the table, naglakad siya patungo sa pinto but I stopped him.

"Tell me everything please.. Lahat lahat. I forgot everything, right? Tungkol noon, tungkol sa atin." hinawakan ko ang braso niya at tumigil naman siya. This reminds me of something...

"No need to tell you everything Joohyun. No need." sabi niya tsaka nilingo ako. He forced a smile, tsaka hinawakan ang kanang pisngi ko.

"Our memories, it's all worthless..." he paused as he stared unto my eyes. Suddenly, my tears began to fall na di ko alam bakit. Why? Why does I really want to know everything? Parang may importante.. na di ko gustong makalimutan.

"No please.. don't cry. Just forget.. It will just hurt you if you will remember everything Joohyun please.." he pleaded pero hinawakan ko pa ng mahigpit ang braso niya.

"Taehyung please. Sabihin mo ang lahat. I will understand. I'm so confused, curious and hurt about everything. Di ko na alam ang gagawin ko kung di ko malaman ang lahat. I feel that, you know a lot about me. You will complete what have been stolen away from mr, and I know I shared happiness with you, please.. Please." hindi lang siya umimik at nakayuko pa rin. He removed my hands from his shoulder tsaka pinunasan ang mga luha ko gamit ang mga kamay niya.

"If bringing back your old memories will make you happy.." he smiled a bit, his tears falling from his eyes already as he cupped my face. He moved his face closer to mine as our foreheads touched. Our lips are centimeters apart and I can feel his breaths as he looked into my eyes, like it is piercing my soul with sadness and guilt.

"Then I will gladly do it." as he crashed his lips unto mine, my whole world stopped spinning as I closed my eyes. It looks like I'm in trance, in a daze of fantasy and reality as I remembered some of my memories.

I realized, he was not just my bestfriend. He was an important person to my life, and the one I fell inlove with.

I kissed him back, as he held my waist, pulling me closer to him. Our lips felt so indulged with a familiar taste, it's like a trip down memory ride.

As our kisses became hotter and deeper, so as this cold night.