1. How long have you been self harming? Discuss why you started.
I have been for a long time. When i first started i was really only 6, and i continued because even at the young age it was an excape like it is today. I first started when my mother had told me to Kill myself, when she was still alive

2. What part of your body is most effected by it?
My arms, sides, and upper thighs.

3. What is your motivation to recover?
My friends here on Wattpad.

4. Do you consider yourself 'Addicted'? Why or why not?
Yes, because I do it so often and when I had lost the blade I do it with I had gotten super mad and sad.

5. What part of self harm do you dislike the most?
How people react to it...

6. What about it do you enjoy?
The feeling of excape when I do it.

7. List 10 activities that calm you down
1. Drawing
2. Venting
3. Reading
4. Making poetry/ songs
5. Talking to people
6. Taking baths
7. Painting
8. School
9. Dressing up
10. Smiling

8. What is the most supportive thing someone has said to you about self-harm?
"The cuts on your arm may fade, but the cuts on your soul never will."- my best friend.

9. Have you ever taken pictures of your wounds? Discuss.
I never have, and don't plan to.

10. How do you feel about your scars?
I hate them so much, they make me look uglier then normal.

11. Strangest place you have injured yourself?
On the bus, no one cared so, I did it.

12. Where do you keep your 'Tools'?
Under my bed, in my backpack, one in my purse, and a sharpener blade I keep in my pocket.

13. What's the biggest realization you've had about self-harm?
That once you start, its hard to get out of doing it.

14. Is there anyone you consider an inspiration in your recovery?
Yes! Everyone on here with me!

15. Do you visit any websites on self-harm?
No.

16. What advice would you give to someone about self-harm
" it is a harsh thing to do to yourself, and it hurts. Not just your physical health, but your mental health as well."

17. Do you know anyone else who injures themselves?
Yes, I do

18. Write a letter to your future you.

Dear J,

I'm proud of you.

19. List 5 reasons your recovery is worth it?
Some people might care about me...
Life is actually nice when you think about it...
I don't want to leave just yet...
I could do thing in life...
I have friends...

20.  What is the most vivid memory you have of self-harm?
Yesterday.

21. Have you ever tried to stop in the past? What are you doing different this time?
I have. Now, I'm working harder, and talking about it.

22. Where do you feel the most calm?
Sitting in the corner of my room while only my lamp is on, and the rest of the lights are off while drawing.

23. What is your favorite inspirational quote?
"Other times, I look at my scars and see something else: a girl who was trying to cope with something horrible that she should never have had to live through at all. My scars show pain and suffering, but they also show my will to survive. They're part of my history that'll always be there."
Cheryl Rainfield

24. What are some of your main triggers? Why?
When people ask about it when I've just done it, talking about family...

25. Do you know any statistics about self-harm?
Nope

26. What's something that makes you the most happy?
Gifts or praise.

27. Discuss any and all progress you've made.
I used to cut everyday, now not so much, I don't do it as deep anymore.

28. What short-term goals do you have?
Don't die today.

29. Do you follow any self-harm blogs?
No...

30. Post your favorite picture if yourself and wrote a positive message to look back on.
I guess..... You ready to see my ugliness..?

Ok......

Here we go....

"Even the worst people can have...slightly good days."