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"I'm sorry Mia...I just can't come back." She heard from the phone. The voice was distant and full of hurt. Although the voice was far away, she knew exactly who it was.

"Taehyung? What do yo- You're joking right?" Mia choked up as she felt her throat closing. The thought of Taehyung leaving and never coming back has crossed her mind plenty of times but she never thought it would actually happen.

"No. Why would I joke about that? " Taehyung's even more distant voice said out loud, seething with anger.

"P-please don't leave, Taehyung!" Mia begged while clutching on the phone.

"I have to.." he breathed as if he was ready for his last goodbye.

"No, Taehyung. I-I need you! I think I love you. Please. Let's just make this work. I-" She sobbed. Her eyes were bloodshot and she felt she couldn't breathe. She kept sobbing and felt she was falling but there was no one to catch her at all.

There was silence between them except for Mia's sobs, until Taehyung whispered, "and I loved you. I do love you, but I don't deserve you, baby. I don't want to hurt you anymore. Goodbye Mia." He croaked, finally hanging up. All Mia felt like doing was crying.

She was sobbing grossly, not forgiving herself for giving him another chance. Cursing at Taehyung for entering her life in general so she wouldn't feel this pain. She loves him but he leaves her. She's so use to people leaving but this one stung. She thought Taehyung was different.

"Taehyung...", she called out as if he was in arms reach and breath heavily.

"Come back..." She sobbed.

Then she woke up.

Mia then felt a jolt in her body and she sat up quickly on her bed. She blinked multiple times, waking her self up. Oh, it was just a nightmare. Mia had been having the same nightmare for a couple nights and she has woken up scared or sad but she's never woken up crying ; until now.

She checked the time once she calmed herself down and noticed it was 12 in the afternoon. It also happened to be Friday which meant Christmas was in 4 days. The whole group had planned on having a get together the next Friday to exchange gifts and have fun together which Mia was pretty excited about.

She checked her phone, hoping for a text from a certain someone but was met with other messages from some of her friends.

aria

hey girlie! how are you? i miss you, can't wait to see you!

namjoonie

lets chill today, i'll treat u to some lunch and then u can buy dinner aha

jungkookie

i hate myself i fucking tripped at the gym in front of a hot girl are you fuckin kidding me

jungkookie

n i swear to god if u make fun of me, i'll tell everyone that one time you accidentally told that guy at the mall that you would totally sleep with him if the chance came and then you found out he was gay

Mia started smiling, even laughing a bit and felt a little better since she woke up.

mia

hey aria (: i miss u too omg! i can't wait to give u your gift, lets chill soon maybe before the hangout :)

mia mia

ya i'm down joonie, but i get to choose what we get for lunch!

bitch ass mia

...hahahahahah holy fk

Mia got ready for the day and told Namjoon that she was ready. They planned on hanging out with each other all day and Mia was excited. She hadn't hung out with Namjoon in so long and she just needed some Joonie time.

Once Namjoon picked Mia up, they started heading towards downtown which held plenty of shops that contained different material everywhere. Namjoon was playing different genres in the car which Mia absolutely loved since she was getting introduced to all types of different music.

"We should go to that music shop!" Namjoon yelled over the music which Mia just nodded frantically. Mia has never been in the music shop from downtown because she never got the time.

Once Namjoon parked, he asked Mia if she would take a picture of him infront of the music shop and she was more than happy to.

"Dude, holy shit! They have everything here!" Namjoon exclaimed while walking towards the middle of the music shop. When Mia walked inside, she instantly felt relaxed and inhaled the smell of plastic around the new cds and the old, musty smell that the old records contained. The music store wasn't that big but it was okay. The smell also had a hint of the coffee aroma since there was a cute cafe right next door. Taehyung would probably love this place, Mia thought.

"Hey, are you okay?" Namjoon touched Mia's shoulder and she just nodded towards her friend while smiling, spotting a Sleeping At Last album. (holY CRAP THE ATLAS ALBUM SLAY ME)

"I love this album!" Mia smiled as she started humming to the song "Saturn" in her head.

"Don't you already have that album? I mean you've played it like a billion times in your room one time, I mean-" Mia just laughed while punching Namjoon to shush it.

"Doesn't mean I can't get another one!" Mia exclaimed while putting it under her arm to look for more CDs.

They found more albums to buy and then went to the cashier to pay.

"You want to go to the cafe next door for a little sit down and talk?" Namjoon smiled with his dimples popping out.

"Of course, Joonie!" Mia smiled while grabbing her bag.

Once they entered the cafe, their senses were just filled with coffee and baked goods. Mias mouth was watering since she hadn't eaten at all since she woke up.

"Hello! Welcome to May's. How can I help you?" A girl that looked slightly familiar asked the newcomers.

"What's up, Hay! I didn't know you worked here. Wow, that's fast." Namjoon talked to the girl behind the counter as she beamed towards him.

"Oh, hey Namjoon! Yeah, I just wanted to get out of the house. Parents aren't home since you know dad is in a different country and mom is on a business trip already." Hay smiled while smiling at the customers who walked out of the cafe when they were finished with their refreshments.

"Is your mom going to be gone for Christmas? You can totally come over whenever you want and chill with me and my gang. We're actually having a get together soon next friday if you want to come."

"Oh no, she's coming back on Tuesday so Christmas Eve. But I will totally go to your get-together if that's okay with you and your friends..." Hay trailed off and looked at Mia who carried a blank face the whole time.

Mia raised her eyebrows and just nodded, "Oh, yeah. You're totally welcome. No worries." Mia smiled. 

"Okay, cool. So do you guys want anything? We have a special right now where if you get a large cup of hot choclate, then you can get a cinnamon scone for free." Mia looked over at Namjoon pleadingly, wanting the cinnamon scone badly.

Namjoon just laughed and ruffled his hair, "Uh, yeah. Ill take two please." He handed her money while Hay just secretly had him pay for one instead of two. "Here's your change." Hay just smiled and went to the back to prepare the hot chocolates and scones.

"She seems cool." Mia hummed while sitting down at the high table near the counter.

"Yeah, she's new. She lives right next door. She was even at the party but I don't think you saw her since you were with Yoongi for a while..." Namjoon sang while looking away from Mia to avoid any glares.

"Hey!" Mia scolded, "We were just talking." She said as she fiddled with her hands.

"Yeah, then talking leads to flirting, which leads to sex, which leads to very confusing "what are we?" questions, which leads to hurt and bunch of comf-" Namjoon was listing a slippery slope as Mia just rolled her eyes and smacked his arm.

"Shut up. It's not like that. My intentions were to just be friends with him." Mia said unsure since thinking of Yoongi as just a friend was foreign since they were together for a while.

"That may be YOUR intentions but what about his?" Namjoon leaned back and raised an eyebrow.

"If Yoongi wanted me, he would say so." Mia said blatantly.

Namjoon just laughed as he shook his head.

"What?" Mia furrowed her eyebrows, wanting to know what was so funny.

"Namjoon!" Hay screamed while placing their orders down on the counter next to them, then working on her other orders.

Namjoon grabbed the orders and placed them on the table.

"What's so funny?" Mia groaned, not knowing what the hell Namjoon could of laughed at.

"I just find it funny that you think that. Yoongi still loves you. It's obvious. He doesn't want to scare you away so that's why he doesn't state his true intentions. Trust me, I know that that boy still wants to get up in your pants-"

"Oh my god, shut up! No he doesn't!" Mia exclaimed flustered.

"But the million dollar question is, does Mia Ahn want Min Yoongi?" Namjoon raised his eyebrows up and down.

"N-I can't. We didn't work out. We were a good couple, yes. But, he left me. He called me clingy and I just-No. I've moved on." Mia said softly while picking into her cinnamon scone.

"Oh, I know." Namjoon smirked while picking up his hot chocolate carefully.

"Well, what the hell is that supposed to mean, Joonie?" Mia gasped.

"I mean, I notice your little smile towards text messages and how you've become a little 'busy' before break. I don't know who it is but I know someone's in our Mia's heart." Namjoon winked as he leaned forward, crossing his arms on the table.

"Am I that obvious?" Mia mumbled while widening her eyes.

"A little," Namjoon smiled while Mia just blushed.

-

Namjoon and Mia went towards her house so they can hang out over there. They ended up stopping at the store to get some snacks and dinner.

"Can I have some of these?" Namjoon asked while holding 3 cups of ramen that contain different flavors.

Mia huffed, "What did I say?"

Namjoon just smiled,"You said, and I quote, 'Get whatever you want. Let's just get this over with so I can watch the rest of my drama.' End quote."

"Okay, smart ass now put it in the basket." Namjoon just jumped out of happiness and dunked them in the basket.

"What are you making for dinner?" Namjoon asked as he stuffed his hands into his pockets, walking side by side next to Mia.

"Probably some broccoli and beef with some white rice." Mia shrugged while getting the beef from the meat section.

"Oh, hell yeah." Namjoon fist bumped the air while grabbing things in his sight then putting them back down.

"I can't believe I-"

"Oh my god." The duo heard a shrill voice that made Mia cringe.

Mia looked up and saw the girl who she thought she'd never see again. Nina.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Mia growled while gripping the shopping cart tightly.

"Well. Well. Well. If it isn't little Mia. How are you? Better yet, how is your little boyfriend, Jungkook?" She asked maliciously while standing tall on her heels.

"He's not my boyfriend." Mia breathed heavily while trying to calm down. Namjoon then smoothly stood in front of Mia so she wouldn't try to beat the shit out of the conniving woman in front of them.

"Aw, is he still hung up on me or something? Poor boy." She pouted in a joking manner and Mia didn't think any of this was funny.

"You know what? Fuck you. You didn't deserve him. You're a worthless piece of a human being who thinks they are the shit. Honestly, you aren't even that pretty." Mia had her mouth hung open as Namjoon spoke those words to Nina. (slay my life joonie yas)

"And who are you?" Nina sneered as she stood with her hands on her hips.

"I'm someone you don't want to mess with. I would never lay my hand on a woman but I would have no trouble with my conscious if I let this woman behind me, who hates you immensely, beat the crap out of you. So, I would leave now. You're not wanted around this area. Not by Mia. Not by Jungkook. And not even by Taehyung. Have a nice day." Namjoon breathed smoothly.

Nina then stormed off while Mia just gaped at Namjoon, who was a total badass.

"Okay, you're getting extra shit today. Get whatever the hell you want because that was awesome!" Mia exclaimed while hugging Namjoon.

"Yeah. I'm pretty badass, what can I say?" He smiled.

"What would I do without you, Joonie?"

"I don't know, probably doing drugs. Ya know, become a meth addict or something." Namjoon shrugged while smirking at his joke.

"Oh yeah, sure! Cause you're the number one reason why I'm not a meth addict." Mia exclaimed sarcastically while grabbing the rest of her groceries.

"Hell yeah, and don't you forget it."

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