18. hate


*bitcccchhh its been too long! how u been? no forreal tho, college is a pain in the ass but I don't have that much homework now so I decided to update for my beautiful babes <3 ily so much and I hope you love this chapter ah okay mwah mwah!!*

*I know its a short chapter I'm sorry pls love me*

*third pov*


    Even though a week has passed, Mia still can't seem to boost up her mood. She can't stop thinking about Taehyung, especially since she sees him everywhere and he wouldn't stop texting her. She's been trying to distract herself with hanging out with her friends, which helps a little bit until she's left alone with her thoughts. She never thought she would've been this sad over a guy but she has been proven wrong. She still wonders what she could've done to have Taehyung all to herself or what she could've done to not fall for him in the midst of their harmless flirting. She tries not to act sad for the sake of her loved ones. She always hated being the one to have her loved ones fix. She loves helping them and will give them everything they ever wanted if she could. Yet, she feels like a burden to her mom and her friends if she gets their comfort. She feels as if her being all heart broken over a boy is something to be disappointed in.

The whole group was in the cafeteria while either sitting down or getting food. Most of them already got their food except for Yoongi and Aria. Everyone, except for Mia, was particularly excited for a movie that they planned to see at the movies later.

"Guys! I'm so excited. I feel like I haven't seen a good scary movie in a while." Hoseok exclaimed, jumping slightly up and down his seat.

"I bet its not even scary," Jungkook, the horror fanatic, scoffed. "Do you think it'll be scary, Mia?" He looked over at Mia, who was only partially listening.

She cleared her throat, "I mean, probably. It's about a blind man so that adds the 'oh shit' factor. But who knows? Maybe its okay." Mia reasoned. She may have been sad lately, but she'll still try to keep up with the conversations. She hates being sad since she normally knows how to deal with her emotions. It's very unfortunate that she has no idea how to deal with Taehyung. She hates the fact that she still longs for his texts and glances towards her in class. She is trying to avoid him but he keeps popping out of nowhere saying either "I'm sorry" or telling her that he'll break up with his girlfriend. Mia doesn't really know if he did it or not but she's trying not to care. She's just trying to get over this sadness.

"I hate scary movies," Sora grumbled," I don't know why I let you horror fanatics," she glared at Mia and Jungkook,"force me to watch them." She rolled her eyes. She remember all the times where Mia and Jungkook would invite her over to watch a 'funny' movie, they would say. Sora would be excited at the time but once the eerie music came on, she started cursing at the two. She's never liked horror movies since she was little so having two horror fanatic best friends was definitely hard.

"It's okay, babe. I'll be there to protect you." Jin wrapped his left arm around her and kissed her cheek. Sora blushed and just hid her face in his chest. Ever since they announced they were dating, Jin was starting to show more skinship and give Sora kisses with no care in the world.

"Honestly disgusting." Jungkook said but having no trace of disgust in his words and rather a smile playing on his lips. He was kind of jealous of how open their relationship was but only scolded himself since he was the reason why him and his girlfriend were a secret to most people. Yet again, he was just scared but he is thinking he might be warming up to the idea since he loved his girlfriend. He wanted to show her off just like how Jin is doing. He figured he'll be able to be as open very soon.

"So, Jungkook, is your girlfriend coming?" Namjoon blurted out as he raised his eyebrows up and down.

"Nah, she doesn't like scary movies." Jungkook waved his hand as to dismiss the fact which shocked most of the group who was sitting.

"What?! She doesn't like scary movies? Does she even know you?" Jimin laughed, not knowing how him and his girlfriend are even dating if she doesn't like scary movies.

Jungkook laughed at the comment, "Yes, which is why she doesn't watch them with me. Besides, I already have another horror fanatic as a best friend so its all good." He smiled while nudging Mia, making Mia break out a genuine smile.

"Whatever. Hey wheres Aria and Yoongi?" Hoseok mentioned, looking around the crowd.

"I think they're in the line." Jin pointed towards the pair who were currently talking. Jimin kind of had a hardened face when he heard Yoongi and Arias names together but he can't help the fact that they're friends.





"He's seriously such a hard teacher! I don't get it." Aria complained as she rolled her eyes.

"You'll do fine." Yoongi nudged Aria, but was also too close for Aria's comfort. She didn't want to be rude, but she didn't want Jimin to get the wrong idea if he were to look over their direction.

"Hey, did I tell you that you look really beautiful today?" Yoongi smiled with sincierety in his eyes. Aria was grateful for the compliment but she was starting to think that Yoongi was going to get the wrong idea if she doesn't say anything soon.

"No but thank you." She smiled a small smile.

"So , are you busy this weekend?" Yoongi asked, trying to ask Aria something but was visibly nervous. Aria can tell he was nervous which made her feel extremely bad but she didn't like him like that. She didn't want to lead him on.

"Uh, I don't know." Aria said while trying to think of what she was actually doing this weekend.

"Well, if you're not busy, maybe we can go ou-"

"Oh, Yoongi...I'm so sorry, but I'm kind of seeing Jimin...I'm sorry." She whispered while looking at him with sympathy.

"Oh," he cleared his throat, " okay, then."

"Besides, you still like Mia, right? Which sucks since Mia and Taehyung are kind of a thing and you gu-"

"Wait, what the fuck? Mia and Taehyung?" Yoongi sneered, becoming furious at the thought of them together.

Aria was scolding herself since she should've assumed that Mia wouldn't have wanted that information to get out yet. Since Sora has told everyone that Taehyung had a girlfriend, she had assumed its been Mia all along since it seems that they do like each other when they are around each other. Especially Taehyung since he is always finding a way to be around Mia in class and always texting her sweet messages when he had to go back to finish his work. She should've known that they probably wanted it to be a secret. Well, now it's already out. Whoops.

"I-uh-" Aria stuttered, not knowing what the fuck to say since she knew she messed up.

"But he has a girlfriend." Yoongi said, narrowing his eyes, still stunned, and not connecting the dots on what Aria thought she knew.

"Well yeah but its Mi-"

"Oh fuck no." Yoongi sneered, getting out of the line and stormed towards the table of people laughing, including Mia.

Yoongi didn't know how he could feel so much anger, but the fact that his new friend and his ex girlfriend started dating angered him to no end. He slammed his fist on the table in between sora and Jin while glaring at Mia.

"What the fuck, dude?" Jin questioned, anger rising up in him since he scared the living shit out of everybody and glaring towards Mia. Jungkook was getting pissed as well but didn't want to lash out if it wasn't a big deal.

"You," Yoongi semi-yelled,"I can't believe you would date him. Him, Mia? Really? Are you fucking kidding me?" Yoongi sneered at Mia who was too shocked to say anything. She did feel her eyes starting to water.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" Jungkook boomed at Yoongi.

"She's fucking dating Taehyung! Are you fucking stupid, Mia? You think he likes you? He doesn't fucking like you. He's only using you. He'll sleep with anyone. I can't believe you would date someone that low." Yoongi clenched his jaw, not caring how rude hes being towards the girl he still loved. All he saw was red, but it started to die down once he saw how tears were pooling around her eyes. He thought she was almost crying because of him. She was actually crying because she isn't even dating Taehyung, yet she knows Yoongi is right. He doesn't like her. She's fucking stupid.

"You need to fucking calm down before I do something stupid. Sit the fuck down,"Jungkook boomed, obviously pissed that accusations were being thrown at his best friend. "Plus, are YOU fucking stupid, Yoongi? Her and Taehyung? She wouldn't date him. Even if she did, who the fuck are you to come at her like you're her fucking boyfriend? You're not. Also, I'm pretty sure she would at least tell me if she was dating anyone." Jungkook scolded while Yoongi was still fuming. At this point, everyone was looking at them yet not knowing the whole situation. Mia was trying so hard not to cry since she hates hiding things from her friends.

"Yeah, she would probably tell me as well! She probably wouldn't even date him since I had a crush on him before. So, chill the fuck out." Sora butted in, shooting daggers at Yoongi who hasn't calmed down.

"Are you sure about that? Who knows if Mia is as innocent as we think she is? She could be a whore for all we know." Yoongi spat making everyone gasp. Jungkook had enough and punch Yoongi right in the face, who was sent to the ground. "Don't you fucking talk about her like that. Ever. Again."

"What's going on in here?" The principal showed up, staring at Jungkook and Yoongi.

At that moment, Mia ran out of the cafeteria so she wouldn't cry in front of everybody.

"You're fucking stupid, Yoongi. You're not coming to the movies with us tonight." Hoseok said while Namjoon shook his head disapproving Yoongis actions.


Mia slowed down her running and started walking down the hall while crying in her hands. She hates that shes crying. She hates that she can't have Taehyung. She hates that he doesn't like her as much as she likes him. She hates that he lied to her. She hates that she believed all of his sweet sayings and flirtatious remarks. She hates that she lied to her friends. While wallowing in her self hatred, she heard footsteps running. While thinking its one of her friends, she almost started running, but was caught by the arm and pulled into a chest. As arms pulled her into an embrace, she knew who was holding her.

"Shh, baby. It's okay. Why is my pretty baby crying?" Taehyung cooed while clutching onto her while she was trying to get out of his arms, trashing around and sobbing.

Finally giving up, she sobbed into his chest while lightly hitting his chest since she had became weak. "I hate you. Why did you do this to me? Why do you not like me!? I lied to everyone for you! I fucking hate you." She sobbed even harder.

Taehyung didn't know what to say. He didn't want to confess his love to her in person like this. He saw her running when he was in a class, finishing work during lunch. He heard her crying and he had to go after her. He never thought she would say that she hated him. But honestly, he was starting to hate himself too. He hated being the way he was. He just wants to be everything Mia wanted but he just isn't that guy. Taehyung thinks she deserves everything great in this world and he's worried he won't be able to give her that. He's done too much damage as well. Even though he knows he doesn't deserve her, he will still comfort her. While both were wallowing in self-hatred, they seem to get comfortable in each others arms rather quickly, trying to lose the thought that they would have to let go of each other really soon. They hated that.

"I know, baby. I know."


*is crying why am I like this*
*bitch I thought this whole chapter got deleted and I almost cried no lie*
*im such an angsty bitch*
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