It's been 4 months since I graduated highschool

2 months ago I broke up with gray

He's been trying to talk to me and get me back

He's said he's never been the same without me

He said I was the person who changed him and that he was drunk that one night

Your probably wondering what he did that made me break up with him

Well

I saw him do the nasty with some other girl

Flashback

I just came back from the grocery store cause now I live alone

I put everything away and made everything neat

Once I was done I ran up the stairs and ran into my room

I ran to my window

And sat down, I took my journal out and started writing about my day

I decided that I should start writing about my life so I can show it to my kids

I was listening to my music while writing

I decided to text gray

" gray you wanna come over and watch some movies " I sent him

I put it down and decided to continue to write

An hour past by

I was becoming worried

I put on sweats and a crop top and uggs

I walked downstairs

I opened my door and walked next door

I rang the doorbell

Someone yelled coming

The door unlocked and Ethan was there

" hey Ethan " I said smiling

I hugged him

" hey alyssia, what are you doing here? " he asked

" I was wondering about gray, is he here " I asked

" yeah he's here " he said

" okay cool I'll go to his room " I said

I started to walk when he raced for my worst and pulled me

" alyssia don't go upstairs " he said

" why " I asked

" he's um showering " he said

" your a bad liar " I said

" please alyssia , just don't go to his room " he said

" Ethan your scaring me " I said

" I'm afraid if you go there you won't ever come back, your my best friend I can't lose you " he said

" you won't lose me Ethan " I said

I ran up the stairs and ran into his room

I stood there

I couldn't say anything

Tears were coming

" O MY GOD " I said while crying

I ran out and slammed the door mrs and Mr dolan came out

" alyssia what's wrong " they asked

" I can't deal with this , ask your son Grayson " I said

I ran out the door

Ethan ran out to me

He grabbed me and pulled me into a hug

I fell down and started crying

" I should've never even dated him " I said

" I'm so stupid " I said

" it's okay alyssia " he said

" it is not okay Ethan , my whole life sucks " I said

The door opened and gray was there in sweats and shirtless

He walked towards me

Ethan got up and pulled me into his car

He stared driving

I was looking out through the window

Gray was there looking pissed

He had his hands run through his hair

Ethan drove to the park

I walked out and sat on the swings

He sat down on the next swing next to me

We started talking and I stared crying about the whole night

By 3:00 in the morning I calmed down

He drove me back home

I thanked him and walked out and went into my house

I saw gray there

Sitting on my couch

" GET OUT " I yelled

" no " he said

" PLEASE " I yelled

" NO " he yelled

I went to the kitchen and took a knife out

" get the fuck out of my house " I said

" no alyssia I love you so much, I was drunk and I was stupid. I blacked out until you yelled out, it was like I woke up and I promise you she didn't mean shit to me " he said

" bullshit you asshole " I said

He walked closer to me

" i will stab you gray " i said

" then stab me " he said

I couldn't

I put the knife down

I sat on the floor crying

He went up to me and hugged me

" let me go Grayson " I said

" no , not when I caused you this much pain " he said

" you shouldn't have done it " I said

" I know alyssia " he said

He kissed me

I pushed him back

" I'm sorry Grayson, but we are over " I said

" you didn't change , maybe when you do come to me " I said

I went upstairs and took the necklace he got for me on my birthday

" I'm sorry Batman " I said

I gave it to him

I slammed the door

I sat down in front of my door

I started crying

Gray's pov

All I heard was her screaming

I didn't even know what had happened

I saw this girl on top of me

I pushed the girl off

" leave I don't even know you tf , you ruined the only good in my life you bitch " i said and ran to my closet

I took my sweatpants and ran out

My parents were there

" what the hell did you do Grayson Bailey Dolan " they said

Oh shit they are pissed

They only say my full name when they are pissed

" I don't know, I only know I lost the only good thing in my life " I said

I ran downstairs and saw her with Ethan

Ethan took her into his car and they drove away

I took my hands and run them through my hair

Shit

I fucked up

I went into her house

She left it open

I sat down on her couch

I was replaying the whole thing in my head

What did I do

How the hell did I get into bed with that girl

Was I drunk

I only remember being at the club with my friends

But I had like 3 drinks and that's it

I just sat there waiting for her

She Finally came back from wherever the hell she went to

" GET OUT " she yelled

" no " i said

" PLEASE " She yelled

" NO " i yelled

She went to the kitchen and took a knife out

" get the fuck out of my house " She said

" no alyssia I love you so much, I was drunk and I was stupid. I blacked out until you yelled out, it was like I woke up and I promise you she didn't mean shit to me " i said

" bullshit you asshole " She said

She never called me an asshole

She was dead serious

She would call me an asshole but we would be playing around

I knew I fucked up

I walked closer to her

" i will stab you gray " she said

" then stab me " i said

She couldn't

She put the knife down

She sat on the floor crying

I went up to her and hugged her

" let me go Grayson " She said

" no , not when I caused you this much pain " i said

" you shouldn't have done it " she said

" I know alyssia " i said

I kissed her

She pushed me back

" I'm sorry Grayson, but we are over " She said

My whole heart broke

" you didn't change , maybe when you do come to me " She said

I DID CHANGE

I messed up badly

Why does it always have to be me

Why do I fuck things up

She went upstairs and took the necklace i got for her on her birthday

" I'm sorry Batman " She said

She gave it to me

She slammed the door

I sat down in front of her door

I started crying

Yes the Grayson Bailey Dolan cried

Flashback ended

So yeah thats what happened

Gray has never stopped trying to get me back

I packed my stuff up

I had gotten accepted to UCLA

I had to leave

I went to Ethan

I told him everything

I hugged him goodbye

I took my suitcase and called an uber

The uber drove me to ari's house

I told her everything as well

I hugged her goodbye

She was also accepted to UCLA but leaving a different day

I just decided to go there super early

The uber waited for me and then he drove me to the airport

I went into the check in and gave them my suitcase and then went through security

I had to wait for 2 hours

I walked around the airport and bought food

Ethan kept on texting me to stay for a while

My flight was here

I went into line

I was first class

The flight attendant scanned my ticket

But before I went into the tunnel to go to the plane someone yells my name

I turned around and saw him

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Woah alyssia and Grayson are over
I'm sorry this story sucks ass
But I'm so close to 800 reads and I just hit 700 reads
Around 2 days ago
I want to let you know that I'm grateful for all the reads and votes
Also this was a long chapter between POV of alyssia and Grayson...

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