Alyssia's POV

Tuesday

BEEP BEEP BEEP

God damn it, why are alarm clocks even invented. They are so fucking god damn annoying.

I checked my phone and saw that it was October 18.

My birthday is tomorrow, I turn 17. I feel like a grandma :(

All I do for my birthday is go to school and leave early. Then there is a surprise party that I know I shouldn't know but it's so obvious.

I do my morning routine and it's kinda chilly so I just take some leggings , a crop top hoodie and and my timberlands.

My timberlands are my life, I love them. I get my purse ready and I put on my clothes. I curl my hair a little bit and some make up. Not a lot, cause I don't wanna seem like a brunette Barbie.

I went downstairs and saw a note.

Hey chipmunk,
I had to go to work early, I left you some food in the microwave. It's your favorite :)

I stopped reading and run to the microwave and took my food out. I then continued reading,

I asked Mrs. Dolan if Grayson can drive you and she of course said yes. They'll ring the doorbell when they are ready to pick u up.

Ily - xoxo mom

Now imma be stuck in a car with Grayson, Ethan is gonna be there cause they share a car but there is no real problem with me and Ethan.

I eat and watch tv and I hear the doorbell, I start getting up and the doorbell keeps ringing.

" I'm coming calm down " I yell

I grab my purse and shoes and open the door, I kept hoping it wasn't Grayson but it was my luck and it was him.

He tells me that he likes me but then makes out with a girl. It's not okay,

I walk out the door looking at my phone and I text Bryant and asked if Ariana and I should do a photoshoot or something and he said yeah. I told him we could do it after school on Friday.

I walk to their car and hugged Ethan and I went to sit in the back but Ethan told me to sit in the front. I had a little argument with him but I finally gave up cause I was tired and sat in the front.

I looked at my phone the whole ride.

" Alyssia ?" Grayson said

" Alyssia? " Grayson said again

" Alyssia ?! " he said a little louder

God damn he got annoying

" allysia ?!?! " he yelled

" WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT " I yelled

He scoffed and continued driving, I took my seatbelt off and opened the door while Grayson was driving.

I'm a savage right? Maybe? I don't know.

" WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING ALYSSIA ?! " he screamed

" pull over " I said

He continued driving

" pull the fuck over " I yelled

He didn't listen so I closed the door and jumped on top of Grayson so I was sitting on his lap and took control of the steering wheel and pulled over and put the car in park and I took my bag and phone and got out. I took out my penny board and started skating.

While I was riding, I could see their car.

So I went faster and went through the woods cause that was a short cut, but that was a big mistake.

Once I turned around the corner my board hit a tree branch and I went flying.

I hit my head hard, I passed out after.

Everything in my body hurt so bad.

I couldn't deal with the pain and then the pain consumed me.

I fell into a deep sleep, I woke up and saw a light. The light was bright and looked liked it was coming closer until someone blocked it. I looked and saw a paramedic and he looked like he was talking but I couldn't hear. I felt someone hold my hand and saw Grayson there.

My eyes were getting heavy and I fell into a deep sleep and then I heard Grayson screaming. It was muffled, all I heard was a beeping but it was in a line.

I woke up and I was in the hospital bed, I decided to get up and I saw Grayson and my mom and Ariana and Ethan. I also saw Hunter, Cameron, and Mrs. and Mr. Dolan.

Everyone looked sad

" I'm right here why are you looking so damn depressed? " i asked , but it was like I was being ignored.

The doctor came to the waiting room, I looked at Grayson and he looked like he was crying before.

I got close to the doctor and and heard what he said.

I was so scared, I'm right here and everyone is right in front of me and it's like I'm being ignored. I saw Grayson run into the room and I followed him.

I ran into the room and saw...

I saw me on the bed with tubes, how

I saw Grayson holding my hand and started crying, what happened?

I ran outside and heard the doctor and he said I hit my head hard and had a massive concussion and I started bleeding in the brain and that cause me to go into a coma, he said there is a 45% I can survive this.

I started crying

I ran into the room and was against the wall and started sliding down.

All of a sudden I couldn't breath, it was hard and with me crying it didn't help.

I saw the doctor run in and I saw my heart monitor and it went up and then went flat. He started reviving me and then my heart beat started.

I can't deal with this.

The doctor rushed my body out and I ran after it

" WHAT ARE YOU DOING ?! " I yelled

But nobody heard me. I was useless,

I started having memories of me in the past.

I was a player

I was a fuckgirl

How my dad left to the army

How heartbroken I was

When I met Grayson

When he told me he liked me

When I started ignoring him cause he was a fuckboy

The photoshoots

His hugs

His smiles

The way he acts

I shouldn't have been mad at him, this was all my fault. If I wasn't mad at him I wouldn't be in a coma the day before my birthday.

I should've let it go

But I made mistakes

And I regret them

I just wanna live

I don't wanna die

I saw how I was with Grayson

I was happy

He was happy

I think I'm falling for Grayson Bailey Dolan

I sat on the floor in the middle of the hallway when I saw a bright light. I got up and started walking towards it....

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Hey guys sorry for not being a
Good writer cause I know I
Suck at writing  💍
But I'm bored and it's
11:48 pm at night but
Imma about to go to
Sleep after I publish this.
Sorry for the cliffhanger 🥀

Will Alyssia go to the bright light?

Is this all a dream ?

Does Alyssia like Grayson?

Will they be a couple?

Find out more by reading this book 💓

Ily ♡

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