So I was out with a friend today and they told me that someone had told them that ever since I started college, I've changed and apparently I've become a lot more upfront about things and I've become a lot more intimate bc in secondary school I was so innocent and I'd like... freak out if I ever heard the word "sex".

Is that true? I didn't realise I'd become like that. Like really, it's all I've been able to think about since I got home a few hours ago. Like, it genuinely all makes sense now.

My other close friend, they did something to her hair and I knew about it. But they never showed me, I saw it on my other friend's phone. And then when I brought it up, they said "because I was scared to tell you". Am I really that judgemental? 😕😕

The same friend also never told me about their crush which kind of upset me. Like we used to be best friends and now they seem to worried to tell me things because of how I might react.

I just- I really really hate it. Like I really do. I don't wanna be judgemental but at the same time I was in a really bad place in secondary school and I don't want to go back to that. But I don't want people to think I'm bitchy or think that they can't tell me things because of the way I could possibly react.

It's really upset me.

But oh well.