I quickly picked up Billie and took him to the ER.

I sat, in the waiting room, the calm the fuck down music playing.

I curled up into a ball, feeling like shit.

What if he died? Why did he randomly fall over?

The thoughts where endless.

I heard faint moaning.

I peaked one eye out, and saw two guys fucking.

In front of the hospital.

One with pink hair, one with blue.

The one with blue hair was trans, I could tell.

I slowly unraveled myself, still staring at them fuck.

The first finished, and blue hair got up and out on clothes, pink hair after.

Pink hair stared at me.

His eyes widened.

There could be two reasons because of this:

1: I'm kinda famous

2: I just watched them fuck

Wait a second!

*Flashback*

(This is mostly told in Lee's point of view (not Lue)

"HELLOOOOOO FELLOW DICK SUCKERS!" he screams waving his guitar around.

The crowd roars. His fans are called Dick Suckers, even though there's quite a few lesbians, and straight girls in his fan group.

"Who wants me to sing and play this fucking guitar?" He asks the crowd as he runs closer to the crowd.

The crowd gets quiet.

"Well then. I see how it is," he huffs and turns his back on us.

He puts his guitar on, and starts singing.

"Raindrops falling on my bedroom window
I hear the faint sound of crying
My life's a mess,
And I have to deal with this way,
I hate this fucking-" he turns back around after stopping for a second.

"I HATE THIS FUCKING WORLD AND THE SHITTY
ASSHOLES THAT LIVE ON IT
Yeah, sure there's the nice people,
But have you seen the assholes that I've encountered?
🎶 🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶
Yeah, they suck, but the amount
Amount
Amount of love-" He moves his hand infront of him, like he's asking us to hold his hand.

"I've been getting makes my heart feel loved," he strums the last few cords to the song.

(Ok, now the following part of this flashback is in Lee's (Lue) point of view! I'm just a bit lazy, and did not want to do the song part and before that into his pov, whatever)

I make eye contact with the two screaming with their hands together up in the air.

Then my eyes widen.

"This next song goes out to-" I  get cut off by someone joining me on stage and wrapping their arms around me.

My smile grows even bigger as I turn around, and gives the someone a kiss.

(Warning, I do not have a boyfriend irl)

Which, is my boyfriend.

They pull apart, and I just giggles.

"The next song is dedicated to, well my boyfriend!" My smile grew even more than it did before.

My boyfriend grabs me before I could even start singing, grabs my guitar and yeets me into the crowd.

He (bf) brushes off his hands and jokingly says, "well, he's your problem now," before waving and leaving stage.

"Fucking awesome ass boyfriend! Guys, get me out of here!" I yells trying to get up, but now I'm crowd surfing.

I smile as I  go from the stage, to the bar.

"Well then," I  say, my mic still attached to my shirt. "I'll have one of those non-alcoholic beers." I grins as the bar tender gives me one right when I'm taken back to the crowd.

*End of flashback*

The pink hair pulled on blue hair's arm.

"Lee, isn't that Lue?" The pink asked the blue, which his name is Lue.

"Holy shit James!, it is!" He yells as he runs in, James following.

James threw his used condom out as Lee ran over to me.

We talk, I give them some signatures, and they leave.

I look over, my heart feeling punched.

I feel happy for them, but when you loose you're boyfriend because he doesn't love you anymore hurts.

I need someone like James...