Remember that guy from before, Jaylan(I have been spelling his name right), well turns out he has a girl. Fucking hell, every time I fall for a guy he gets a girl.
Have any of you been like, in love in love? Not just a crush, just straight up love.
I feel like I have not right to be upset. I mean, it's not like we were dating or anything. But, that not what this is about. This is about my 'friend'. She decided since we only have 2 days of school left to tell Jaylan that I'm in love with him. I've told her repeatedly that there's no point, but by her logic, he needs to know. And if I won't tell him then she will. I really hope that she was kidding because everyone's happy the way things are. Jaylan has a girl I've never met that he's happy w/, and I'm his weird ass friend w/ weird ass knees.

(My knees are actually really weird. You ever had a Barbie doll and you bent the knees back? Yeah, that's how mine naturally sit. And if I have them the 'normal' way for too long they cramp. One of the reasons I hate running.)

Sure, I'm the only loser in this scenario but I'm happy. I would rather be his friend if nothing else. Besides, what he doesn't know won't hurt him. Why tell him and risk losing what I have? But, she won't back down. I'm going to pray to every god I don't believe in, and hope that she won't tell him