August 2014

    I held Y/N in my arms, hoping she'd soon stop sobbing. Quickly enough, she did. I hear her light snores from my damp chest, I see that she's cried herself to sleep. My poor baby. I picked her up bridal style and carried her to my bedroom upstairs.

   I lay her softly on my bed sheets, overlapping her with my black furry blanket. She's so beautiful when she sleeps. She's beautiful all the time Shawn, shut the fuck up. I chuckle to myself, tucking a hair strand of hers behind her ear as she peacefully sleeps. I'm so in love with this girl.

    I see that it's night out, a full moon shining down on us both. The nights are always so gorgeous, but not as gorgeous as the angel sitting next to me. I walk to Y/N's room since she's occupying mine. A good time to sing a few songs, practice. Imagine if I became a singer in the future.

Singing to a bunch of crowds hearing them cheer me on. A guy can dream. I laugh to myself, you wish, Mendes. Last week I uploaded my song "Kid In Love" I'm glad I write about Y/N. Now where's my camera..

"Hey guys I'm Shawn Mendes! Tonight I'll be singing one of my own written songs. It's called "Never Be Alone" I really hope you all enjoy."

I begin to strum my guitar softly, making sure not to wake up Y/N.

I promise that one day I'll be around
I'll keep you safe
I'll keep you sound
Right now it's pretty crazy and I don't know how to stop or slow it down

I breathe, strumming.

Hey
I know there are some things we need to talk..
About
And I can't stay
So let me hold you for a little longer..
Now

I haven't realized I've been holding in breaths until I stopped singing. I look to my camera, softly smiling while strumming.

Take
A piece of my heart
And make it all your own
So when we are apart
You'll never be alone..

You'll never be alone

I begin whistling the melody since I don't have any lyrics in this part of the song. Strumming, strumming, strumming.

You'll never be alone
When you miss me
Close your eyes
I may be far
But never gone..
When you fall asleep tonight
Just remember that we lay under the same stars..

I strum and strum.

And hey..
I know there are some things we need to talk..
About..
And I can't stay..
So let me hold you for a little longer.. Now

I feel my heart sink, as I think of the time I almost lost Y/N.

And take..
A piece of my heart
And make it all your own
So when we are apart
You'll never be alone..

You'll never be alone..

You'll never be alone........

I strum a bit harder.

You'll never be alone

You'll never be alone...

You'll never be alone........

I stop strumming, and begin singing the melody as soft as I could. The adrenaline building in me.

And take..
A piece of my heart..
And make it all your own..
So when we are apart..
You'll never be alone.......

I look up at the camera again, looking straight into the lens.

You'll never be alone.

I smile, cutting off the camera. I hear soft clapping behind me, shit. Whipping my head behind me, I see Y/N smiling big. She stops clapping and walks towards me, I blush lightly, looking down.

"You do this without telling me? Baby, you're so talented!"

She squeals, hugging me tight. I carefully place down my guitar, and hold her in my arms again.

"Thank you babygirl, I just thought you'd make fun of me."

I kiss her forehead.

"Why the hell would I make fun of you? You are talented, handsome, kind, tall, muscular, what else would I want in the person I love?"

Her eyes sadden.

"I didn't mean to keep it from you, thank you by the way, I just never thought it was important."

I shrug. She raises her eyebrows.

"Shawn you are the most important thing in my life, do not ever think otherwise."

I chuckle, making her sit in my lap. She plays with my hair, as I scroll through my comments on one of my covers, I become curious finding a specific comment..

Island records?