After Shawn and I's intimacy, I stared up to the ceiling, thinking. Shawn is next to me, we were both completely naked, but it was never weird for us. I only had that feeling with Espinosa, like he was just a friend. Shawn was something, he is something. Shawn is sweet and whole hearted, Matthew.. Yeah he can be sweet, but he had anger issues.

When we argued he was so close to hitting me with that glass frame. Since than I've been so scared to flick off his switch, or not be what he wants. I know he'd never hurt me but Shawn.. He's vanilla. A sweet, kind, enticing man who I plan on spending my future with. Whoa, there Y/N.. I mean.. Future?

"You okay?"

Shawn snapped me out of my thoughts, he was balancing his head on his palm as he gazed down to me.

"Oh yeah, just thinking."

"About?"

He drags.

"It's just random things, the usual really. Matt, food, wor-"

Shawn tensed immediately after I said Matt's name.

"Are you okay?"

I ask, repeating his words. He nods a bit angrily, I hold onto his clenched hand. His body softens as I kiss his cheek, he turns his head to kiss my lips. I let him, not wanting to make him angry again, I was too tired to put up with two raging guys.

"Your lips are so soft, and kissable."

He whispers after I pull away. I blush a scarlet

"God, you're so beautiful."

Shawn cups one of my cheeks. He admires me, his thumb caresses my cheek as he keeps on staring at all my facial features.

"How can you be so beautiful without doing anything? I mean you're breath taking Y/N."

I blush even redder.

"You're not so bad yourself, Mendes."

Playfully, I hit his chest. He grabs my hand immediately, and kisses the top of it, I smile. Butterflies were fluttering in my stomach seeing him like this, the way he calls me beautiful. It was never like this with Matthew, besides when I was naked.

"Mall?"

Shawn suggests.

I do need to buy new bras and panties..

"Sounds good."

"Great."

He smiles, boldly. We both step out of Shawn's large king size bed, Shawn walking to his closet. I walked to my private room he's had for me since we began our relationship. Before it was all sex and no emotion, but over time we warmed up to each other and Shawn began being his gentlemen—like self. We became sympathetic for each other.

I don't wanna fuck a cold, emotionless guy. I found a nice beige cardigan, a black cami, and a pair of black booties. I grabbed my wallet and my phone.

"Let's go Shawn!"

"Wait you're already ready?"

He shouts from his room. I hear shuffling from frustration, styling his hair again Mendes?

I giggle.

"Yes now hurry up babe!"

Shit I shouldn't have shouted babe..

"Okay honey!"

He runs down the stairs

Playing around huh?

I open the door and point for him to walk through.

"Ladies first."

I smile gracefully, he glares at me smirking.

"If I may."

He graciously walks through, his chin up high. I hold in a laugh, such a dork. He drives in his black jeep to my local mall. As we walked around I enter Victoria's Secret, I mean c'mon we all do it. I gaze at a black lingerie set, smiling as I touch the fabric. Shawn watches me intently.

"You plan in wearing that next time?"

He asks, a hint of excitement in his voice.

I roll my eyes.

"In your dreams."

I scoff lightly, placing the undergarments in my shopping bag.

"Fine, be like that."

He huffs, pouting his lip.

God, you're so cute.

I place my things at the cashier, a handsome, brunette, young boy eyeing me. He stares at me as I fish for my credit card while he swipes my items. Shawn clenches his fists beside me, I look up to the cashier, smiling. I read his name tag, Ian.

"Will this be all beautiful?"

He seductively says, I give him a polite smile.

"Yes, thank you."

I swipe my card, waiting for the transaction to be made. Glancing to the hulk Shawn next to me, he doesn't seem to be holding up that well. Jealous much?

"Boyfriend?"

Ian asks, looking at Shawn.

Shawn smiles in return, wrapping his arm around me.

I laugh.

"No single, Pringle."

Ian raises his eyebrows, smirking while Shawn's jaw clenches. I shrug off Shawn's arm.

"Well, here's my number if you'd like to hang out sometime gorgeous."

He winks at me, I take the piece of paper he gives me.

I smile, leaving the store while carrying my bags. Shawn grabs me by the arm a bit roughly, making me turn face to face with his anger.

"What the hell was that?"

He spat, I'm taken a bit back. What's your problem?

"What? We're not dating, and I sure as hell know I can do whatever I want."

I snap back, shrugging my arm off his grip. His face saddens as I angrily walk away, if that's how he'll act, so be it. I'll get a cab.