stepping inside the cafeteria, renjun lets jeno's hand go and went rushing to where the war started to begin. in the middle of so many tall towers and hungry animals surrounding him, renjun drooled at the special dessert that their cafeteria had placed behind those glass. he squeezed himself out from the crowd and walked back towards jeno who had his eyes scanning for a table.

❝jeno, jeno!❞ renjun took hold at the hem of the younger's uniform and pulled it. ❝there's banana split and i want to buy it so bad but i—❞

❝you left your wallet inside your classroom.❞ jeno said, knowing renjun didn't since he wasn't that clumsy but since the boy was too cute and too irresistible, jeno couldn't say no. ❝i'll treat you.❞

the older's eyes sparkled as he internally cheered. ❝really?❞

nodding his head, jeno gave renjun his wallet. ❝you should really watch your things. a lot could happen if you get your wallet stolen.❞ he knew that renjun had his wallet inside his pocket but he just wanted to remind the older.

❝like what?❞

❝like getting involved in a gang, or! meeting a crazy father.❞ far from what renjun had expected but oh well, as long as he got jeno to treat him. the younger then ruffled the shorter's hair with a smile, ❝you go order food for us, i'll be finding us a table.❞

nodding his head, renjun made his way back to the warzone, finding himself lucky for having a petite body that he could just wall right through. the cons about it though is not being able to be seen and would get bumped a lot. that won't matter to renjun, as long as he gets that banana split then he'd win this war. encouraging himself, renjun opened the younger's wallet and took money out, not noticing something falling from it.

not until someone called his attention.

❝excuse me, you dropped something.❞

tearing his attention from his prized possession, renjun took a bow at what looked like a senior that picked up a candy wrapper. ❝thank you.❞

renjun had his brows furrowed in question as to why jeno would have a candy wrapper inside his wallet. a lucky charm maybe? or maybe, someone important gave it to him and it's a memory about that person. the chinese's questions circling inside his head was then answered when he turned the so-called candy wrapper around.

with widened eyes and flushed face, renjun quickly hid the candy wrapper back inside jeno's wallet, earning a chuckle from the senior who picked it up from the ground.

it was a condom.

jeno sat there patiently as he waited for renjun, wondering why it's taking him to long. after a few more minutes, jeno had the corner of his lips curved up once he had seen a familiar small figure walking towards his way, carrying a tray that consists of their lunch and also the banana split that renjun was begging him to pay for.

what caught jeno's attention was how red renjun's cheeks was, as if he was blushing.

❝are you okay?❞ it was the first thing jeno had to ask.

placing the tray down the table that jeno had picked for them, renjun nodded his head while giving back jeno his wallet. ❝y-yeah.❞

❝are you sick?❞ with furrowed brows, jeno raised his hand and went to feel the older's temperature on his forehead.

but renjun was quickly to lean back before jeno could touch him. ❝n-no, i'm f-fine.❞

honestly, he wasn't. after finding out that jeno had a condom hidden inside his wallet, he couldn't help but have so manu scenarios inside his head. they were no where near pure, he knew he needed to be cleansed with holy water, but there's no way he'll tell jeno about it. although, it got him worried.

was he stopping jeno from doing it? it must have been a while since he probably have done it with someone and renjun was worried that he might have been stopping jeno from doing it.

❝you know,❞ the younger just shrugged at how strange renjun was acting and started a topic. ❝i'm having a hard time—❞

yeah, he probably is having a hard time keeping it in. renjun nodded his head, looking like he was solving some kind of a theory. was it his fault? thinking about it, he and jeno haven't kissed yet. aside for the pecks on the cheeks, they haven't kissed on the lips. the most intimate they have gotten was probably cuddling. maybe renjun is holding jeno back from taking their relationship to another level.

❝hey, are you listening?❞

❝huh?❞ renjun looked up and saw the younger's hand waving in front of his face.

jeno gave him his usual smile, ❝i was planning on studying in your house today. dad is so loud at home, if you know what i mean.❞

renjun started to get flustered once again, cheeks turning red. ❝w-what do you m-mean?❞

❝he has been watching disney movies all over again.❞ jeno frowned in frustration as he was always disturbed by it. ❝his loud cries and squeals can be heard everywhere inside my apartment, probably had reached to the next floor, i can't focus in studying.❞

❝o-oh..❞ renjun had lowered his head upon realizing on how dirty he was thinking.

❝so, can i?❞

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at the end, even though he was completely clouded with dirty thoughts that he shouldn't be having in the first place, renjun let jeno study at his house. his mother greeted him happily, preparing him food, and pampering him like a baby. all renjun know is her paying back from that time he scared jeno away. after dinner, they then had excused themselves to study in renjun's room.

of course, not escaping his father's teasing.

❝don't forget to use protection!❞

renjun gasped as he snapped his head towards his father that's sitting by the living room while watching the choginews. ❝dad!❞

hearing chuckles from his mother inside the kitchen, renjun gave her a look before she worsens the situation. finally making sure that she had nothing to say, renjun pushed jeno up towards his room before he was about to have a heart to heart talk with his father.

his father's reminder made renjun wonder if jeno still had the condom inside his wallet.

shaking his head, renjun shouldn't be thinking about it. they were there to study, nothing else to do but study. closing the door to his room, renjun made sure to lock it in case his mother or his father might come to disturb them. no, he's not thinking of doing anything else with jeno except for studying.

unless—

❝so where do we start?❞ jeno flopped his body down the bed, earning a look from renjun.

❝you do your thing..❞ the chinese then made his way towards his study table. ❝while i do mine.❞

jeno shrugged, he kinda hoped that he and renjun would be helping each other. studying side by side but it won't seem to happen. ❝fine by me.❞

but studying later, jeno wanted to check his phone for a moment. probably watch some random cat videos while at it. watch him forget that he was there at renjun's to study.

meanwhile, renjun sat there with his lips pressed into a thin line. he spun his pen while looking down the science book he was supposed to be studying but his mind was roaming somewhere else. somewhere far from rainbows and butterflies. the silence was going well with the two of them not disturbing the other but a sound just had to snap renjun from whatever he was thinking.

"ahh this feels so good.."

he had his eyes widened while turning his head quickly towards jeno who panicked while finding a way to turn his phone off. the younger sat up on the bed with his hands raised, defending himself. ❝that was an advertisement, i swear!❞

❝jeno..❞

❝i was watching cat videos!❞ jeno whined, glaring at his phone who betrayed him.

❝has it been a while since you last did it?❞

❝cute cat videos that can cure—❞ jeno had his jaw dropped at the question renjun had threw him. ❝what?❞

slowly standing up, renjun could feel heat rising up to his face while his body felt all tingly as he made his way towards jeno who sat there having no idea what renjun was doing and why he was asking him that question.

not until renjun sat down on jeno's lap saying that it's free real estate.

❝renjun?❞ jeno tried his very best to control himself while renjun was there.

❝w-we can d-do i-it..❞

renjun didn't want to make jeno feel like he's stopping him from stepping up and doing what he wants to do. he wanted to show to jeno that he's also open for him in whatever he wanted to do as long there is consent.

jeno raised both his brows when renjun had suddenly leaned forward and took the words that he was about to say, also his lips that weren't prepared to have in contact with renjun's.

seeing that renjun had closed his eyes, jeno followed. his arms then snaked around the petite male, pulling him closer. he waited for renjun to move his lips, also to know if he was allowed to take kissing to another level. couple of seconds had passed and renjun still sat there, lips not moving.

it made jeno chuckle at how cute he was.

renjun then pulled away, looking so embarrassed once he heard the younger's chuckle. ❝d-did i do something wrong?❞

shaking his head, jeno settled a hand on the older's cheeks and caressed it softly. he didn't want to make the younger uncomfortable just when they were taking thimgs to another level. ❝you didn't. just loosen up, okay?❞

❝but jeno..❞ renjun lowered his head, not wanting for jeno to witness how shy he looked. ❝that was yet my first kiss.❞

great, that's jeno was more than happy to get renjun's kiss. he then placed a finger under the older's chin and raised his head up to look at him. jeno gave him a warm smile before leaning forward and captured renjun's lips. ❝your second,❞

renjun had his hands clutched on to the younger's uniform as jeno leaned once more, connecting their lips again. this time, jeno lead the kiss with renjun not having any clue at what to do. jeno was moving his lips, kissing both renjun's top and bottom lip, until he had settled for a soft that made renjun's heart run in circles.

❝and your third.❞ jeno carried the small body up before laying him down on his mattress, looking at him with adoring eyes. ❝basically, expect a lot of kisses from me.❞

renjun nodded his head as he was the one who pulled jeno down for another kiss. this time, he followed what jeno did for the last three kisses. jeno couldn't be more proud as he let renjun lead the kiss, holding himself back from his needs.

❝you're not doing anything.❞ renjun had said when they pulled away.

❝you're not ready yet.❞ the younger placed one soft kiss on the older's forehead.

pouting, jeno was right but renjun cared to much for him. ❝what about your needs?❞ he wanted to be the one to give what jeno wants this time instead of jeno spoiling him.

❝my needs?❞ jeno let out a giggle, appreciating how renjun took time to think about it. ❝i'll fulfill them when you're ready.❞

closing his eyes, renjun felt the younger's soft lips touch his and the two shared another slow kiss. it's as if they had the time in the world and they are taking it. jeno wasn't asking for more, this was more than enough for him.

❝are you willing to wait?❞

jeno smiled as he pampered the chinese with short pecks. ❝is that even a question?❞

on the other hand, they were two married adults waiting outside of the room, ears pressed on the door as they were doing their very best to make the most of the moment.

❝can you hear something? what could they be doing right now?❞

the father then hushed his wife, ❝ssh..❞ not wanting to admit that he also did not hear anything as to what was happening inside their son's room.

⚊ t b c ⚊

are we getting a holy last chapter tomorrow? yes.