Y'all. I'm so upset with myself rn. I was really proud that I didn't need this book anymore, but I was fucking wrong. I'm tired. I'm in college now, and I'm so stressed out, idk what to do, and I have a boyfriend now, but he hasn't been really any help anymore. How do I let go of someone who doesn't love me anymore? Idk what to do y'all. Im an adult now, and all I wanna do is lays down in the dirt and let the earth reclaim me.