After class it was lunch. I went to lunch and tried finding a seat. My friends had clubs today so they had to go there for lunch. I couldn't find any seats. Well I could but people didn't want me to sit next to them. All the tables where taken. I took my lunch box and went outside. No one goes outside for lunch because it's either really hot or really cold. I sat near a tree and ate my lunch. I ate alone bored and thinking. I really just didn't care anymore. After lunch I saw people looking at me and whispering about me. After school I went back home. I went to my room and laid. I just looked out the window and thought. Why did I even care what other people thought? Just ignore everything in life and mind your own business. I decided to help my mom out and clean the house. I don't care if it's hard work. I have nothing to do anyways so might as well clean the house. By the time I finished cleaning my mom came back home. "Hi Juvia. Did you clean?" I looked up "Yeah I had nothing else to do so yeah." "I'm glad that your doing something productive, you have to go to the library for tutoring in half and hour so get ready" I went upstairs and got ready. I put on my black hoodie with some gray sweatpants and put on my sneakers. I don't really care how I look. I then put up a messy bun and walked to the library.

I saw Gray with some worksheets laid down in front of him. "Hey Juvia!". " Hey..." I then sat down and laid my head down on the table. "Umm Juvia your laying on those papers... Could you get up a second...?" I then lifted my head and a Gray took the papers. "Ok so today we're gonna practice geometry, so do you remember earlier today in class what Mr.Makorav was going over?" I wasn't paying attention to what he was saying. "Huh, oh umm, -192.92...?" He looked stressed out. "Juvia were you even paying attention?" I wasn't but I tried playing it cool. "Pffthh, yeah I did..." I trailed of nervously. "Then how come you said an answer to a problem when I asked if you were paying attention?" He said, annoyed. "Umm,look I'm sorry, I- I just feel distracted, umm sorry, what were you saying earlier?" "Ok as I was saying, do you remember what we learned earlier in class today, with geometry and Pythagorean theorem? I had no idea what he was talking about, I feel like I forgot everything. It's because I just didn't care. After I cried in the bathroom I just didn't care about a lot of things. "Umm Juvia are you ok?" huh? Why'd he ask that. I look fine? "What do you mean?" "You're crying, are you fine?" Oh no not this again. "Oh umm yeah I'm fine," I then quickly ran to the bathroom and tried to stop and control my tears but they just kept coming out. My face turned red. I couldn't stop. I tried washing my face. I then tried rubbing my eyes. Nothing worked I just kept crying. I tried thinking of happy things but that was a complete fail. Whenever I thought of something happy somehow I was able to turn it into something negative. Like when I was little I went to an amusement park with my mom and dad. It was a lot of fun. But I remembered that my dad was smoking while we were talking, which is the reason he's now gone. Or how my best friend from second grade and I had a party, but a few year later in middle school, we broke apart and she ended up being apart of my rumors. I finally stopped crying and I then went back to Gray. "Hey Juvia were you ok?" This is so weird. Somehow every time I cry for no reason he is here? "What happened? Did you feel upset about something?" "No I'm fine I just had something in my eye" "Um ok if you say so, ok so let's start with..." I listened to him about geometry and tried my best to practice. Most of the time I was in my own world. After tutoring I went back home and did the usual.

Hey guys! Hope you liked this chapter, sorry I haven't posted in a while I just forget to write sometimes, I will try to post more often, sorry about grammar issues, and also, who has watched Stranger Things yet? I've watched it a while ago but I'm re-watching it. It's so good! I recommend you watch it if you haven't. But yeah thanks for reading! Please vote, follow, and comment what you think or any suggestions, baiii.