I walked home, not feeling anything, all of the sudden tears came out of nowhere, I didn't know why I was crying, I wasn't that upset, they just came out. I couldn't control my tears. As if they were controlling me. This was just like middle school. I couldn't control my tears, I cried out of nowhere, in class, home, the store. I just kept walking. Then I could feel someone walking behind me. I knew for sure because I heard footsteps. I walked faster. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I was filled with fear now. But yet I still couldn't stop crying, as if its natural to have tears come out with any emotion. I turned and, thank god, it was just Gray. "Why would you scare me like that!" Tears still pouring out. "You haven't talked to us in days, what's wrong?" Gray seemed concerned, but I didn't want him to be, I don't want anyone thinking I felt unsafe. "I'm fine, I'm just walking home" I released myself from his hand and kept walking. "Are you sure? Your crying right now. I'm pretty sure your not fine" he grabbed my arm. "No really! Just, I'm fine, I honestly don't know why I'm crying..." I laughed in a nervous way. "Okay, but I'm walking you home with you, just to make sure that you're safe. If anyone is hurting you or making you feel...unsafe, tell me, okay." I quickly replied, making sure he doesn't go in the wrong direction. "No! No no no! Don't worry I'm 110% sure, more than 100%!" Honest!" I was scared he might take everything I said in a wrong my, like I was being neglected or something. Alright. I'm trusting you." He then walked me home and left when we got there.

When I got home, I did what I usually do. Eat, refreshened myself up, talk with my mom, watch tv. I went to sleep that night and I got a notification on my phone, for the fake account I made, I opened it up. It was a post from Freed. Shoot! He saw me crying after school!

How will I sleep now! My head will be stuck on this all night!

I finally fell asleep, and managed to only wake up once in the middle of the night. But I did have a nightmare, again just like last night. It was about everyone asking me to kill myself, and I did. Then I was in the underworld and all my worst nightmares came true. When I woke up, I couldn't stop thinking about the post Freed made yesterday, or why I was crying so much. Or why Gray even cared about me? I got ready for the day still thinking. After breakfast I headed to school.