Elsa's POV

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Darkness.. Emptiness..

Those were the things that completely surrounded me.

I didn't look for anyone, didn't call for anyone, nobody is here anyway so why would I?

This is the perfect way of isolation for me. In this way I cannot harm and hurt anyone ever again.

I was floating around the place that has no beginning and no end. No roads and no paths. No right or wrong.

I should be feeling happy because of that. So why am I still feeling I'm missing someone.

Jack..

That's right.

I'm sure he would be mad at me for saying such things. I'm sure he would tell me to stop feeling lonely and start having fun.

That's so like him.. being the guardian of fun and all.

I miss him already

"Elsa you can do this!"

Atleast there's someone who loves me being me. I guess I could say Jack was one of a kind.

Usha..

I guess I could thank her for letting me stay here, inside my own mind, inside a place that is perfect for the likes of me.

I could just float wherever I want to. Nobody can get hurt, for I am a monster.

A Monster who needs to be locked up in a cage, but this time I am but a free monster, away from people who could get hurt, a monster who can be itself and no one can judge it.

"Elsa don't let fear get in to you!"

Nobody will stop me right?

I am in my mind after all.

If no one will stop me, I guess that would mean I have

Freedom

Right?

But why do I still feel being chained down?

Why do I still feel I'm locked up in my room like when I was younger.

"Elsa I'm begging you come back!"

I wonder if Jack still likes me? still believes in me?

Why would him?

"Because he loves you."

Huh? Who's there?

"In here my child."

I tried to move my head to look at who's talking.

There I saw 2 small light spheres that was floating right above me.

Who are you?

"You're parents, Elsa."

Mom? Dad? But how, you died when Anna and I were younger.

"We're fragments of your memories, Elsa. You are in your own head aren't you?"

Well.. Yeah.

"Elsa. We've been keeping you safe from everything, from the beginning."

Safe?! You call this safe?! Everyone is in great danger because of me! People are dying because of me! I am the cause of this catastrophe!

"Elsa, every beginning has an end, Fate has brought you here."

Fate?

"If you haven't come here, you wouldn't meet new friends right? You wouldn't even meet Jack."

I stayed silent

"Now do you regret that?"

No..

"You need to be brave, Elsa. People are looking for you, they believe in you."

No. Nobody believes in me! I'm a monster!

"No you aren't. See for your self."

I started hearing things, like people clashing.

There I saw a small theater like wall. It was my Left eye's vision.

There I saw Jack. He was fighting with... Usha!

"I believe in you."

Those words came out of his mouth, and it struck me.

Jack!

I tried to reach out. I wanted him to know I am still here. I want to hug him and tell him I'm fine.

Mom, Dad please help me! I want to see Jack! I want to be with him again!

"We are just fragments of your memories, Elsa. We are your own conscience. We cannot do anything but convince you to do the right thing."

But how? How am I suppose to do the right thing?

"Follow your heart Elsa. Believe in yourself."

Believe in my self..

THUMP THUMP

My own heartbeat?

THUMP THUMP

I want to see Jack.

THUMP THUMP THUMP

I want to be with him

THUMP THUMP THUMP

"I love you."

Please!

A huge burst of light came into my view as if I was sucked into it. The vision of Jack holding back was still there, and I tried my best to reach it.

Usha's POV

"URGH!!!" I screamed. "What the heck is happening?!"

A huge pound on my chest and my heart contract. It was excruciating, I was surprised that I was still able to stand both of my feet, because it was extremely painful. My chest was in deep pain. "Dammit, what's wrong with this body?!"

"Elsa? Please come back to me! I know your still in there!" The pathetic kid still continued his speeches. It was really annoying!

"STOP THAT!"

Pain spread through my whole body like wild fire. I screamed.

As I clutched my chest, I realized that the reason why I was in pain was because of this stupid glowing pendant.

"What the hell is with this thing-"

I tried to rip off the chain, but it won't budge! Instead, everytime I try to break it the pain around my body gets worse and worse.

My vision was starting to fall, as I collapsed.

I hear glass shatter behind me.

"USHA!" the voice of the man I love rang. "NO NO NO NO!"

I was blind, but I felt someone's arms touch my shoulders.

"P-Pitch?-" I tried reaching out, but I cannot see a thing.

"I'm here, I'm here! Please don't go! don't!" I hear Pitch chanting words that was painful even to me, he gripped my arm that was reaching out to him"We just got together again, p-please! Don't leave me again!"

"I-I'm sorry, I was too weak-" my voice cracked.

"No! No you weren't! Please don't."

"I will be back again... someday."

Pitch sniffed and paused for a second. "A-And I will wait for it in eternity."

I smiled. "I love you."

"I love yo-"

I lost control of my body.

I was gone.

Again.