Couldnt wait to surprise my girl. I just reached back in ATL i was only here two days before i go back for more or less a week and a half . Then I'd be all hers.

I been missin her like crazy. Like i actually feel it on my heart and sometimes i cant deal with it.

Even if i just get to see her for an hour i'd be fine with it .

I was almost there so i decided to call her and see wassup , mostly to see if she's home. It was almost noon so i'd like to believe she's still at the home.

Damn we stayin there so long i'm starting to call the place my home.

I decided to facetime her.

Mya's pov

My phone starting ringing but i was feeling so nausaous its not a joke. I already threw up earlier this morning and then again after breakfast.

I was laid out on the bed i made sure my head was close to the edge of the bed where my bucket was so i didnt make a mess.

I picked up my phone not changing my position. "Hey baby wassam" i see this big head smiling in the camera.
It made me feel a bit better and more sad at the same time because i missed him.

I started to feel like a baby and i wanted to cry. "I miss you"

"I know baby i miss you too. Why you crying ?" I was full blown crying. I get like this everytime i feel sick.

"Because i need you babe. I feel nausous i woke up and i threw up and not too long ago i did again " he frowned.

"Maybe its something you ate ma, what ya eat last night and this morning?"

"I had McDonalds last night and this morning i ate eggs and bacon with the sauce i usually make" he stroked his beard. "Hmmm thats strange "

"I dont want you crying mama i'm right here " i started bawling again.

"But i want you like right next to me right now !"

"Ma , dont cry ma you know what it does to me, I'm right here ma"

"But i want you here to rub my belly and kiss my forehead"

"Ma "

"Yeah?"

"I'm right here" i turned and saw him standing by the bedroom door. I got up so fast and ran into his arms. He lifted me up and held me tighter.

I feel his head drop in my neck. "I missed you soo much ma" i wasnt even near ready to let him go.
I was a emotional wreck you can say.

He rubbed my back. I wasnt even replying . I was way too overwhelmed.
He walked towards the bed with me still hugging him.

He lowered both of us on the bed and placed me next to him so he could take my hands away from my face.

"Its okay ma , i'm here now" he moved my hands from my face so he could wipe my tears away.

He had one arm over my shoulder while the other rubbed my belly. He kept kissing my forehead as well.

While doin what he was doin i fell asleep.

When i woke up i was glad August was still here. He was asleep.
I was so close up that i started to admore his face. His self made tattoo. His jaw line was so sharp he could chop somebody. I dont know, everything about his face is just pefrect.

"Stop being weird" nigga made my heart skip a whole beat.

"Watching me in damm sleep , what's wrong with you?" He joked now opening his eyes.

"Admiring God's creation, dont act like you dont do it"

"Whatever that was the best sleeep i had in days" he yawned. It was now like 4 in the afternoon.

"Gone and brush ya teeth i'm bout to cook" i nodded. "Good cause i'm starving "

"Mhmm i bet you are " he teased. So i took the pillow and smacked him with it.

He laughed "I love you" and he ran out.

I went to brush my teeth and took a shower one time. I hadnt shower because i wasnt feeling my best this morning.

I started puttin on my clothes and i felt like everything was fitting me tight. I didnt like it at all. I just felt them tears rushing to my eyes. August dont want no fat wife.

If I get fat he'll prolly look at other chicks. I dont want that. We're just gonna eat healthy and eat less.

I wiped away my tears leavin no trace of evidence . I found a stretchy pants and a big shirt and i put it on.

When i walked out i smelled what August was cooking and i wanted to cry . It was smelling soo good. He done cooked gumbo.

I took a seat. "You took a while in there"

"Hygiene son . I like to make sure i am super clean" he raised his hands in defense.

We heard someone knocking on the door. August went to open it but before he even came out the kitchen Becca done opened up the door.

"Why yall take so long to answer the door ? Geez"

"Maybe its cause we dont want you here " August said then he went to dap up Dennis.

"What up fam?" He came to hug me too.

"Bout to eat thats what's up"

"Alright! Thats what i'm talking bout bout to empty out this pot na" Dennis joked.

August dished out for all of us. I knew that i wasnt full. But i wasnt gonna eat alot.

"You okay ma?" I nodded and fake smile a bit. "I'm just full thats all"

"Shoot you aint wan no more? hand it over " Dennis said with open arms.

Rebecca sucked her teeth "Stop being a damn pig Dennis"

"Ma, i know how much i gave you and you barely ate from it "

"I said I'm full August " i got up and walked in the room.

August pov

What the hell was wrong with this girl? She said she was starving . When i gave her the food she ate some lil thing and said she full.

"Aye gimme a minute bruh" i got up to see what was wrong with this girl.

"Can i have yours too?" Dennis asked.

"Keep on Dennis and i'm gon smack the hell outta you" becca threatened him.

I open the room door and stepped in and i see her on the bed on her phone.

"Aye ma wassup, you tol me you was starving and now you aint eatin" she shrugged as if she didnt care.

"I'm full"

"Lie again"

"I'm not lying " i could clearly tell she was lying.

I took the phone from her. "Gimme my phone" she got up for her phone real quick.

"Nah not until you tell me why you aint eating " she tried reaching for her phone.

"August give me my phone!"

"Nah " i was dead serious now. "Why you actin like this ?"

"Just tell me wassup" she was on her knees on the bed.
I see her eyes filled with tears. "I'm fat August. Look at me "

"I couldnt even fit in the pants that i usually wear " she started bawling.

"I know you dont want no fat wife you only say that I'm beautiful to make me feel better right ?"

I pursed my lips. "Thats how you feel?"

"I guess you really dont know me then" i dropped her phone on the bed and left her there.

When i walked out i see Dennis lickin up his left overs. "Man stop actin like a messy child"

"Ugh , i know right. You know what Dennis .. you dont get to touch me until you start actin like you a little more mature"

He frowned . "Why you doin me like that ?"

"Cause you acting like you dont have food at home" he smacked his lips.

"Aye Aug it was nice being here but we actually gotta bounce . We tryna get to the movies on time" i nodded. "Aight bruh"  he dapped me up and o side hugged Becca.

"Bye baby" Becca said to Mya who now came out. "Bye Mya , i'll see ya when i see ya "

She sat down on the chair next to me . I did as if she wasnt there for a while and ate my gumbo.

"I'm sorry" i shrugged "you aint gotta tell me sorry "

"Its how you feel. I just thought you knew me better than that"

"This is not easy for me August. I never experienced something like this . I am putting on alot actually " she started cryin she couldnt even continue talking.

"Ma, i dont care if you gained weight. I love you for who you are and not for how you look, you know that man"

"I dont ever wanna hear you call yourself fat again you hear me?" She nodded wiping away her tears.

"You gainin weight ? Then excercise . Dont stop eating . You need to eat." She nodded sniffling. I sighed. I hated seeing her like this.

"Come here" she got up and sat on my lap. I took some of my gumbo and fed it to her until we were all done.

"Aight" i let her get up so i can bring the bowl  to the kitchen.

I started taking my shirt off "let me show you how beautiful you are ma"

I pulled her by the waist close to me so i can kiss her passionately .

'~

I was dead sleep till heard somebody vomiting or something. When i got up i realized Mya aint next to me no more.

I rushed to the bathroom to help her.
I held her hair back so it dont get caught up in her vomiting.

I helped her up when she was done " alright mama wash ya mouth out" i stood by the doorframe lettin her do her thing.

My baby was really sick. The thought of me leavin tomorrow sucked . I needed to take care of my baby.