I wanted to be patient; but I can't.

Why is my life like this?

If only I were born as a plant,

My whole life will not be amiss!!

I feel I can't live anymore.

My patience is out of bounds!!

I hate myself from the Earth's core,

And my soul is buried under the grounds...

If I am in the school,

I don't have to look out.

Coz there, I can play the fool;

And here, no freedom to even pout...

I know this is a test,

Given by God to me!

Only to be rewarded by the best,

Or as a bird to be set free...

But, to this my heart doesn't agree.

I dunno why and why not.

But, I am satisfied with the things my eyes see,

And all the things I have got...

I feel like I want to die,

But I know it's a great sin.

I'm 100% sure I'll not even try,

To do such a thing and not win!!!

I feel so stupid sometimes,

And start to jabber gibberish;

While I end up writing stupidest rhymes,

Which I'm sure are equal to rubbish.......