~Natsu's POV~

What the hell is wrong with me!?
I sighed heavily, plopping back onto my bed. I left Lucy's after she fell asleep... In my arms. It was hell deciding on either to leave or stay, but to many ideas were in my mind and images that I will never unsee flocked me on the decision to stay.
Luce...
I can't help but be... Romantic? I guess that could be it. When ever I'm alone with her my heart twists but somehow in a good way, then my tongue goes into Shakespeare tongue twisters that not even I can understand nor control.
But... It bothers me of how much I really wanted to kiss her. I know once before I had taken her first kiss during junior high, but it was influence by my parents. My dad kissed my mom when she began ranting, and I couldn't understand why that way but if it had worked on mom, maybe it'd work for Luce. It did... But I regretted it since it was her first kiss.
I wonder what she's thinking right now. Is she even awake? Did I hurt her by leaving? Or give her relief?
I would be lying if I said I was relieved to be out of there. I didn't want to leave at all.
But Lucy... She makes me excited with a simple smile. When I look at her my heart speeds up like after running til my legs became sore. She takes my breathe away like I was underwater holding my breath for as long as I could.
Luce... Lucy...
Do you even see what you've been doing to me?
When she cries or holds back her feelings with smiles and assurance, it's torturous. I would love to take it all away, her sadness, her pain, her traumas, whatever that was bothering her I'd have it removed with a simple swipe of the hand.
I sighed, rolling onto my side to sleep as my heart still pounded with the thought of Lucy upon my mind.
Does this happen to anyone? Or is it just me?
Am I the only one to be effected by Lucy in this way?
What about others? But to be honest, I don't want any other man or woman to feel this for Luce. I don't know why, and I'm fine not knowing. As long as she's safe-safe?
I sat up quickly.
Her father abuses her and her ankle still hurts and I left her alone!
What the hell am I going to do if when I see her next and her ankle becomes broken because of Jude? I don't the extent of his abuse, and if he did nothing when her ankle became sprained... What else could or would he do?
So many unanswered questions and I had no solution to any of them except one.
Was I gonna go back?

Luce I'll be there soon...