It was the day of their wedding, Gon and Killuas wedding, everyone saw it coming, people were ecstatic, some were even crying.

As Gon walked down the aisle in his chiffon and Pearl suit; a rose in his chest pocket. Killua could feel all his happiness go straight to his eyes as he couldn't be happier, feeling his eyes get misty over his new husband.

When it came to the vows all it took, was that one paragraph..

"I Gon Freecs take you, Killua Zoldyck to be my lawfully wedded husband, to have and hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us apart."

"And I, Killua Zoldyck take you, Gon Freecs to be my lawfully wedded husband, to care for and to help, from this day forward, for love, for depression, for happiness, for troubling times, in desperation and merriment, until death do us apart."

As the two kissed, they could both feel the tears of happiness and pure joy and they felt a long road of gaiety ahead.

...

However, the tears they both feel now are nowhere near as the ones they felt back then...

-~Time flash, 3 years later~-

As Killua left his house to go with Alluka to buy some groceries and other
necessities for the house. Just as they got back, Killua fumbling to get the house keys out and calling out playfully:

"Gon! We're home!"

But to his surprise and uneasiness, there was no respond..

"Gon? Gon are you ok?"

He raised is voice a little more, the concern clearly there...

Killua slowly walked his way up the stairs to their room; as Alluka slowly followed, they both felt that something wasn't right..

Killua carefully opened the door... Only to be horrified...

"Gon!"

Killua had dropped all the bags and rushed to his husband who was lying on the floor.. Blood spilling from countless gashes on Gons body...

Killua gently rolled Gon into his lap, the tears collecting faster than his own Godspeed.

"Gon..!"

"G-Gon-kun isn't moving onii-Chan.."

Alluka had begun to cry, seeing Gon in such a state made both of them question..:"is he still alive?!"

"Gon please! You need to talk to me! Please! You can't go!"

Killua has already let himself go as his tears were clear, blue graceful streams, with the destination of Gons lightly cut up face..

"Ki...killu...a.."

"GON!"

"P-please... Don't.. Worry... I'm f-fine.. Really.."

"Gon! Don't lie to me please! You need to stay strong!"

"Killua.. I.... I'm running out of time.... I... Need to tell... You something.."

"Yes?! What is it?!"

Killua was holding Gon bridal style, clinging him closer to his own body as he was desperately pleading Gon to stay.

"Even.. If I may.. Be gone.. Please don't cry... Because when you cry.. I... I'll start to cry.."

As Gons own eyes got misty; Killua lightly kissed the tears away before trying to even out his breathing.

"Please... Stay strong and happy.... For me..?"

Killua, even seeing Gon in his most vulnerable state, seeing Gon smile just for him tore his heart... He didn't want to see his husband in pain.... He didn't want to see Gon in pain...

"I...I"

Was all Killua could mumble at the sight of Gon even pulling through a certain death experience...

"Please.... Killua... Please keep on smiling... Please don't change who you are and.... When I have to go... Please promise me you'll still love me..."

"Of course! I'll always love you! I... I!"

As Killua tried very hard to hold back his tears, he couldn't... Alluka has been on her knees, silently weeping as she can't help Gon... Not anymore...

"I, Killua Zoldyck promise, to always love you, Gom Freecs, even after death do... Do us apart.."

Killua was a crying mess and Gon couldn't return the full vow..

"I... Gon... F-Freecs... Promise, to always love you... Killua Zoldyck.. Even... After... Death.."

Killua forcefully, but not painfully kissed Gon, and feeling Gon not be able to return the kiss had shattered Killua completely.....

He had now lost his only light..... His happiness... His saviour...... His Gon...

Nothing he could do or say... Would change that....

Gon, now lay motionless in Killuas arms as his body turned cold; Killua couldn't help but begin to cry loudly. Sobbing had echoed through the newfound stormy night; Killua couldn't emotionally handle loosing the one most precious to him...

He couldn't handle any of it...