Never someone's favorite,

Never someone's first.

Unless you count my monster,

who likes to see me hurt.

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She cackles when I'm sad,

she haunts me with the bad,

she tells me what I do

to scare the likes of you. 

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She likes when I retreat

when I cower in defeat, 

when I simply cease,

to wake up from my dream

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She keeps me locked inside,

afraid to go outside, 

Alive

but not alive. 

A/N oh dear, this is when you know I have a bad day. I'm sure I'll be happier after breakfast.