Dean's First Prayer
Short Chapter

Cas, Cas I know you might not be there but, I still have hope. Ha, I remember when you told me you had faith in Jack. Well, now look what that got us into. But Cas, nine years ago, when you entered that barn, pulled me from perdition, and first laid eyes on me... from that day forth, the man inside me seemed to laugh a little bit louder, and smile a little bit longer. And seven years ago, when Lucifer was sent back to the cage in Sam, and Adam and Michael too, and Bobby's neck snapped, and you exploded, I thought I had lost everything. Then you appear all good and new after everything, and fix me and Bobby up, all I wanted to do was free Adam and Sam, or kill myself. I didn't- couldn't- do either. Mostly because Sam told me not to, and that I should have a normal life, but also because I knew you'd stop me. You would've stopped me, right Cas? Right?