Hey guys, a bit of a short chapter it's mostly just gonna be about the characters discussing their feelings for one another I hope you enjoy

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Barbs point of view

When did Michael and the stealing bitch came back? I expected them to come back with a copy of the book that we need not the contact information of Stoli is who offered to give my boy to tutoring lessons.

This is just great. We were trying to keep a low profile from the fucking higher ups and now we're fucking having tea with them.

So now we're sitting around the table discussing about how bad of a fucking idea this is

verosika: I don't like her

I agree with her for once : yeah I don't think we should trust her she's a royal the very people we're trying to overthrow!

Michael : well no, we're not gonna overthrow all of them obviously we need to have some of them on our side and octavia's family on her father side of one of the few Royals that actually seem to care about people like us of lowest standing

Okay, fine they're generous to us. They're still fucking Royals: okay fine but we still can't trust that spoiled brat what if she turns you into Satan and you'll be forced to stand trial!

Michael shakes his head : she won't do that we have something on her dad that if she tries to report me we can report about her Dad's... Less than legal behaviour you'll get in trouble too and she'll get in trouble because she knows about it and said nothing

Yeah, right Royals can always escape justice with their enormous amounts of money : fine okay let's say we can what the fuck is she gonna teach you? She's like what 15

Michael: she's 18 almost 19 and she's been training for a lot longer than I've known about my magic look I get the trust issues okay? And I understand that this seems really weird considering what we're planning on doing but truthfully, I don't have a better plan.

verosika: well can't we just find the place where the book is break into it? Get a copy of the book and then you can learn a magic trick from that.

Michael shakes his head : it's a good idea but it won't work in the long run honestly it would be better if I had someone teaching me how to use my magic then just me reading it from a book, I understand your concerns. Hell I'm fucking worried about trusting a royal but... Considering the circumstances we don't really have much of a choice I can't learn magic without a teacher trying to teach myself without a manual or a teacher is dangerous for both me and you as well as everyone around here

I hate to admit it, but he's right i've heard about people trying out magic that they don't understand and it never fucking end as well

So I guess if we have to trust the owl, royal bitch girl: alright fine... But the second that she asked suspicious and put a bullet in her head

Michael : I appreciate your need to protect me but you do know that you can't kill a royal without a pacific type of weapon right?

I say nothing as I just grip my teeth and storm away fuck fuck fuck I hate this I hate the fact that he's having to let another woman into his life

Fuck why does this make me so angry? He's just my fucking toy I mean yeah he's always been there for me and he's continued to be my best friend even though... How much you have a pain I can be sometimes

He's always looked out for me even when I do something stupid or say something horrible he's always sticking by me and but he's just... He's just a fuck toy someone I fuck with when I'm bored... I mean I definitely don't I mean I... I think I don't know why I can't do I

Am I in love with Michael?

Michael's point of view

It's been about a week since we came back from trying to take the book, but coming back with a contact for my teacher

Barb hasn't spoken to me since she doesn't like the fact that I'm inviting a royal into our little gang of revolutionaries I guess

verosika Also wasn't a fan, but she was going along with it anyway: are you really sure about this?

I shrug truthfully I'm not: not really, but we don't really have another option

The succubus nodded : okay I guess I mean it's your magic

She was trying to be supportive, but I could tell that she was also concerned which actually brought me back onto the topic. I wanted to talk to her about what happened in the car. I mean I get it. She's a succubus she needs sex like how humans need water and food it just... It felt weird suddenly getting hit on by one of the greatest popstars in both hell and earth

And I just want to bring it up, but I just don't know how well fortune favours the ball I guess:verosika about what happened with us in the car?

verosika smiled as she immediately pulled down the top part of her top, revealing her breasts: you wanna continue right now, okay?!

I blush and turn my head away, waving my arms in defence : no no... Well, yes but can we just talk for a second?

She frowned and put her top back up covering her breasts : okay...

I finally was able to calm down after seeing her magnificent boobs Michael focused: I just... I want to understand why you did that I mean I get it you're a succubus and-

verosika interrupted me: whoa, whoa whoa let me stab you right there no I did not wanna have sex with you merely because I'm a succubus. I want to have sex with you because I like you Michael, like really like you

I raise an eyebrow a popstar likes me well where are the things have happened in the past couple of weeks: really you... Like me in that way I mean I don't get me wrong I'm flattered it's just that well I'm kind of a loser or at least I still have the reputation of one and I don't wanna destroy your reputation by-

verosika grabbing hold of my hands and holding them gently: no I don't give a crap about my reputation. Hell it's kind of been soaked through the mud anyway and you're not a loser Michael I know the things I said in rehab and I was kind of a bitch to both you and Barb but even after all that you decided to help me how can I not fall in love with you?

That word love a word that I felt like I didn't deserve for so long : it's just that... I mean I like you verosika hell when we were in rehab I had like a massive crush on you but I just... Right now. I don't feel like I'm worthy of you. I mean you're a pop star sensation. Meanwhile I'm just some unemployed guy that lives in your house.

verosika: yeah an unemployed guy that's going to take over hell I know it you gotta have more confidence in yourself honestly when you take over women are gonna be throwing themselves at you

I don't deny that and I wouldn't mind, but it's just there's also Barb: I... I know that and honestly every instinct in my body is telling me that me and you we should at least give us a try but there's... There's Barb

verosika: yeah but she's just your fuck buddy not your girlfriend

I know: I know believe me I do I just... Well I also might well... You know

verosika Eyes widen: holy shit you actually like her and not just as a fuck buddy you're in love with her

I rubbed the back of my head sheepishly : yeah

verosika: does she know how you feel?

I shake my head : no... I mean I've tried to explain it to her many times and I've tried to get her to see me as more than just a fuck buddy but that's all she wants and I don't know I'm thinking that maybe I could try moving on. I just don't think I'm ready for a relationship just yet.

verosika to my surprise giving me a hug: it's OK. I understand these things are complicated even for a succubus. I can wait. Just don't make me wait too long okay?

I nod: yeah I promise... OK let's call my teacher it's time for me to have my first lesson in magic