I open my eyes and Shawn is still sleeping. He holds me thightly, and my arms are on his chest. I give him a kiss on his lips and want to leave bed but then he grabs my waist and pulls me back to bed.

"Goodmorning" he says. He gives me a kiss. "Goodmorning Shawn." "Why are you awake so early?" he asks. "I don't know I am awake so I'm going to take a shower but you grabbed my waist" I say and laugh. "I just want to hold you and never let you go."

He kisses my neck. "But you need to let me go Shawn, because I need to go" I say. He looks sad at me. "Please stay for 5 more minutes, for me" he looks at me with his puppy eyes. "You make my life so difficult, but okay I stay for 5 more minutes not longer" I laugh and kiss him on his forhead. "I love you" he says. "I love you more."

"The 5 minutes are over Shawn" I say. "No, please 5 more minutes" he begs. I roll my eyes and laugh. "Babe, please 5 more minutes for kisses and cuddles."

His dark brown eyes are looking into my soul. Why is he so cute. "I really need to go to school you know that" I say. "I know school is important but I am important too" he smirks. Shawn jumps on me and looks into my eyes.

His beautiful eyes are looking at mine. I love this. He is playing with my hair and I love it. "I love you, I am so glad to have you and to share my life with you" "I love you too, it is strange that you were my idol and now you're just Shawn, a normal person just like everyone" I say.

He stands up and he reaches his hand out to me. "Grab my hand" he says. I grab his hand and am so close to his mouth. My body is touching his body. "Sometimes it's hard to be famous, photographers, fans, interviewers, everything. Sometimes I just want to be normal, a normal Canadian kid who is 18. Drink beer, go out. If I go out now the whole world knows it in 1 minute, it is good but sometimes it's annoying."

He looks so seriously, it scares me. "I understand you, sometimes it gets all a little too much, if something gets too much you can tell me that, you know that Shawn." "Why are you so cute?" he kisses me. "Shawn don't be afraid, everything is okay, I'll always help you" I say. He still holds my hand.

"Okay thanks" he smiles. He let's my hand go, finally. "I really need to go now Shawn school begins in 10 minutes." I give him a kiss and I run away. "Bye" he says. I wave at him and leave my house.

I arrived at school and Jaden and Cameron are waiting for me. I saw Cameron like 2 weeks ago. "Hey, you look good" he says. "Hey Cam! Long time ago that I saw you" I smile. "I need to tell you girls something" he looks at Jaden and me. "What do you want to tell us?" Jaden asks. "I am curious, what's up" I say.

"Well, I met a guy and we are dating for like 2 months now and I just.. Ehh.. Well okay.. I have a relationship." He looks so happy and relieved. "Oh my god! Cameron! That is amazing! I am so happy for you" I say. "Cameron buddy oh my god congrats! I am so happy" Jaden says. "Come here" he says. "Group hugg." Jaden, Cameron and I hugged each other. "I love you idiots" Jaden says. We smile and head to class.

We are in history and it is boring as fuck. Suddenly I get a message from Shawn. "Hey babe, come to the toilets." The teacher sees I'm busy on my phone, so she comes to my direction. "Brooklynn, give me your phone, now!" she says. "No, I don't give you my phone" I say. "Now, this is the last time I ask it." "Jesus fine here."

I give her my phone. "Can I go to the toilets?" I ask. "What do you think Brooklynn" she says. "Yes?" I say. "No you can't go" she says and she continues her story. "But I am on my period!" I scream it so everyone can here me. "Okay then, fast!" she says. "Thanks" and head to the toilets.

And there is Shawn he wears a black jeans, black t-shirt and no gel in his hair and a black jacket and he looks so hot. "Hey" he says. Before I can say something he kisses me. "Shawn what are you doing here, I have history" I say quietly. "I have to go to Toronto now, do you want to join me?" he asks. Fuck, I have school and I can't go on vacation now.

"Eehh, but my parents? School?" I ask. "Your parents are okay with it, they said you can go." Okay Brook, go or don't? Every girl knows the answer on this question: yes. But it's different I know Shawn and this is big. Go on vacation in the middle of a school week. "Well, okay Shawn I'll join you, but I have history right now and my teacher has my phone so, can you get it back? Maybe a private concert? One song" I say.

I look at him with my puppy eyes. "Pff okay but we need to hurry! We don't have a lot of time" he says.

I grab his hand and we are in front of my classroom. "Ready?" I ask. "Ready." I open the door and everyone their mound falls open. Some girls faint. "I need to go to Toronto with Shawn so can I have my phone back? He sings one song so choose a good one" I say.

Everyone is still in shock and Shawn and I walk into the classroom. "Sing Memories!" someone screams. "No sing Patience!" And here we go, which song. "Okay I'll choose" I say.

"Shawn can you sing that song that you wrote for me?" I ask. He comes closer to me. "Brooklynn that is your song, I wrote it for you" he whispers. "I know, but the song is so good so please sing it, everyone will love it, I promise" I say. He nods. "Okay well I am going to sing my new song called; 'Never let me go'."

He looks so nervous. I give him a kiss on his cheek and say that everything is okay. "You can do this Shawn I believe in you" I whisper in his ear. Someone heads to the music room and grabs a guitar. So that means he has a guitar now, and he can sing a song. "There we go" he says.

When the song is over everyone claps and cries. They are loving it. "So can I get my phone back?" I ask. "Okay then, here, have a safe flight." "I will and thank you."

Shawn lays the guitar on the ground. "Thanks everyone" he says. "I really need to go now see you!" I say. "Bye everyone" we say. We walk out of the school, on our way to the airport.