I Don't Know When I'll Be Okay Again

Chapter 53

Louis' POV

  So far we've been in the air for four hours and we still have three more to go *Sighs like a Louis*. I can't wait to land so that I can have actual food in my system, not just crappy airplane peanuts. I've been listening to music for the past couple hours, just enjoying the quiet. Harry fell asleep two hours ago and so did Zayn. I glance over at them. They both look so peaceful and adorable, especially Harry. I run my fingers through his hair gently, not wanting to wake him up. 

   Harry's brown curls are one of the most amazing things in the universe. I could literally spend hours just playing with his hair. Gosh I sound creepy, but I can't help it. That's what being in love with someone does to you. It makes you think about that special person every second of the day. It makes you crave for their presence and their feel. I hope to have Harry as my significant other for the rest of my life.

  45 minutes later.....

  Harry's eyes flutter open as he turns to look at me. "Hey Louis. Did you get any sleep?" "No I didn't. I tried to, but sleep never game. I just listened to music and texted a few people. I'm sorry if I woke you up." "You didn't wake me up, I woke myself up. I wanted to make sure you were okay." "Harry, we both know that I'm not okay and I'm not going to be for awhile. This funeral is going to destroy emotionally. I'm trying to hold myself together, but I'm having a breakdown every ten minutes. I highly doubt that I'll be able to keep it together." Harry squeezes my hand and kisses it. "You're not alone Louis and you never will be. I intend to stick around for a long time to annoy you. Also, I intend to love you unconditionally until the day I die." 

   I look around to see if anyone's looking Harry and I. No one is. I grab Harry and kiss him instantly. He's catched offguard, but responds to it with a kiss equally as intense. We continue to do so, not caring anymore if anyone looks at us. Like they say, enjoy each special moment when it happens because one day, you might not be able to experience them anymore.

Hoped that you guys liked this chapter. :) -Mary