Haunted

Chapter 61

Louis' POV

  As if I haven't dealt with enough this past week, I have to face Liam again in a week. The guy who choked me, destroyed me, and killed my best friend. I thought I was finally free of him, but that dosen't seem to be the case. Maybe I'll never be free him *sigh*. I know Harry is worried about Zayn and I, especially me, but in this current moment I don't feel like speaking. I just wish I could fall asleep and escape the nightmares that are consuming me, but I can't. So I grab my phone off of the nightstand and text Harry, even though he's sitting right near me. 

 Baby, I'm sorry speaking to you right now. It's just I don't what to say and I'm afraid that if I open my mouth to speak, an endless amount of tears will fall from my face. I don't want you to think that I'm pushing you away or anything because never in a million years would I ever do that to you. I'm so blessed each and everyday of my life to have you. I hope you never leave me because I love you so much you perfect and beautiful man. <3  -Louis

 I look over to Harry and notice that he got my text because I heard his phone go off a few seconds ago. A sad smile forms across his face and he looks directly as me as his thumbs fly across his phone. 

   I know how hard this is for you and I'm so deeply sorry. I miss Niall like crazy as well. Also, I know that you're not pushing me away and that you just need a bit of space. You're human and we all need a little time to ourselves occasionally. Just know that you're not alone and you never will be. I'm not going anywhere because I'm in love with Louis Tomlinson and nothing will ever change that. <3 -Harry

    Tears start to form in my eyes. Harry is such an amazing person and I'm so proud to have him as my boyfriend. He's so perfect that I feel like I don't even deserve him. I mean I know I do because although I'm flawed, I know I'm a good person and deserved to be loved by someone as wonderful as my boyfriend. 

I'm sorry I haven't been writing as many chapters and updating as much as I normally do. School and music are taking up most of my time so I'm lucky if I even have the time to write one chapter every few days. I'll do my best to update more if I can.  Anyways, hope you guys liked this chapter. :) -Mary