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~Avni ~

"Avni ,please talk to me. I'm sorry. " He gain whisper into my ears gripping my hip in a little tight way.

I gasp a little due to the  new born sensation that occurred coz of his warm hand that pressed against my skin .

I didn't knew what it is, but it felt so good.

"Okay ! Don't talk to me but please don't be like this... all silent. " he pleads.

"Please.. " he barely whispers.
I could feel the broken tone in it ,yet I stood silent.

"How dare him to speak to me like that? He needs this punishment".

"Jaan...I'm extremely sorry. Please hit me. Scream at me. But please talk to me. I can't bear your silence. It hurts "  He chocks saying, but wait is he crying?

That's enough, I can't take this anymore. He effects me in a fucking bad way. I don't know whether I should be angry that he behaved bad or  should be sad that I made him cry.

I sign not able to understand the battle that's happening between my heart and Brian.

"I'm child right? And I do childish things like this. Mai yese hi hu Mr. Neil " I say sarcastically. I'm so angry on him.

He stood silent for a while then again his voice echoed in my room.

"Avni.. Please yar Don't speak like that. I'm sorry. Mai gussa tha. " He says trying to turn me around to face him . But I sticked to my side still like a cement sticks to wall.

"Yea, you were angry . How can I forget that. " I reply barely in a whisper as my throat tighted to speak anything more.

Tears rolled down my eyes and I immediately wiped them.

"Avi.. Look at me. Please! Jann look at me. I'm sorry. " he pleads with cracked voice and again attempts to turn me around.

I sigh and finally turn towards him. His face was red and fluffy like mine and I could see the guilt in those brown eyes.

"I'm so sorry avi... I was just angry and.. Shouted on you. Please.. Don't speak like that. I didn't mean to say those words. " He mumbles as he wipes the tear away from my cheeks using his thumb.

"But you said those words and  "gussa mae bola" means it was their inside of your heart. Right? " I mutter sadly and sat in a crisscross position on bed.

"I don't mean them. I was angry on you and myself avi. Just Think what if I don't come on time? What would have happened? " He says. I look at him in disbelief.

"So.. you are saying that you are my saviour and I depend on you? " I gritt my teeth and get up from bed.

"I didn't mean that! And you're assuming wrong avi" he exclaims looking at me.

"Nah! I'm thinking right. Yes, I would have become rape victim if you haven't come on time. Thank you so much Neil for helping me. " I sniffled as  a lone tear passes down my cheek.

"What are you even talking avni! Bath ko  kaha leke ja rahi Ho tum" he whisper yelled.

I give him a furious look.

"No I'm speaking right. You think I'm childish, weak, immature. And you think I won't defend myself if I'll be in the situation of being raped. Don't you? " I shout tears streamed out of my eyes.

He thinks like that I know ! He thinks I don't have brain.

"You know Neil. I didn't feel anything when Alex , Jim said hurtful words. But before some time when you ignored me like a flee not even considering my inner turmoil and when you said those words. You know how I felt. I felt like someone stabbed me straight into my heart. It hurts Neil. It hurts so much ". I sob, breaking down.

"Avni " ...I cut him off.

"No. Neil.. From now I won't become burden for you and I promise ill neither visit your house nor I'll ask anything. I'll behave like a mature girl " I say wiping my tears.

Neil gets up from bed and comes my side.

"Avi.. Itna gussa.. Kyu? are you this much angry that you even don't want to visit my house ?" he asks , his voice looked broken.

"No.. I'm not.. I'm not angry on you. I just want to become mature girl. That's it! " I reply looking at his brown orbs.

He stood silent staring into my eyes directly. For an instant I thought I would burn with those piercing gazes.

"You know I didn't felt pain for these bruises and cuts I have. Instead, I felt pain in my heart when you said I'm child. am I? "

"Avni.. Listen to me " I cut him off.

"You said ,you will not be here for me forever.  And that's true , tum mere  life mae nhi rahogena after my marriage. And for that I should become stronger from now itself . " I said  placing stone in my heart . I wanted him beside me until death and I don't want any other boy to take care of me except him but not now.. when he thinks I'm burden for him.

I looked at Neil as I didn't get any a
Response from his side. But What I next saw is enough to break my heart into zillion pieces.

He is crying.. Tillu is crying.. Literally flooding the water out from his red eyes.

"I'm... So.. Sor. Sorry... Please don.. Don't say.. You will le.. Leave me.. " He hiccups. "I didn't mean... To say that.. Please.. Don't get angry on me " He cries, his breaths were abnormal I could see that.

Oh my God!

"Neil... Don't cry.. I just..." My throat tightens to speak even more as my eyes streamed tears out.

And the next second I hugged him.. I hugged him tight.

"Don't cry.. Please.. I'm sorry I won't say that again.... Please don't cry " I sob patting his back softly.

He sniffed more.

"I'm sorry.. Avi... I was hurt that's why I said those words.. I didn't mean.. Anything.. Without you I'll die... I'll die " he cries loud wetting my back with his uncontrollable tears.

I pull off the hug and wipe his tears.

"Nei.. " he cuts me off.

"Don't you dare! " He shouts grabbing my shoulders.

My eyes widenes

"What? " I question confused.

"Call me tillu! First " He commands. His voice was strict and cold.

"you only told me to call Neil!  " I mumble looking down.

" Forget that and from now Call me
Tillu.. " He grits his teeth.

I gaze at him with weird expression.

Bipolar alien! Ahh

"I'm saying sorry. Kyu itni stubborn Ho. I was angry and I don't mean those fucking words. I like the way you are avni.  I love childish avni  I love that avni who asks me chocolates,  ice-cream, bike rides and don't you dare to think not to visit my house. Did you understand? " He screams.

I narrow my eyes at him.

"So you think I'm childish " I cross my arms to my chest.

"Yes.. And I love that " He spats back.

I look at him with disbelief.

"You're sick !" I exclaim, moving away from him.

"where are you going? " he grabs my arms and pulls back.

"what are you doing? " I whine like a child.

"Did you forgive me? " he asks as he tightens his grip around my arm.

Omg.. Something's happening inside of my stomach! Like butterflies!

"I don't know " I reply as I try to withdraw my hands off from him.

Ahh.. Why he is too strong..?

"Did you forgive me "

"Ugh! Leave me "

"Did you forgive me "

"No "

"Did.. "

"Stop. Why the heck you are repeating the same line" I ask amused.

"Until you say you forgive me. I'll say these lines again and again " he smirks. "I like annoying you! " he laughs.

See, how he is laughing. Donkey!

"Okay.. " I say calmly.

"what okay? " he questions as he realises my hand.

"Say forgive me Avni mam, 1000 times and then I'll forgive you " I smirk.

"what?  1000 times " tillu screams loud with widen eyes.

"Yes, Any problem ? " I shrug.

Hahaha! I laugh internally.

"N... Nope.. " He nodes negatively and starts to say "forgive me avni mam " 1000 times.

I sit on bed as I felt little weak while Neil stands in front of me like a child who got punished from teacher.

"Okay, Ready 1..2..3..Now start " I smirk looking at him.

I know he is cursing me from inside. I don't care.. Duh!

"It's not a running race avi " He rolls his eyes.

"Now start " I chirp clapping my hands.

"Okay " he tightly smiles while I laugh looking at his baby face.

"Please forgive me. Avni mam.. "

"Please forgive me avni mam "

"please forgive me avni mam "

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After sometime, I let out a yawn as this looked not as a punishment instead it looked like a Lory for me.

"Avni.. Kitnae huae " Neil asked with cry baby face.

My eyes widened.

"Don't say you are not counting avni. I'll kill you " he sees me with disbelief.

"Oops.. Sorry. I didn't count. So start from first. This time pakka I'll count " I laugh and get up from bed. .

"Avni ki bachi " tillu shouts and run's behind me.

"Okay.. Sorry... " I say as I thump on bed with thud after intense running session.

"Good.. Mujse panga mat Lena" he warns. "And yeah. Did you forgive me? " he asks sadly.

"Please don't behave like that. Ever! " I reply with glistened eyes. Tears almost threatened to fall but I held them back.

"I'm so sorry. I won't behave like that. I promise.  He hugs me and places his head on my shoulder.

"Yeah " I respond his hug back. A smile crept on my face as everything sorted out between us.

"Acha. Now rest you look pale avi " tillu says tugging me to bed.

"Tillu " I breathe.

"Haan! "

"Please don't leave me!  sleep beside me Please ! " I ask with puppy eyes. I want him on my side Coz I feel safe when he is around me.

Tillu smile widens.

"Ohio you are scared. Aren't you? " he smirks.

I frown making sad face.

"Okay. Okay.. Don't make that face " He laughs and sleeps beside me.

My face brightens as soon as he wraps his hands around my body.

"Good night tillu " I mumble yawning.

"Good night avi... Sweet dreams " I hear him say  before falling into deep slumber.

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I awake feeling something hard pressed against my head . I slightly groan as my head ached due to past night incidents.

I slowly open my eyes only to witness I was top on something smooth yet hard substance.

"Shit! Where am I? And why I'm bouncing up and down in a steady rhythm "

Then slowly I heard heart beats.

Lub -dub

Lub -dub

Then I realized I was on top of someone.

I gaze my face up and gasp as soon as I realise I was sleeping on tillu..

Freaking tillu 😱...omg!

Like how ? How did I even reach up here last nigh I slept beside him right.

Don't say, last night I crawled on top of him without my conscience.

I struggled to come out of his grip but my bad luck he held my waist so tight.

I sighed and looked up to see tillu who's sleeping peacefully.

Awie ..he looks like a baby. I hope our  future babies will look like him if so, they will look cute.

I just wanna stare that face forever.

"Owww" I shrieked but immediately closed my mouth, when tillu unconsciously tugged his bulk hand around my waist tight. 

Maybe coz of my sudden scream Neil stirred in sleep.

Shit!

I abruptly stopped all my actions and immediately closed my eyes and slept on his chest pretending to sleep.

I started my acting of sleep. Well I think I should have become actress for this skill coz I'm drama queen.

Neil groaned a little. And I could feel he woke up.

Maybe he is surprised that I was on top of him.

Will he throw me like a sack of potatoes bag?

Will he jerk me off?

But to my suprise. He patted my hairs softly. What the actual f*k.

I couldn't see his face damn!.

Don't say , I always sleep on top of him when we have slept nights.
Heck , how could I even forget everytime he wakes up first than me.
So it's clear it's not my first time that I'm sleeping on him.

Rip my conscince:'(.

I shrugged all my thoughts and focused my ears towards him.

"Good morning love! "  Tillu said and kissed my hairs.

I could feel his lips on my hair's. Omg..

"WTHAT THE ACTUAL HELLLLL" "LOVE OMG".

I could feel my cheeks turning red.
He called me love. Not avi why? Why did he call me love. He never said in front of me.

I drowned in my own thoughts about the word "love" that I never knew what he is going to say next will blow my minds out.

"I LOVE YOU BABY! "

Pov ends..

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