Dedicated to me,myself

I don't think that falling for someone is a bad thing.I mean we don't have any control on our heart or maybe I don't have on my heart..

Sadly I fell for someone. The falling part is not sad.The incomings were sad.

Saleh was Aliya's cousin.I just forgot or something happened to me.Well I have some problem in my Wernicke's area.I just say wrong things to wrong people at the wrong time.

I was in university'ground eating chips with Aliya.And the thing we talked,aah I don't want to recall even..

Aliya:So do u have any crush on anyone?Quite happy nowadays

Me:Sort of(I am an idiot)

Aliya:Who?Who,tell me.....

And she asked me a hundred times but I didn't tell.

Then,night came.And when it's night,I have this weird habit of telling my secrets and I told Aliya while texting. I don't know why night has such an effect on me.I mean I just feel too honest at that time..

Well,I don't know how Aliya reacted.She just sent a smilee.And all I needed sleep after doing this stupid mistake.

The next day I heard from my university girls something about engagement and guess who was betrothed to whom?

Aliya with Saleh

And I still wonder why she didn't tell me.I am her bestie then why?The world is cruel and the night as well.

Worst thing is I am an idiot..

And I did try my best to make up with Aliya but she would not listen.I even swore that I would get over him.And upon listening to the news,my all crush had suddenly vanished.But she won't believe me.

I felt doomed.I lost a friend as well my replacement. Yeah!Saleh was a replacement of Musa.All these years I had been obsessed with Musa and Saleh was a way to end this obsession.

But everything went wrong..

And I had no clue that this very thing is going to be my Achilles heel ...
When I saw him there standing with Saleh and Aliya.My heart had gone crazy at first and then there were mixed feelings..Fear was at its peak..