POSSIBILITIES
Dedicated to Humna
Musa'$ point of view:
I always have considered my life a Frisbee and this girl told me yesterday that it's no longer a Frisbee.
She's right maybe.
I had adored her always from the moment I saw her.Her green beautiful eyes reminded me of cats.
She was my kitto.
I struck her once and my heart still aches.I feel guilty all the time but never had the courage to say her sorry.
First I didn't have the courage then I didn't want to.It was not because of my ego or pride.Nah.
It was because I always want to remember my wrongdoing. Saying sorry might have removed it from my memory.So I still carry this burden of resentment and guilt.
After the incident,I was not able to see her as her family moved from there.
This was a great loss.I could no longer see her.
I even cried.I had been taught that boys don't cry.But crying for your loved ones isn't a shameful thing.I don't believe so.
But kitto never cried.Maybe anger conceals our other emotions. But I knew she had forgiven me.Haleema was right about jealousy as the reason of striking.Well at that time I was so enraged I just couldn't stabilize myself and it resulted in a bad incident.
Well I have pretty much control over myself.I am more composed and somehow gentle.
I saw her after 10 years in Saleh's party.I had instantly recognized her.Her cheeks were red and she was blushing I can tell.But I didn't want to meet her like that.I wanted to meet her some lone place.Well that did happen but ended in different situation.
Aliya's so called prank that was embarrassing better to call it disgusting made me realize about her crush over Saleh.Saleh was a gentle soul and I could expect it from her.But I observed from her reaction that she had gotten over it.But this thing just created a hole in my heart.Maybe jealousy,insecurity.
I couldn't sleep that night.
Next morning I was at her home with Haleema.Seeing her in this rough condition made my heart flutter.Her eyes were puffy that made me worried at the same time.
I left soon as I had to meet someone.
This girl was upto something. I don't know what grudges she was carrying so I just met her.
It was Aliya.
Me:Why did you play that prank on her?
She :Oh!plz.She is not that innocent. I want everyone to know her inner self.She was after my cousin.
Me:You are already betrothed.Why too unsure?
She:Because she is an innocent witch.
Me:Enough with this OK!
She:See,she entrapped you even in just one meeting and Saleh was also upset with me.
Me: I think you should get this straight.If you dared to play with my girl then I can make your life hell too.Saleh trusts me more than you and I am warning you.No more crap.
With this,I left her.
She won't dare to come after Sara.Maybe she had her own insecurities.
The innocent peeps are more dangerous than the evil ones...They just make you insecure..
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