So I was in my deep slumber when someone was calling me again and again.It was my mom.She was telling me about some surprise.Well I got up rubbing my eyes and my hair were all scattered.I put on my slippers and went outside and there was not one person but two..Oh my!And I was in this devastated state.So I hurried back to my room then to washroom of course.

Was it a dream?I pinched myself. But it was no dream,it was realty.
After I changed myself I said my apologies.

I was too excited to see Haleema.After dragging her into my room,we chatted for four hrs.The boy had gone after dropping her.Haleema was becoming a doctor.And Musa had become an architecture.

In all our conversation, we had not talked about Musa except for his profession.
And deep down my heart,I had wanted him to be the sole topic.

In the end,I dared to ask Haleema about his brother's wedding plans.She told me that he has been engaged to her cousin.

I felt like I was dreaming all this time and had just woken up.

Woah.

Well end of all the obsession..

But I wanted to meet him for one and the last time.
So I met him in a cafe.
I was too jumbled up with so many thoughts.

Me:Hey

Him:Hi!wats up?(he was friendly)

Me:So I'm here meeting u after so long..

Him:Yeah.

Me:Congrats

Him:For?

Me:Your engagement.

Him:ah!I see.

There was this expression in his eyes that I had failed to understand.
I was just gathering up my courage to just confess my feelings for him so I can get a straight answer.I don't even care about his damn engagement. Maybe he still liked me.And why I am getting this reward after such a long wait and it seemed he already knew my intention so he just stopped me.

Him:I told you before that there was a thing that don't fall.You know but I was so wrong.I always thought that love is the thing that doesn't fall but I think it has a falling stage.So the only thing that does not fall or has no end is certainly Allah.I'm sorry but I am not the right person for you.You remember the party thing,I know about your crush over Saleh and also strong obsession over me.I had liked you but you know me as a person.If I couldn't treat you well afterwards then I'm the one to blame.So I think you should get over me and find someone that's your worth.

Me:Umm..OK

I was just amazed.There was nothing to say.
Maybe he was right.
But for me this was not right.It seemed I had been thrown out of the dreamy world into this bitter reality.

Was it really that hard for a man to accept a woman like me.Everyone makes mistake but wasn't it too big of a punishment....

I think there is no happy everafter in reality.It just happens in dreams and the fantasy.Well I always ponder why there is fantasy?I mean if I had lived in some real world it might have been easier to bear all this stuff.And if life is really a Frisbee then why I was no longer connected to him...
Maybe this life is not a Frisbee afterall.........