I begged my mother to let us move back to new York but, her words not mine, if we moved back home then we would lose money therefore not paying rent, getting kicked onto the streets and dying of starvation. * Takes beep breath in, closes eyes and breathes out through nose* I promised myself that I wouldn't cry but promises were made to be broken just like the promise that Meghan would be my BFF(best friend forever). And people wonder why I have trust issues.

I was alone for the next few months of my life, it was quite lonely actually. I haven't stopped nagging my mother to move back to New York but it was always the same answer, 'NO' and as pathetic as it seemes, I almost