Hello guys so this chapter is completely from Alastair's point of view.

"She is my weakness and my strengrh at the same time." - Tumblr

Song : I hate that I love you - gnash ft. Olivia O'Brien

Alastair's point of view.

Okay so today is the day that Willow and I are going on a date. I finally kissed her properly and everything.

I looked myself in the mirror and smirked. Willow Elliot was my childhood crush. She suddenly changed and I lost interest and became a player. After that day that we got lost in our little roadtrip. I noticed that she hasn't changed one bit and I fell once more. I really thought that this time I would just get hurt again.

The day that I kicked her sandcastle when she was six was an accident. I was walking and felt sand in my feet. I looked down to see Willow crying and her sandcastle broken. Her cry was so ugly I thought it was a laugh and laught with. Ryan came and asked me to leave her alone. That's what I did. I felt so bad because I liked her. Alot. Now I am in that position again.

I looked at my outfit. I was wearing a dark blue/ navy long sleeve shirt and my black jeans. I paired it with my dark blue/ navy and white Nikes.

I went downstairs and looked around. I think my mom is by her new boyfriend's house. Carl. I approve of him. He hasn't tried to hurt us yet. My dad was reaĺly abusive toward my mother and I.

When my dad started abusing us, I sent my little sister to my aunt. She sent us a letter telling us how she will be coming to stay with us in a days time. Which US tommorrow. Everything is coming together in my life.

I started walking to Willow's house because she has a car. I finally got to her house which was just a street away from mine.

I knocked on the door. Jordan answered and I smiled awkwardly. Bailey them came up from behind him.

"Alastair!" Bailey said. She had a huge grin on.

"Hey B." I said and Jordan gave me a weird face.

"What are you doing here?" He asked.

"I am Willow's date." I said and his mouth went into an 'O' shape.

"Alastair?" I heard a voice of an angel call from the stairs and I turned my attention to the sound... Willow.

She was absolutely stunning, I think my jaw just dropped at her beauty.

She wore something very girly, even girlier than the outfit that she wore on her date with Parker. That is saying something. She almost never and may I repeat never wears dresses.

She wore a dress that was studded silver and very sparkly on top with white on the bottom she had some jean high heels. I seriously can't believe that thee Willow Elliot, the girl who hates dressing girly, is wearing a dress and high heels.

I suddenly thought about the date. Maybe high heels aren't the best idea right now.

"Maybe heels won't work." I said and she smiled.

"Thank you." She said and ran upstairs. I looked at Bailey who was glaring at me.

"Why did you do that, she was wearing high heels." Bailey said and I chuckled.

"Those won't work for our date." I said and she looked at me confused.

"Unless you want the shoes to be wrecked." I added.

"Okay..." Bailey trailed off.

"It's woodsie." I said and she nodded in understandment .

"How's this?" Willow asked from the ontop of the steps. She now wore black vans.

"Perfect." I said and smiled, she returned the gesture aswell.

"Lets go, milady." I added and she giggled.

"Shall do kind sir." She said and I laughed. She bit her lip and I felt like kissing her at that moment. Her siblings were standing there and it was awkward.

"Ok come." I said and dragged her outside while she giggled uncontrollably. She is so flippen cute.

"Where are we going?" She asked.

"It's a surprise now throw me the keys." I said and she did as asked. I got into her beautiful black B M W.

"Please don't tell me your a cereal killer." She said and I smirked.

"I am." I said and she looked so scared.

"What!?" She shouted trying to get out the car but I locked it.

"I stabbed my fork into my cereal this morning and ate it. Hence the word cereal killer." I said and began to laugh.

"Not funny I thought you wanted to kill me." She said and crossed her arms. I leaned in and kissed her cheek causing her to blush and smile like a silly person.

"Even if I was the most dangerous person on the planet I wouldn't lay a finger in you." I said.