I just couldn't .

Alastair, the guy I like has a girl now.

"Lo are you okay?" Jordan asked while making circular motions on my back.

"He-he kissed her." I said in shock.

"You can do better." Bailey said.

"I turned down the other guys." I said.

"Wait you turned Parker and Ryan down." Jordan asked.

"Yeah I actually thought he liked me." I said.

"Lets go eat." Bailey said and we nodded.

"Yeah..." I trawled off and turned around to walk away.

I started to walk towards the good court. Someone started calling me.

"Willow!" A voice called from behind me. I knew that voice... Alastair.

"Ignore it Lo." Jordan whispered to me softly but nice and loud over the arcade sounds.

I felt a hand take my wrist. Dammit he was running.

"Willow I was calling you." He said.

"Yeah I couldn't hear you." I said trying to be as innocent as possibly.

"Oh well I want you to meet Malaysia." He said and pointed to the girl he was with.

She was about my length with long brown curly hair that has light brown highlights. She had green eyes and thick pink lips. She wore very bright clothing. She seemed familiar. Then it hit me.

"What's your surname?" I asked and Bailey looked at me strangely.

"Newman." Sh said and then it hit me.

Flashback

I was walking in the hallways with my books in my hand. I was bumped into and shoved. Ryan was at football tryouts so I was alone. Other than Ryan my best friend was Malaysia Newtown.

I look who was pushing me... Malaysia.

"Malaysia?" I said alittle out of breathe from being pushed around.

"Yeah have a problem." She said.

"Why are you doing this?" I asked and she looked at the ground. She was hanging with the popular girls, Dina and Nina. The twins in senior year.

"She wants to be popular like us so we said she has to stop being friends with you." Nina ,or is it Dina, said.

"Yeah." The other twin said.

"Malaysia we were best friends." I said.

"Not anymore." She said and they all left. I was alone on the ground. I felt betrayed.

Flashback over.

"Stay away from me with that backstabber." I said and ran away. I came up to a bench. I fought back tears that were trying to escape from my eyes. I covered my face with my hands and hung my head.

"Willow?" A male voice said.

"Go away Jordan." I said and a tear rolled down my cheek.

"Its not Jordan." The voice said and I looked up to see...

"Ryan?" I said and wiped the tear .

"Jordan called me over." He said.

"What about Alastair?" I said and then the thought of him with that backstabbing ex best friend.

"He went to take Malaysia home, he luckily told me he doesn't want to see her anymore . I yelled at her when I saw her." He said and I laughed.

"Oh, yeah I forgot you were her friend too." I said.

"Yeah but she seems to look alot different than two years ago." He said and I nodded.

Malaysia used to be abit chubby , shorter than me and her hair was always in a bun.

"Willow can I talk to you?" A husky male voice said. I turned to the voice to see Alastair.

"Where is Malaysia?" I asked with a cold hard tone.

"I dropped her off at her house. Can we please talk?" He said and I looked at Ryan. Ryan nodded and got up.

"One second." I said to Alastair.

"Go talk with Keira." I whispered to Ryan. He blushed and nodded. He definetly likes her. Squels. He walked away and it was just Alastair and I.

"What was that?" Alastair asked.

"I was playing match maker." I said.

"Oh... Can we talk about the... you know." He said.

"Kiss ?" I said shyly.

"Yeah." He said and scratched the back of his neck.

"Can I sake you a question?" I asked and he looked at me. He bit his lip and nodded lightly.

"Yeah." He said and I thought it is now or never Willow.