Unity of the races pt 3

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It's been days since we got back from that revelation but still it's been along time or at least it feels that way to me anyways but regardless I just want to live through this I feel as if I can make it through the night sure but this war..... what if I fail? What if I lose?.... what would happen? Would I be forgotten ?  Cast aside like a tool? Or will I bring a new generation of warriors ? So many questions unanswered and so much more that are unknown can I truly win this or am I just a pawn in a bigger battle to come?

Charlies secret log 1-B

I sigh to myself before hiding my log well the secret one I have but besides that I sigh as lean back because where I am is unknown to everyone else besides troy..... I told him just in case the others start to freak out

Sure I'm being a bit of a Jerk taking in this surrounding but I need to I need to find my inner power the one I feel dormant inside me the one waiting to be unleashed and awakened I will find a way just as troy has

As it turns out troy and the others have already reached their full potential  unlike me .... which just makes me feel like a pathetic mortal to a bunch of God's ..... I sigh to my self as I try and try all day long to unleash my power with reaper on my shoulder the whole time as if he's my coach telling me to keep going but I just can't I fall on my knees panting unable to continue day in and day out I look at myself in the waters reflection and I think back to where this all began the friends I had made the ones I have lost the pain the anger the good times the bad I can't help but try to find a way to unleash my power but I just can't it's like some things holding me back it's annoying and frustrating knowing that there's a war coming soon the day of reckoning is almost here I have to get ready just in case that happens again ..... I am the warrior that will avenge everyone who has fallen in these wars ...... the day of reckoning will start with a bang and that's a promise to everyone who has died in these battles