(Y/n pov.)

You wake up and look up at the trees and then at Eddie. Gosh dangit he looks so adorable when he's sleeping... you sit for a while admiring you sleeping boyfriend. After a while you slowly and quietly get up off the blanket that you laid out the night before for the two of you to sleep on. You dig through your backpack and find a few granola bars and a few apples. This should do... you lay them on fop of the trunk and take your watch starts beeping. You turn it off quickly and take your meds "(y/nnnnnn)?" Eddie groans sleepily. "Sorry I didn't mean to wake you..." you say getting up and sitting next to him. "It's ok..." he says rubbing his eyes and looking up at you as you begin to play with his hair absentmindedly. "That feels good..." he mumbles his eyes half shut again and you blush "what time is it?" He questions sleepily "5:00 you say". "Well that the frick are you doing up so early?" You chuckle slightly "what the frick am I doing up so early?? I don't know watching you sleep finding food..". "You know what I meannnnnnn" he groans pulling you down next to him. "I woke up silly..." "so you go back to sleep!" He insists still half asleep "your silly you know that?" You say "I don't normally sleep willingly" "what do you mean?" He questions turning over and wrapping his arms around you. "I mean I don't usually sleep unless knocked out which lucky for me happens alot" he rolls his eyes at you and pulls you closer setting his chin on the top of your head. "Well with me around and bowers gone that should happen alot less..". He kisses the top of your head "did I ever tell you I love you Eddie?"

(Time skip)

You and Eddie met up with the losers and you guys are all currently sitting in a circle. "I can only remember parts but I thought It was dead" Beverly says "that's what it felt like...I saw us together all of us back in the cistern we were older like, our parents ages" "w-w-w-what were we all doing?" Asks Bill quietly. "I just remembered how we felt" says Beverly shaking her head "how scared we were...I don't think I can ever forget that..." why does everyone look scared we beat It so what if It comes back will kill it again! Bill picks something up off the ground and stands up. "Swear it" he says getting everyone else's attention "s-s-s-swear it, swear that if It isn't dead that if It comes back we'll come back too". You see he's holding a piece of glass in his hand and stand up blood oath...nothing new to me altho Eddie might freak. Everyone looks at you and Eddie looks scared then Beverly gets up and everyone else follows. Bill holds out his own hand and slices it inhaling sharply and making a face. Richie holds out his hand shaking slightly and pushing his glasses up with the other Bill cuts him and he cringes and shakes it as Bill takes Eddie's hand. You wrap your hands around Eddie from behind and frown slightly seeing him in pain. Bill repeats the process around the circle and then at last comes back to you standing between Stan and Eddie. You already have your hand out and everyone is staring he slides the piece of glass over your hand and you push up against it making your cut deeper than the others but you don't even flinch. You take Stan and Eddie's hands and turn your head first to Stan then to Eddie giving then both a reassuring twitch of a smile. Soon you all are a complete circle a few moments pass "you weren't..." Beverly says looking at you as you all start to drop hands. Now everyone is looking at you again "you weren't afraid...you've never been afraid". "Actually I have..." you say looking down at your hand dripping blood onto the grass "I've been afraid many times". "As a child my first memory is having a bottle broken over my head...and I was afraid my first time meeting Henry Bowers? I was afraid...when my mom tried to drown me 2 summers ago? I was afraid...then I didn't feel emotion for a long time and I had to cut my self open to feel anything at all...and sometimes even that didn't work but when I met you..." you look around. "All of you gave me a reason to be afraid and a way to overcome those fears at the same time...when I got out of the water at the quarry I was afraid when I saw Eddie's arm broken I was afraid and when I was being strangled as you all fought a fricking demon clown you better believe I was afraid...but you know what? I didn't give in to the fear because I knew deep down that you cared about me and we'd make it through together". You look around at all of them "and even if I didn't I knew that you cared and that's all that mattered cause no one has ever cared" you say a tear rolling down your face "you care gosh dangit! And that means the world to me!" You all look at each other in silence a few more moments. "I gotta go..." Stan says and then looks at Bill "I hate you..." Bill looks down but you and Eddie can't help but break into smiles and Stan does too. You three burst out laughing and everyone smiles and Richie starts laughing too "well see ya later..." he turns to go but you grab him and spin him around giving him a hug. "You were my first friend so I better be seeing you Stanley" you mumble in his ear and then turn away to see Eddie pulling away from a hug with Richie. You give everyone a quick hug take Eddie's hand and walk away. "Where you gonna live?" He asks looking up at you "I honestly have no idea Eddie..." you say shrugging your shoulders "but I don't care as long as I have you..." you finish "sounds good to me Eddie says and kisses you.

The End

(A/n) wow...I finally finished my first book...I feel like it's not that good th lol oh well!