Every girl has celebrity crushes! But usually never even get to the point where they meet the guy/chick they desire...  I met one of mines. Not even really a crush, I just admire his work.  Now it's time I tell you the story how I met Josh Dun...

It all started in February, 2018. At the beginning of the year I went through a nasty breakup and I distracted myself with fangirling over bands I listened to. That's when I realized that Twenty One Pilots started the Bandito tour and going to have a show at Vienna, 4 hours drive from us. I immediately started to organize everything, so that I can have fun, meet people like me and listen to music I love. I had the tickets for the show and I was soo frickin excited to see them live, I went with my little sister, Hana, she's 11 so I had to keep her safe.
We only had one more problem... The part where we go out for the concert. I can't drive and to be honest I don't even want to, taking the bus is risky especially after the show, companied by a 11 years old. Everyone who could take us had something important to do except... Our sister.... That's how we ended up in a car heading to Vienna with our elder sister and brother-in-law, but that was the worst part! 3 hours locked in a car with a living fire breathing dragon and a total jerk, but at least I had Hana with me... You couldn't wish for more, we spent the whole journey with going on and on about how life changing this night will be... If I knew how right we were! But to be fair it's nice of them to take us there!

We were planning our outfits for months. Hana decided to dress up as my Pet Cheetah, my outfit on the other hand was a bit more complicated. Hana went for the comfort and I decided to go for the looks. I dressed up in high waisted black jeans, a yellow corset-like top and yellow boots, under I even wore some nice, yellow lacy lingerie with garter and stuff, I know... Why would someone wear those things in public? The answer is that it gives me confidence, that's why! I just feel super strong and feminine in them, I have a bunch, like in almost every color. Whatever... On top of the yellow stuff I wore a red cloak, well it was more like a short coat, I needed them because in February my ass would've been frozen without something warm.

I was planning to get rid of that part of the outfit as soon as I could, I just wanted them to see it... Even if the chance wasn't high in a huge crowd like this..

We found the stadium quickly and arrived hours before the show. We met a lot of fantastic, kind people, took photos and had such a fun time together.

When the doors opened we rushed straight to the front, we couldn't reach the very front, but people were kind and let us have a safe place right in front of the stage, we found the perfect spot just opposite with Josh's drums.

The opening band was okay, but everyone waited for the real reason why we were there! When they walked on-stage the crowd went crazy, as Josh sat behind his set I could swear he held eye contact with me,

but I told myself I'm hallucinating or something, than I slowly took off the hood and started to jump up and down and move my body to the rhythm of the music, at least how much I could, the pressure in the first row is huge! People want to be closer and closer, they push you hard to the barricade. It was an experience that can't be described! During the show sometimes I thought Josh was glancing at me, but again I convinced myself it's just my imagination. I'm mostly the person who looks out of place, but here I look totally average. What is a good thing! In the break we didn't even left our place to use the restroom! No pee worth losing this spot!

During the drum island part in Morph we stood right next to where Josh climbed up to his instrument, I think he's more handsome in real life than on pictures. His eyes are radiating warmth.
I held my hand for him and he squeezed it. From the back pocket of his pants he pulls out a third drumstick and hands it to me. At first I don't even realize he's giving it directly to me, I just awkwardly grabbed it and stared at him with probably the most confused imaginable expression on my face, became he just smiled and hopped on the island. Someone rude tries to grab it from me and hits my head in the movement. Josh looks toward them with a frown, than back at me and points to the piece of wood in my hand. There's writing on it. 'Come to the security after the show. ' The world most puzzled look found its way to my face,

he lets out a small laugh and looks at me questioningly, I nodded. Quickly I put the drumstick in my purse before someone could get it out of my hand and enjoy the show. Hana didn't see what was written on it, but was as thrilled as I was to have it! -
-Ohmygodhegaveittoyou!! Ahhhwaww! -she squealed. -
-Yeah I know! -I tried to overshout the music.  I just couldn't stop myself from smiling and singing. He smiled at me a few times and I felt like I'm about to explode!

But I didn't forget the most important thing! Of course I want this night to be a special memory for Hana so I ask her repeatedly if everything's fine. I guess I'm overprotective, but who cares?!
My mind can't stop thinking about what the heck is going on... What will happen? And right after the last of the confetti fell we reached the sad end of the show. I couldn't decide if I was sad or excited. I guess both, sad because it's over, excited about what's next!

As people started to vanish I told Hana we have something to do, God she looked confused. I took her by the hand and went to the one of the security guys as the writing said. As we walked towards the man Hana turned to me -
-Where are we going?!
-I don't really know...
-You don't know?
-No, I don't, but trust me it's gonna be fun!
-Just go to the hotel, I'm tired! -she becomes anxious when things happen without her being in control, to be honest I also feel like a dragon is flying around in my stomach, but if I leave now I'll never know what'd happen! -
-You're gonna thank me later!
-Whatever...

I walk up to this huge guy and clear my throat. He smiles kindly at me, this gesture helps me a bit, but still I nervously mumble. -
-Hello, uhmn I.. I'm.. Josh gave me this during the concert and I just wanted to ask if it's a kind of joke or something... -I dig the drumstick out of my purse and show him. -
-Yeah, I know about it, we've got the info on what to do.
-And what to do? I mean I don't know!
-It's working as a backstage pass ma'am. Mr. Dun told us to show you the way to his dressingroom, but nobody mentioned the plus one... -he points to Hana from which a frightened expression blurres her face. -
-Than please tell Mr. Dun, that 'the plus one' is my 11 years old sister who I won't leave alone and it's such a shame that I couldn't meet him... Family comes first! Thank you. -I turn to Hana and say. - You didn't think I'd let you alone, bid you?!
-You pass the opportunity to meet them just for me? -she looks at me with her big, greenish-blue eyes. -
-I'd pass everyone in the universe for you! -she hugs me tightly when the security guy turns back to us. -
-Ladies, I asked and it's okay for both of you to go.
-Really?!?!  -we say at the same time. He shows a warm smile and nod his head. -
-Come with me. -he leads the way and we follow him, up on the stairs next to the stage, through a long hallway as we walk I turn to Hana again.
-Is this really happening? Pinch me!
-You asked for it!
-Don't you dare!   -we came to a stop in front of a door that has Josh's name written on a paper. -
-He told us to let you in.
-Thank you again!
-It's really nothing. -he unlockes the door and we go in. I never saw a dressingroom before, but I imagined it something like this. A couch,  a table with the stuff he likes,  a huge mirror on the wall and his performing clothes on hangers. We hear water running, so probably there's a shower behind the door.

We stood in silence and looked at each other to figure out what to do...  After a few minutes of waiting the door opened.  Tyler, Jenna and their niece, Mercy came in talking and laughing. They look at us surprised by our presence. -
-Hey,  I guess you are the one Josh was talking about in the break. I'm Tyler,  but I guess you already know...  -he awkwardly laughed and held his hand out and I gladly took it!-
-So nice to meet you Tyler, I had no idea who you were!  My name's Miah. -Geez Miah!  Why are you so awkward?! 'I had no idea who you were. ' really?!  -
-Nice to meet you.
-And this is my sister, Hana. -he also shook her hand and gestures towards his girls. -
-This is Jenna and Mercy, our niece. -we introduce ourselves to them too, after like 5 minutes of smalltalk and explaining of how amazing that their music helps a lot of people, Mercy asked Hana if she wanted some hot chocolate in Tyler's dressingroom.  She looked at me questioningly if she can go with her when Jenna spoke up. -
-I'll go with them. She'll be totally safe!
-Well... Uhm.  Okay, if you want to! -she jumped in my arms. -
-You are the best sister ever!
-No, that's definitely you! Now go, have fun! -The two girls stormed out followed by Jenna leaving me alone with Tyler. -
-So....  I didn't want to talk about this in front of the kids, but...  I don't really know how to say... It's just..  Josh never did anything like this. I mean calling a random person backstage. I don't wanna offend you, but he's my best friend and I'm worried about him. -he looks very serious about it. -

-I totally understand, I mean... You want to protect him and to be honest I'm probably more surprised than you! 
-Even I don't know what's going on with him, but something's wrong.  Since the breakup he's been... Strange.
-Oh..   I'm sorry to hear that.  I didn't know they broke up.
-You didn't?  Than why did you come? You don't want to hit on him? 
-Excuse me?  What do you mean by hit on him?!  -he seems to be ashamed and honestly he should be!  I accept he wants to look after his friend, but assuming I'm some kind of...  Let's say it out,some attention whore who uses someone's hard times against them!  He doesn't even know me! We heard the shower stop so I kept my voice down.  - In the first place he was the one inviting me. Second, I don't just hit on guys! I went through a nasty breakup myself and also in a  bad mental state, I came here to distract myself from thinking about how could I be so blind to be with a possessive asshole like my ex,  but now I'm doing exactly that because I'm stupid and stared to talk about it!
-I'm sorry, I just have to make sure that Josh won't get hurt more than he already is! And you're not stupid.
-I understand that and respect you for telling me these things...  You're a good friend...  And let's face the facts!  If I wanted to 'hit on him' I wouldn't bring my sister with me! -I laughed it off just to lighten the mood. It works because he smiles at last. We turn towards the door open and a half naked Joshua walks out. -
-Hey, haven't you seen...  -than he sees me and smiles brightly. - Her. -Tyler smiles at me and walks towards the door. -
-No, I haven't seen her and I was just about to leave. Talk to you later. Bye Miah,  it was nice meeting you. -with that he leaves and leaves me alone with Josh. He looks at the ground and a heavy expression takes over his face. -
-What did he tell you? He told you about how worried he is,  didn't he?
-Maybe....  But I think he just tries to be as a good friend as he can.
-So....  Your name must be Miah.
-Wow! How did you guess Sherlock?  -I giggle nervously, he scratches the back of his neck and does the same. -
-Yeah, I'm mostly that bright minded! Where's your sister? The security guy told me you bring her with you.
-Mercy asked her to join her for a hot chocolate and Jenna makes sure she's okay.
-So you've already met everyone...
-Pretty much...  So..  I'll start with my biggest question. Why am I here?
-Because you did what I wrote on the stick.. 
-You exactly know what I mean!
-I know what you mean,  I just...  Don't know, you seemed nice and I never really have the chance to hangout with fans..  You know...  Just..  That's all.
-Well...  I hope you didn't wish for an obsessed fan,  because I'm not one of them. I listen to your music since the first album, but I don't know a lot about you guys as persons...  So I might ask stupid questions that should be obvious to a hardcore fan. -he eases up and his heartwarming smile returns he steps closer and holds out his hand for me. -
-I couldn't wish for better, than I think we should start as strangers... -he turns away and back as if he sees me for the first time. It's kinda adorable! I shake his hand and play along. - Hey I'm Joshua, nice to meet you.
-Hi,  I'm Miah.  It's nice to meet you too Joshua,  how are you?
-I like your name and I'm fine... Mostly.  Thanks. I'm so rude! Would you like something to drink? Take a seat!
-Thanks, I could use a drink! -I sit down on the the black couch opposite the door. -
-What can I get you?
-Honesty? I drink almost every kind of liquid...  So.  Literally anything is good for me.
-Red bull?
-Perfect! I need some energy anyway! -he hands me the can and sits down on the couch, his knee is touching mine! - So, do you want to talk about something in particular or just...  You know, having a smalltalk?
-Do you have plans for tonight?
-Well...  Except to return my sister to the hotel, I don't.
-Excelent.  And by any chance would you like to spend it with a guy from Ohio?
-You know someone? -we shared a cheeky smile, things are going well... He might allow me to post something and tag him. Haters gonna hate!  -
-I may.
-Than I might be interested. 'This guy ' has a plan already?
-Not really...  Do you have any ideas? I don't know the city that well.
-This is my first time being here... So, I couldn't say I'd know where to go if we don't want people to see us.
-Why don't you want people to see us?
-I though you wouldn't want...  Fans can be toxic sometimes... 
-Why?  I'm a grown up man and I can have fun with a beautiful girl if I want to! -he just called me BEAUTIFUL! I'm dead! - The only question is that can you ignore the toxic fans? Most of the time they are sweet! Nothing's wrong with people seeing us together!
-Than it's okay, with me. But don't you need to rest or aren't you move on to the next show?
-Tomorrow is a day off, we're leaving in the evening.
-Fine, you convinced me.
-That's the spirit! Well... The only problem is how do I get out of here without people noticing me? -immediately I'm full of ideas! -
-That's the easiest! But haven't you told you don't mind people seeing us in public?
-Don't get me wrong, it's about getting out of here without people attacking us for pictures...  I'd gladly take a picture with everyone coming here tonight, but I want to spend this night with you!
-Aww...  You're too sweet to be true! Do you have skii mask?
-Why?
-I saw at least 30 people in those. That's the best way of getting out and someone might take a picture of you as a Clique member!
-Because I am one!
-Or the zip-up, skeleton hoodie! That's another popular concertgear. I also wanted one, bus I couldn't get it in time... Whatever...  You can play drunk so no one will stop us.
-This sounds crazy, I'm in!
-But first of all we have to get Hana back to the hotel! But she'll freak out if she founds out we'll have company! 
-If it's better I can wait here for you, but I don't think it's safe for a girl to walk around alone at night...
-Aww it's cute, but I don't want to miss the opportunity to see you walk through the crowd while they don't have a clue who you are!  And by the way I could beat up anyone, I'm stronger than I look!
-Yeah..  I'm sure. -he tried to hide his smile and play it serious. -
-You don't believe me? Want me to prove? 
-No, do you prove everything people think you can't do? -he leans a bit closer and locks his eyes with mines, I hold the eye contact. There's tension between us I couldn't deny it, but I still think something's not okay.-
-Mostly...  I like when others say 'You were right.. ' that sentence gives me life!
-Than I might challenge you a few times tonight, just to try if it really gives me life to hear you saying 'You were right.. '
-Ohh. -I grab on my chest. - Ohh,  I think I have a heartattack...  Big words from little boys have this effect on me!
-What?! Did you just 'little boy '-ed me? -he just stared at me with wide eyes and an even wider smile. -
-Exactly! You stood on the wrong side of the D! -he's laughing hard. - What are you laughing at?
-I never heard this before, but I love it!
-It's a common phrase in Hungary. Now let's get going, things won't happen without actions!

Hey guys I just wanted to write something else to distract myself... Later in this story there will be smut, so if you're uncomfortable with it please remember that I warned you!
So this is what my mind made up!  😂🙃
I'm excited because I'll see Tøp live so my thoughts are all about this now! 😁
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