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The back of Harry's car was pretty big, so when I was tossed inside I only barely smacked the back of my head against the door on the other side. It was fine, I have hit my head harder on my headboard if you know what I mean. 

Before I could even acknowledge the small tap on my head, Harry was already on top of me with his lips moving quickly against my skin. His mouth left wet kisses along my arms, shoulders, and then my neck, possibly leaving marks that I would just simply have to deal with later.

It almost felt like he didn't want to let this moment go, savoring every inch of my skin, whispering that he missed me.

It all felt so perfect, a feeling of pure bliss that I had missed so much. My hands tangled into his curls so I can pull him towards my lips in a sloppy sensual kiss, that if I'm honest, was not attractive and simply just our mouths needing one another. I wouldn't even consider what we were doing right now kissing since our lips mostly just hung out while our tongues did most of the work.

Harry pulled away and looked down completely out of breath. "Bonnie, is this a good idea?" 

Of course, this was a terrible idea, we hadn't even tried to build up this 'foundation' we both desperately needed. Rushing into having sex before we even actually talked about the reason for our break was a bad idea. But you know what's worse than having sex? Getting the female equivalent to blue balls.

Blue bean, you are my worst nightmare.

"It won't change anything, I love you and we're going to be fine. Just fuck me like I'm yours again.” I wrapped my legs around him, feeling the hardness in his pants right away. "That for me?" I bit my lip. "Missed little Harry."

He nodded reaching down to begin taking off my clothes well just my pants and underwear. "Believe me he missed you too." The cold metal of his rings against the heated skin of my thighs caused a shiver across my body. "I want to wear your thighs as earmuffs." 

Lord help me, I think I just found that sexy.

A small giggle escaped my lips as I sat up and undid his belt. "When did you get a Gucci belt?" I looked up at him as he pulled off his shirt to reveal his toned tattooed chest. The small light on the roof of the car was doing him no justice. His body was so toned and just like every touch and kiss, I missed it.

"I found it at a thrift store, pretty sure it's...oh fuck... fake." He moaned as I took hold of him in my hand over his pants. "Take my cock out and suck me off, I missed those pretty lips around me." 

He did not have to tell me twice.

I laid back down on the seat and pulled him forward to have his cock up to my face, taking him into my mouth. Harry, hunched over, watched me carefully as I kissed the crown and ran my tongue over him, moaning at the pure enjoyment of being with him. 

I looked up at him, taking my hands to the back of his thighs and up to his behind, pushing him forward. He hissed when I took him deeper and quickly pulled away. “I can't take it, I need to be inside of you.” I nodded helping him lay between my legs and lining him up to push into me.

“Fuck you're so big,” I whispered in his ear.

“It's been known.” he moved in closer as he sunk into me. “Fuck baby, you're so fucking wet. I love you.” his hips met with a mine causing my eyes to roll back before he pulled back and snapped forward again. “That mine baby, whose is it?”

Usually, I would argue and say that is my vagina, good sir, but today I'm just feeling a little bit deprived and sexual. After all, it had been a while.

“That's all yours daddy. Fuck-” my moans cut off as he began thrusting into me fast and deep. The pleasure was already building up in my lower stomach and I was very aware of how loud our breathing was, mixed with my soft whimpers and Harry's grunts.

"All mine, no one fucks this pussy like me." Faster thrusts caused the car to begin shaking.

"No one ever, oh- oh shit." 

My hands roamed from the back of his neck down the slightly damp and sweaty skin of his back, letting my fingers roam over each muscle down to the curve of his spine. Our eyes met as he picked up the pace, thrusting harder and faster. My hands-on his back was yanked away as he spread my legs and had me hold them up against my chest to bend down and attack my center with his tongue.

A loud pornographic sound escaped my mouth which caused the cocky man between my thighs to laugh before reaching my clit and sucking it into his mouth. “Just like that, use your fingers!”

“The break made you bossy,” he said against my clit. “That's kinda hot.” 

Doing as I asked he pushed two fingers into me, moving them in a come hither motion. His tongue moved faster and I was beginning to feel the bubble in my stomach trying to burst. 

It was warm in the car and I was beginning to feel dizzy, but I didn't want to stop until I could feel him and I finish together. That's what I missed the most, the way he looked at me like I was the only person on earth. There was no thinking, no one else, just me and him.

I pulled him away from me and kissed him, tasting myself on his lips and tongue. I helped him back inside of me and held him close. “Did you touch yourself when we were apart baby?” I asked him quietly against his ear.

“Yeah.” Our eyes met. It's funny how a simple look can say a million things at once.

“Did you think of me, did you think of me coming all over your cock like I'm about to right now?” A soft moan pushed past his lips and he nodded again. With some deep thrusts and his fingers playing with my clit, I came and Harry followed quickly behind, pulling out and finishing on my stomach.

The look of pure euphoria as he held himself up and breathed deeply made me smile big. "You bet your ass I thought of you every single day." He quietly whispered to himself.

*

“Why do you have baby wipes in the car?” Harry drove back to my place as I let the wind blow through my hair and air out the car. After we finished, he pulled out a pack of baby wipes from his glove compartment to wipe me off and it really confused me.

“I ate wings a lot during the break and honestly it saved me from the mess I would make in this car.” I opened the glove compartment and smiled when I noticed the napkins from Harry's favorite chicken wing place inside. 

It was quiet in the car compared to a few minutes ago when he was having sex with me. Had we made a mistake? Did he regret it? I hate silence, leaves more room for me to overthink situations.  “So… we just did that.”

Harry laughed and nodded finally reaching the main street that leads to my apartment. “Yeah it was pretty fucking good, I mean- you...wow.” I blushed. “You're overthinking it aren't you?”

“You know me too well,” I whispered. “I guess I'm trying to figure out if these means were together again or if we just had sex out of pure need and we still need to fix something? It sounds dumb but I feel ready to get back together but I don't want to rush you or anything because that's not why I had sex with you. I mean it's one of the reasons obviously because I love you and want to be with you in that intimate way, but that is not the only reason-”

“Bon, you're sort of rambling.” he cut me off reaching my apartment and parking in his usual spot.

We got out of the car and walked slowly to my door as he talked. “Why did we need a break in the first place?” I suddenly couldn't remember. “You thought I had feelings for Jessy, I was a jealous prick and would say the wrong things. I didn't know how good I had it and to be honest, this break has made me realize how in love I am with you.”

We stopped in front of my door and faced each other. “It made me realize I love you a lot too. I missed you so much, Harry. Maybe I was scared of hating each other over time. No one gets me like you do, no one can make me smile, laugh, cry, and orgasm like you." 

He had a small pout on his lips. "I feel the same. You're my everything baby." I smiled before jumping into his arms. "Fuck the break, be mine again."

I pulled back and gently pushed his hair back. "Okay, fuck the break."

"It was a good idea though." He wrapped his arms around my waist. "It made me realize how truly special you are to me. Never gonna let you go this time." We kissed again and just stood there for a while until I eventually took him inside.

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Thanks for reading. Xx

-k