The past and now

Hello, friends :D

Here is the awaited POV of Россия, sorry it took forever.

I'm not too big on introductions and I tend to put in runoff sentences, and a lack of understanding for where to put paragraphs, so apologies for that.

I will take CONSTRUCTIVE criticism.

Before we begin, I'd like to give a TW for talks of abuse and literal attempted murder, plus cussing, and some cringe.

Now It's time for the moment you've been waiting for!

Mustard and I? Well, we were very good friends in the past. Mustard was always quite the character, and I enjoyed being with him.

No, we didn't date like SOMEONE liked to say. Honestly, some people are such a pain.. But I digress. That's for later.

Me and her used to hang around each other all the time. At one point, It was kind of like me and them against the world. Or just our stupid classmates. Honestly, I couldn't tell. Especially when those rumors started.

Remember what I said before about us not dating? Well, someone decided it'd be a good idea to say we were dating, and it spread kinda fast amongst our classmates. We honestly took this as a joke, laughing about it. But then there were more rumors that started. Some were weirder than others, and eventually I couldn't tell what was real about them and what wasn't. I don't think Mustard did either.

Then, we started fighting, insulting each other in front of the other and behind. And then it escalated to spreading rumors about each other. It wasn't me that started it, though! Mustard started It by saying my food tasted like a dick dipped in a shit or something like that.

It's honestly kind of funny to think about now, but I was REALLY peeved by that. Sooooo, stupid younger me, ever the brightest, used their insecurities against them and said they looked like a skeleton with tiny bones.

As we got into highschool, our relationship was still absolutely terrible.Though now, we weren't kids, so we had a new, fresh set of arsonal to damage our relationship. Metaphorically speaking for the most part.

We had to have dorms here though, so you know what the school did? Made me, Россия, and MUSTARD be in the same dorm. You know, schools have the brightest people, don't they?

Well, now it's present day, in the dorm, and I still have a burning hatred for Mustard. The condiment and the human.

I heard Mustard walking near the kitchen and looked over to them, then heard them yell out, "Goddamnit Russia, learn how to wash the dishes, you lazy fuck!" Damn, I really thought I'd be able to have a semi-peaceful night.

I replied with, "I'll wash the dishes when you learn how to clean your room! I can smell It miles away!"

"For fucks sake, It's my room! We share the kitchen!" Mustard yelled at me before grabbing a random knife and trying to throw it at me, but has shit aim, and it went into the wall. Now, with anyone else, I'd be shocked. But this is Mustard, so this was "normal" to us here.

"Woah, calm down you edgy fucker!" I yelled, grabbing the knife from the wall before we heard some very.. Aggressive knocking. I went to the door, half expecting some kind of administrator or something to be there, but It was just Finn, our neighbor. And they looked kinda mad.

I'm still krabby from what literally just transpired, so I said "What the fuck do you want?"

"I want you two to shut the fuck up for once in your damn lives!" Finley yelled at me, looking mad as fuck.

I started to say something before this bitch, Mustard, butted in and asked who was here. Can't she see I was TRYING to talk to someone? It's like he's trying to make my day worse.

"Mind your own damn business for once, Jesus christ." I said before they PUSHED ME ASIDE! First they start a fight, then they throw a knife, then they interrupt me, and now they're pushing me aside?! Why, I ought to-

"Oh, how lovely, bitch number two." Mustard said while looking at Finn, which prompted a "Hey, I didn't do shit to you!" from them. They are usually ok with each other. I just like bringing Finn in fights with me because I love to see Finn angry that I dragged them into shit again. What? It's funny. Then after their whole speech about how much they hate us, It usually ends there.

"Yeah yeah, whatever. What are you doing here?" Is this bitch deaf or somethin'? Finn JUST screeched about how they want us to shut up and then asked what they are doing here. UNBELIEVABLE!

"I don't know. Maybe. Just maybe. I heard you screaming for the hundredth time! It's 3AM for christ sake!" Finn whisper screams. That's something about Finn. When they fight about something, they don't proceed to do the thing they're yelling about. Usually at least.

"Sheesh, I get It." Mustard said. Oh, what, is Finn getting all friendly with him? Nuh-uh, Mustard is not going to get Finn. And no, me and Finn aren't dating either. I just don't want scum tainting them.

"Wow, so you're all buddy-buddy with my enemy, Finn. How lovely." I said sarcastically. Now this might sound a bittt manipulative, but who cares right now? Not me.

"Your business isn't mine." Finn said before adding on, "Now can you both shut the fuck up for once and go to bed!"

I noticed Mustard get a bit weird at that. Or well, more weird than usual. Probably due to last night where I may or may not have gotten really mad and tried to kill her in their sleep. Yeah, I tried to kill them. So what?

"Okay! We'll go to bed! Fucking christ." I said before closing the door on Finn, locking it because duh, and then walking into my room. I hesitated before locking my room door as well, thinking that Mustard will probably want revenge for yesterday. No matter, I can stay up all night.

WHOOOO, FIRST CHAPTER DONE!

Thank you for giving this book a chance if you've read this far :)

Character notes on Russia that I wanted to explain their behavior with.

Russia has undiagnosed BPD, and will most likely never be diagnosed. This will explain some of their irrational thinking.

Also Russia does not have a crush on anyone. If they act obsessive and controlling, It is not because they are crushing on anymore. They are just hella paranoid something will happen lol.

ON TOP OF THE BPD, they also have some OCD LIKE behaviors. As in they might do some weird things for the sake of protecting themselves or friends.

End of character notes for now.

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