[Joshs p.o.v]

My mother wasn't home again, so I invited Tyler over.

I felt like he was crying before he came over.

His eyes seemed red and puffy.

I tried to ask him what was wrong, but he only got mad at me.

He said;

"Im fine Josh."

I tried later.

He only got mad. This time he left.

I winced as I felt the downstairs door being slammed. It sent vibrations throughout the house.

I don't know what I did.

I only tried to make sure my angel was okay.

I didn't mean to hurt him or make him mad..

I just-..

Tried to make him happy.

I sobbed and pulled my legs to my chest; looking at the time.

4:05

My eyes watered.

One because of the bright ass light. Two because Tyler just left me.

No explanation.

Something doesn't feel right.

I got up and exited my house, walking to Tyler's house. I don't give a damn if Kelly spots me; as long as Tyler is okay.

I opened the front door quietly.

One thing I learned from hanging out with Tyler is that he barely locks doors behind him.

I snuck upstairs, looking around for a light that lit a room up.

I opened his door quietly and slowly; seeing nothing but a dark room and empty bed.

I dug my phone out; looking at 4:08 am that cracked across my screen.

Josh: Where are you Tyler?

Delivered 4:09 am

I saw something light up on his desk.

His phone.

Something struck me.

Something wasn't right here.

I looked towards the bathroom.

The light was on.

I mean in all actuality he could be using the bathroom; but there is bad vibes hanging in the air.

I lightly pressed my ear against the wooden door and listened.

Sobbing

And whispers.

"Nothing's okay. Don't you understand. 'I'm fine' is not fine. Nothing is fine about those two words."

I heard something being picked up. It kind of hit the surface it was laying on. I opened the door very slowly and looked through the mirror that was plastered up onto the wall; bright lights hanging about it. I saw myself, but I also saw a very scared looking Tyler sitting on the floor with a blade in his hand. I busted through the door and tackled him. The blade flew out of his reach and I laid on top of him. Tears instantly brimming my eyes.

"Tyler No! Please please no. D-don't do that.."

I could only manage to sob.

He looked shocked; but relieved to see me at the same time.

I just laid there on top of him. Crying into the crook of his neck. He wrapped his arms around me tightly.

"P-le-lease T-Tyler.."

"P-pleas-"

"Okay Josh. I'm okay. Because of you. Thank you."

I sobbed and cried. I didn't care if she woke up. With honestly; she needed to be woken up. She needed to be thrown into a hell hole but life isn't fair.

I wish it was sometimes.

"P-please come back.. it's 10 after 4 am and I don't want to leave you. Please..."

I begged; feeling like he would turn me down.

"Oka-ay Josh.. let's go home."

I looked at him.

"I-uh... mean your house."

I smiled at him and pecked his lips.

I liked it the other way.

"Tyler, my home is your home, it always will be; even in the future."