(Edited/Fixed 9/18/17)

[Josh's p.o.v]

I shouldn't have done it.

I shouldn't have kissed him..

But I love him...

"Love is just a lie, Joshua,"

Is the only thing that repeated to me. It made me feel...

Small..

Sad?

I snapped back into reality.

"I shouldn't do this.." Tyler shivered.

"Huh?"

"We shouldn't do this. Really.. we shouldn't."

"Uh.. yeah?"

I was confused.

Again.

"What if we get in trouble? What if your mom sees me?" Tyler started to tear up.

I moved closer to him and pulled him close, wrapping my arms around his frame and giving him a soft embrace.

"We will figure that out then if that happens okay?"

"Okay."

I pulled away, looking at a crystallized tear trickle down his cheek.

I brought my hand up and cupped his face, running both my thumbs under his eyes and along his ruby cheeks that admired his mocha eyes.

"Don't cry, please."

He only sniffled in response.

"Lets go change,"

"Okay.."

I stood up and lead Tyler into the house.

I watched him grab his clothing and walk into the bathroom, closing the door.

I grabbed a clean shirt and threw it on, discarding the wet and very cold swim wear. I slipped on a pair of boxers and skinny jeans, struggling with them. The moisture on my skin that remained from swimming made it difficult.

I could tell Tyler was having trouble to as he was shuffling around quite a lot in the bathroom.

I just laughed and continued to pull them up, buttoning the button.

"What are you laughing at?" He hissed through the door.

I laughed again.

"Nothing."

I could basically feel Tyler roll his eyes.

I looked at him as he opened the door and handed me the wet swim wear. I took both of ours and walked back into the bathroom, draping the shorts over the bathtub.

I walked back out and could feel Tyler's stare burn into me. I walked over to my dresser and picked my phone up.

Mom: I won't be coming home tonight. Pizza in the fridge, lock the doors before you go to bed. You may have 1 friend over. Love you xoxo

"Hey Tyler?"

"Huh?"

"Wanna stay over?"

"But your mo-"

"She's not coming home tonight."

Tyler smiled softly and nodded.

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[Tyler's p.o.v]

I

ended up texting my mother saying I was staying at Brendon's.

Me and Josh were up quite a while, playing Mario Kart and watching movies.

Of course we made popcorn. Duh.

And we talked for a little bit.

It was about 2:38 am before we decided to go to sleep.

"Ill show you to the guest room," Josh smiled.

I nodded and stood up, following Josh upstairs.

He led me into a nice open bedroom with a large mirror wall, a black chandelier, black and white curtains, a black dresser and matching lamps. It was nicely put together with a fluffy white rug under the bed, and covered the middle of the floor.

"Wow," is all I managed.

"Make yourself at home," Josh smiled.

I walked into the bedroom and instantly fell in love with the feeling of the fluffy carpet. It was nice and warm around my feet. It made me feel secure.

"Thank you Josh," I gave a small smile.

"Anytime. Goodnight Tyler,"

"Goodnight Josh,"

With that, he closed the door. I crawled into the almost-too-comfortable bed and pulled the blankets over me.

I fell into a deep sleep quickly.

But that wasn't good.

-

"Josh?"

"Josh?!"

I looked around. I was in a forest. A dark forest. I saw a light in the sky with a mixture of fog or something. I started off towards the light, feeling the leaves crunch under my shoes, listening to the intense sound as things crackled. I made it to a clearing and looked directly at a tree house.

I tree house with a light inside.

I tree house that was slowly starting to burn.

The tree house was on fire.

I watched it burn.

Screaming rose from the tree house as the fire raged stronger. Multiple screams.

I looked at my hands. They were dripping.

I brought my hand up to my face and sniffed in the fumes that lingered on my finger.

Gas.

I put these people in danger.

I started the fire.

I am killing innocent people.

I was taken back by someone being thrown up against a window. I looked at the tree house window and saw a familiar pair of brown eyes; pink hair.

The pastel boy burned in the tree house with the others, banging on the window. I saw blood that poured from his forehead.

His skin was burning; and it was only my fault.

His beautiful skin.

His face that was once a beautiful color with tiny freckles that covered his nose and cheeks.

This is my fault.

The pastel boy was suddenly engulfed by the fire. I started crying. I started screaming.

--

And I woke up screaming.

I heard Josh run through the door quickly and looked at me with a panic expression; his chest moving quickly as it looked like he ran.

"Are u okay?!" He exclaimed.

"N-y-yeah... I'm fine, just a nightmare.." I inhaled in which felt like fire, exhaling deeply.

"Okay, get some sleep," he smiled gently.

"J-josh?"

"Yeah Tyler?"

"C-can you stay with me?"

"Yeah, sure Tyler. Anything for you,"

He walked in slowly, making his way over to the bed and crawled into the bed. He put his arm around me and pulled me close.

I curled in beside him, feeling his arms wrap tightly around me.

I finally felt save.

I finally felt secure.

I finally felt loved.

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A/N

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