Pain and Pleasure
He leaned over and pressed his lips against mine. I felt his hand on my hip while his other one caressed my cheek. I melted in his arms as I felt my own arms move on their own. One of my arms wrapped around him while the other one wrapped around his head pulling him deeper into the kiss.
Levi pulled away from the kiss laughing and before I could ask him what was so funny he blurted out, "Your thoughts sure are something."
My cheeks went red and I gave him a sheepish smile. "Sorry, I left them unfiltered for a minute."
"No don't apologize, I like what I saw," Levi smiled.
"Oh," I said with a big grin spreading across my face. "Well, there's more where that came from."
"Bring it. I need the ideas," Levi said awkwardly.
"Wait," I said before thinking about everything. He's been isolating himself for years. He hasn't gotten close to anyone. Is he a virgin?
"Shut up," Levi said his face going red as he avoided my eyes. "I've just never found the need to do this kinda thing with someone before now."
"Awe, I feel special," I said giving him a kiss on the cheek.
"Are you, um, a virgin?" Levi asked before clearing his throat, "you don't have to answer that if you don't want to its really none of my business,"
"I tell you anyways because I can tell you're curious," I said propping myself up on my elbows. "I'm not a virgin, but I mean my first time was a trainwreck."
"Well, now I'm really curious?" Levi said, "I can use it as a what not to do," he said giving me an excuse to hear what happened.
"Well, first off booze was involved."
"Oh yeah that's never a good sign," Levi smiled.
"Yeah, I was at a party that Mikasa dragged me to. I pretty much just stayed in the corner half the night drinking whatever drink Mikasa and Armin handed me. Before I knew it, someone was next to me in the corner avoiding the crowd too. We started talking and eventually snuck off to a bathroom. There was our second mistake," I laughed as Levi made a face of disgust at the mention of us doing something like that in a bathroom. I could hear his thoughts despite not being a mind reader How unsanitary, he was thinking.
"Yeah, so on top of being drunk we were in an awkward situation as well as trying to do everything in awkward positions. We didn't have lube we didn't prep anything and well, he put it in and a minute later we both decided it wasn't going to work."
"Sounds painful," Levi winced.
"Very much so," I laughed, "well now we know what not to do," I laughed nervously.
"Yeah, don't worry, I may be a virgin, but I at least know what to do enough to not fuck up that badly. Also, we're in a bed and completely sober so there are two mistakes already avoided," Levi said proudly.
"Yup," I laughed before pulling him into a kiss, "not to mention I'm actually doing this with someone I know and like. That definitely makes things a hell of a lot better."
Levi smiled and pulled me close "I'd hope so," he said before placing a kiss on my lips. His hands slid down my chest until they reached the end of my shirt. He slipped his fingers underneath before breaking the kiss to carefully pull it over my head. I gave him a nervous smile. I couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed about being shirtless in front of him, but he just smiled at me before running his hands over my chest.
"Your turn," I said before lifting his shirt over his head. When I saw his chest I couldn't help but stare a little. I could feel his embarrassment rush through me. His embarrassment wasn't like mine he had a lot more insecurities rushing through him from what I felt. He had shown me the scar on his abdomen before, but I never knew just how many scars he had. His chest was littered with little ones the biggest was the one he showed me, but there were a few other large ones.
"Sorry," he said before reaching for his shirt, "I should probably leave it on."
I just wrapped my arms around him and shook my head. "No," I said quickly before placing a kiss on his lips. "You're gorgeous," I whispered in his ear before kissing at his neck.
"Doesn't it bother you?" he asked and I could tell he was really insecure about his scars.
"Not one bit."
I felt the relief wash over him and his arms wrapped around me pulling me closer to him. He pulled me into a kiss and we laid back down on the bed. His knee was between my legs and I felt as my pants started to get tighter.
"We should take those off," he smirked and I rolled my eyes at him. He slid them off my legs and I watched his eyes look at the bulge in my boxers before flashing back up to my eyes with a devious smile.
"Like what you see?" I asked with my own little grin.
"Hell yeah," he said before pressing his lips to mine. While he made the kiss more passionate I felt one of his hands brush up against me. It caught me off guard and I had to hold back my voice.
"Oh, don't hold anything back," he whispered in my ear.
Oh shit. What did I get into? I thought before shaking my head, "hey why do you get to keep your pants on?" I asked. "
"Someone's eager," he said and I blushed a little.
"No, I just don't want to be the only one naked," I said with a little laugh.
He slid his pants down and my eyes locked onto the bulge in his boxers. Well shit. This is going to hurt like a bitch. My mind blurted out before I could reel in my thoughts.
"If you want to stop we could-," I cut him off.
"No, I didn't say that," I quickly said making sure he knew I was still okay with everything that was about to happen.
"Alright, well let me know if you change your mind," he said before reaching into his drawer. He stopped for a second before mumbling, "shit."
"What's wrong?"
"I have lube but I don't have a condom," he let out a defeated sigh.
"Oh, I have some," I said before getting up and pulling out a new box from one of y drawers.
"When did you-?" Levi cut himself off, "It doesn't matter," he said before giving me a smile.
"When we all went shopping I snuck off while you were all in the bookstore, I went to the store next door for a minute and bought a box just in case." I said with a shrug, "I figured we might need them eventually."
"I'm so glad you plan ahead," he said as I returned to his bed. We set the box aside since we wouldn't need them for a few minutes.
Levi pulled me into a passionate kiss as one of his hands went lower. I tangled my fingers in his hair and my other hand held desperately onto his arm I kept trying to hold in my moans knowing he wanted to hear me.
"Be as stubborn as you want, but I know you want me to make you moan my name. Remember that's what you were thinking earlier." He whispered in my ear my eyes widened. Shit, that's right, he already knew everything.
He started kissing at my neck and I moved my head to the side for him. He gave my neck a little nip and I felt a shiver run down my spine. Oh, you really liked that," he stopped for a minute before doing it again.
"You don't know that," I said as another chill ran down my spine.
"You do realize I'm feeling pretty much everything you're feeling right," he said before I paused. Oh shit. I really can't hide anything from him.
"Damn right," he laughed, "so that means you can't fake shit I'll know exactly what you like and what you hate," he smiled deviously.
"Well then," I said feeling both panicked and relieved. At least he will know what's good and what's bad, but at the same time, I don't want to hurt his feelings if it's not great since this is our first time it's.
"Hey no worries," Levi leaned in placing a kiss on my lips, "it's hard to hurt my feelings."
"Alright, well, if you're ready then I'm ready," I said awkwardly.
"I'm ready, are you sure you want to do this?"
"God you're making it sound like a drug deal or something," I rolled my eyes.
"Consent is important dipshit," he shook his head.
"Well, I fully consent to you wanting to fuck my brains out," I said and his face went crimson red.
He laid his head on my shoulder trying to hold back his laughter before regaining his composure.
I pulled him into a kiss and he took the time to slide my boxers down. The cold air made me shiver and I saw Levi smirk. He grabbed the bottle of lube and squeezed some into his hand.
I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth this was going to be cold. I felt his fingers near my entrance and man I was right, it was cold. "Sorry," he said he must have felt a chill run down my spine as he touched me.
I just nodded through gritted teeth as I felt his finger inside me. He slipped a second finger in and I gripped at his arms and buried my face into the crook of his neck. "You okay?"
I just nodded biting my lip harder to keep from moaning out as he slid his fingers deeper.
"You're really fucking tight," he said placing a kiss on my cheek, "relax a little,"
"It's kinda hard to relax with someone's fingers in your ass," I rolled my eyes.
"Fair point," he said trying to stifle his laughter.
He added a third finger and I couldn't hold back anymore I let a moan slip out and he seemed very pleased with himself. "There you go," Levi said teasingly.
"Shut u-ah!" I was cut off by my own moan. Levi had slid his fingers in deeper catching me off guard.
"You like that baby," he cooed in my ear.
I wanted to speak but couldn't form any words so I just nodded. "Ready," I mumbled out.
"Okay," he said before slowly sliding his fingers out. I let out a moan and a little pout at the sudden emptiness.
He slid down his boxers painfully slow I bit my lip as I looked at his size. Well shit. Do you think three fingers was enough? I mentally asked and he just laughed.
He slid on a condom and I felt like he was moving in slow motion. The second he put the condom on I straddled his lap to try and quicken the pace a little.
"You're very eager," he said with a teasing tone and a smirk to match.
"You asshole," my eyes widened. "You're doing this on purpose."
"Took you long enough to realize," he said with a cocky grin before finally positioning himself.
"You're an ass," I shook my head.
"I know," he laughed, "now are you ready?" He asked almost as if I was the one taking things at a snail's pace.
"I've been ready, you're the one dragging your- Ah!" I was cut off when he pulled my hips down lowering me onto his member.
I bit my lip to keep from moaning out. "Do you want me to move?" He asked before placing a kiss on my neck.
"Please," I managed to whimper before melting fully into his embrace. His hands were on my hips and his lips were on my neck. He started to slowly move and I felt my whole body quiver with pleasure. "Levi- ah- faster," I said grinding my hips down on him to match his rhythm.
"As you wish," he said before giving my neck a little nip. I bit my lip so hard to stop from screaming his name out.
He sped up his pace. I felt my mind begin to blur and I wasn't able to hold back my voice any longer. He laid me down on the bed and wrapped his arm under my leg. I wrapped my arms around him and threw my head back. He was right he was making me call his name out.
I could feel not only my pleasure but also Levi's. Such strong emotions were coming from both of us to the point where we could feel what the other was feeling thanks to Levi's power.
It made everything easier. We knew what felt good for each other. I could tell Levi liked it when I ran my nails down his back because every time I did it I felt a heavier wave of excitement flow through the both of us.
"Close," I managed to finally blurt out. It was the only coherent word I could say besides Levi or fuck.
"Not so fast," Levi said and I felt his hand on my member.
Oh great, my boyfriends the literal devil. I thought as I bit my lip harder.
"So dramatic," he laughed before nipping at my neck again. I felt my whole body shaking at this point begging for a release.
"Just one more minute," he said and I could tell he was starting to get close too.
"Please," I begged him. "Levi please let me come," I said and I felt his hand release me.
I swear for a moment my eyes crossed as my whole body felt the pleasure of my orgasm. Levi laid down next to me feeling the same sort of pleasure from his own orgasm. I rolled over and laid my head on his chest before locking eyes with him.
"You're the worst," I said with the biggest smile.
"I know," he smiled back before placing a kiss on my lips.
We cleaned everything up before throwing on some fresh pairs of sweats. We headed over to my bed and laid down. The cool bedding was a nice contrast from the sweat-filled activity that we just did. We cuddled up next to each other and I felt my eyes close almost instantly. After the long day we had, and then having sex I was exhausted and it would seem Levi agreed since he was already peacefully sleeping. I just let myself slip into sweet unconsciousness.
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