My eyes shot open as my body shot straight up and nearly out of the bed. My legs dangling over the edge. I looked around the dark room as my head spun. Little white dots started to cloud my vision for a moment as my head pounded. Whoa head rush, I sat up way too fast. I thought putting my hand up to my throbbing head. I felt the panic feeling slowly leave me not even remembering what had me so panicked to begin with. Nightmares are horrible, but I'd at least want to remember what the hell happened.

"You okay?" I heard Levi's raspy voice behind me as he sat up rubbing at his eyes.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you," I said scooting closer to him. "It was just a nightmare."

"It's okay," he said, letting out a yawn before stretching a little. "It's about time we normally head out anyway isn't it," he said and I looked at the time.

"Yeah." We got up and got ready. I finished changing and waited for Levi to finish. He was in the bathroom changing.

I sat on the bed and felt my thoughts drift off. I couldn't help but be a little nervous that he would make me practice my power tonight. I still really didn't want to. I know I promised to try his new plan, but I needed some time to wrap my head around my power and the feedback I got from the teachers today. They were right I am thinking of that side of my power in a negative way. I need time to mentally distance that negative feeling away from my power.

"Don't worry I promised I'd give you a break for a few days," I heard Levi say and I nearly jumped out of my skin. I didn't even hear the bathroom door open. I looked up at him and he was standing in the bathroom doorway. "Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." He said before walking over to me. He plopped down on the bed next to me.

"Thanks." I smile. I really did need the time to work on my feelings towards my power so my emotions affect it less.

"Of course, and I think that will definitely help you a lot in the long run," Levi said giving me a smile as he placed his hand on mine.

Levi grabbed a bag that looked a lot lighter than the last one he had taken. He threw some books in it and asked if I wanted to put anything in there to take out to the field. I handed him my notebook with random writings and a pencil. He put it in the bag before grabbing the blanket.

We were about to head out of the dorm when Levi stopped me. "You gonna take your jacket?" he asked and stopped for a moment before realizing I was leaving it sit on the bed.

"Oops," I said before going to pick it up.

We headed out to the cafeteria to pick up something to eat before making our way out to the field. It was colder tonight. I'm so glad Levi reminded me to grab my jacket or I probably would have frozen to death. I looked at Levi who just had a smug smile on his face.

I rolled my eyes and looked around the moon was close to being full and the stars were hidden behind nearly invisible clouds. I could only see the clouds when they were close to the moon which illuminated them.

We set the blanket out and pulled out some stuff to do. I could tell Levi wasn't reading his book. He hadn't turned a page in over 5 minutes now. He wasn't even looking at the pages. His eyes were looking around watching for something, anything that seemed out of place.

"Still on edge?" I asked. He nodded before letting out an anxious sign.

"I can't shake this feeling now. It was on and off all day, and now it's just constantly on." He shook his head. "And knowing that I'm not the only one feeling it makes it worse. If it was just me I could write it off as paranoia. However, Jean and you have both felt it now."

"Me?" I asked not really remembering when I specifically felt it.

"Earlier, when you were having your nightmare. When your emotions woke me up I felt strong feelings of panic and dread. It left as quickly as it came, but it was there." He shook his head before his eyes met mine. "I can't help but be on edge."

I just sat there for a moment. Now that he mentions it there was this sinking feeling in my chest when I woke up. If only I can remember what the hell my dream.

"I know I probably sound like a broken record at this point, but I can't help but feel like something big is coming," his arms crossed and his hands slid up and down his arms almost like he was trying to warm himself up even though he didn't look cold. His stare was empty as his thoughts took over.

"Earth to Levi," I said snapping him out of it. He looked up at me and I could tell he was really worried about this. I just scooted closer to him and put my hand on his leg. "I know you're scared of what is coming, but everything will be okay. We will get through whatever this is and we will do it together," I said giving him a smile. "Well, now I sound like a broken record," I laughed.

He let a smile slip onto his face. "Well, at least you're being positive."

"One of us needs to be. You can be pessimistic about this and I'll be optimistic, but when it comes to my powers just know the roles are reversed," I joked.

He just laughed before laying his head on my shoulder, "not for long you'll love your power eventually. I'll make sure of it."

"That sounds like a threat," I said, raising an eyebrow.

"Maybe it is," he said with a devious smile.

I playfully gave him a shocked expression before teasing him a little, "oh no I'm so scared."

"You better be brat," He said before surprising me by jumping on me and pushing me down on the blanket and straddling my lap. He hovered over me for a second before leaning down and placing a kiss on my lips. I instantly started kissing him back before feeling him pull his head back.

"Thank you," he smiled, "I always feel better after talking to you," he said and I just responded by lifting my head off the blanket and having my lips meet his. He just kissed me back the smile on his face melted away into the kiss as it got more passionate.

We pulled away to breathe and he let out a laugh. "Your thoughts are um, interesting. I can tell you are really looking forward to when we get back to the dorm room."

"You bet your ass I am," I laughed realizing where my thoughts had gone with that kiss.

Levi just laughed and got off me. "Well, I shouldn't get you too fired up now then," he shook his head.

"Awe why not?"

"Cause if you pop a boner out here I'm not helping with it," he laughed.

"Oh," I pouted, "I guess that's fair," I picked my notebook back up and looked where my pencil had landed when it fell out of my hands when Levi tackled me.

"Right here," he said picking it up and handing it to me.

"Thank you," I said before passing him his book, "here I think you're going to want this."

"Thanks," he said before giving me a defeated look.

"What's wrong?"

"The bookmark fell out," he sighed. "I have no clue what page I was on."

"Oh, 392," I said quickly.

"How the hell did you know that?"

"I looked out the page you were on and then noticed that after a few minutes you were still on the same page. It was 392." I said giving him a smile.

"Well, damn," he said before turning to the page. He smiled and pointed to exactly where he was. "Look at that you're right," he said and I handed him the bookmark.

We both did our own thing but in the comfort of each other. I started writing and Levi was reading his story. We laid on the field peacefully for a while just watching for anything that might scream danger. The night went on as normal aside from the fact that I could feel the dread Levi was talking about. I wasn't sure if it was coming from me or Levi, or a little of both, but I can tell what had him so freaked out before.

When it was time to head back we both let out a sigh of relief before making our way back to the dorm. I slipped my hand into Levi's as we walked. His hand held mine tight before he looked up at me and smile.

"Ready to have some fun?" he asked with a purr in his voice.

"Always," I said slightly picking up my pace trying to rush us back to the dorm.

"Slow down," Levi said after a minute of me rushing us.

"No speed up," I said before turning around to face him, "I'll carry you if you go to slow," I said before looking at him. Suddenly I felt my feet come off the ground I looked at the ground before looking at Levi. "Um," I gave Levi a cheeky smile once I realized this was his doing.

"How are you going to carry me when you can't even touch the floor?" He asked with a smug grin.

"Put me down," I rolled my eyes.

"Hmm," he said, thinking about it, "okay, but first," he brought me closer to him and placed a kiss on my lips before letting my feet touch the floor.

We made our way back to the dorm and the second the door closed I pressed my lips to his. I walked him back to the bed before we both fell back on it.

"Okay, wait a minute," he said taking a breath, "can I at least take off my shoes," he asked with a partially amused smile.

"Fine," I sighed before quickly taking mine off and throwing them to the floor.

My thoughts had already started to wander with different fantasies as I waited for Levi to take off his shoes ever so slowly.

"Oh, that sounds fun," Levi said snapping me out of my daydream.

"You sure?" I asked a little surprised.

"Hell yeah," he said and I nodded.

"Alright then." Looks like I'm topping tonight. I pushed him back on the bed and pulled off his shirt. I quickly took my shirt off and threw it aside before positioning myself in between his legs. His legs were bent around my hips as my hands worked at his pants.

I rubbed my hand against the crotch of his pants and felt him let out a little breath as he held back a moan.

"Already feeling it?" I asked as I noticed his pants tightening.

"Who wouldn't with what you're doing and the thoughts you're thinking. Hot damn," he said closing his eyes and letting his head hit the bed. He caught his lip in his teeth as I rubbed harder through his clothes.

"Well, before we get into it I will remind you that this is my first time topping, so don't judge me too harshly," I said and he smiled.

"Same for me but reverse the roles," he laughed.

"Also if you want to stop be sure to tell me," I said leaning forward and placing a kiss on his lips.

"I doubt I'll need to but I'll keep it in mind," he smiled. "That being said can we please get these pants off it's starting to hurt," he said biting his lip again.

"Of course," I said before sliding them down. I got off the bed for a moment so I could slide off my own pants. Before returning to the bed I made sure to grab the lube and a condom. "We're going to need these."

"Definitely."

I came back to the bed and set them aside for a moment. I leaned over Levi and pressed my lips to his as my hand ran up his thigh I stopped just before my hand touched his boxers.

I lifted my hand up and brought it up to his chest and ran my hand down it as I pulled away from the kiss moving to his neck. Payback. I thought and Levi laughed.

"You're so petty," he said as I started giving him a hickey in a noticeable spot. After making sure it was dark enough to stay for a while I picked my head up and looked him in the eyes.

"Very."

"Well, unlike you I don't mind people seeing if I have a hickey or not," he smiled.

I just glared at him. He knew that wasn't the response I wanted, but he just smirked at me anyway. "Bastard."

"Oh ouch, name-calling now, very mature, brat," he said playfully letting out a laugh.

"Shut the hell up," I said, unable to keep a straight face myself.

My hand went back to his thigh and slowly made its way up this time not stopping until it was massaging the bulge in his boxers.

"Fuck," he breathed out letting his head fall back. I could tell I caught him off guard a little,

When he was fully erect I looped my finger in the hem of his boxers and looked up at him, "this okay?"

"Yup," he said with a smile. I slid them down and he winced at the cold air a little.

"You're shivering a little," I said and he just smirked at me.

"You gotta warm me up," he smiled and I nodded.

"Oh trust me you'll be sweating in a minute."

"Not the sexiest thing but alright then," Levi laughed.

"Not sexy, but the truth." I shrugged before grabbing the lube. "However this part is cold," I said and he let out a sigh.

"Fun," he said sarcastically.

"You ready?" I asked checking to make sure I was okay to continue.

"Ready," he confirmed.

I put some in my hand and made sure my fingers were lubed up really well before pressing them to his hole. I saw a shiver run through him and felt it run through me at once remembering that strong emotions and feelings are felt by both people. Oh damn, this will be interesting.

"Very." He smiled.

I pressed a finger in and he bit his lip. After he got used to it I added a second finger. His eyes opened before shutting tight.

"You okay?" I asked seeing a bit of pain in his face.

"I'm okay." He nodded just give me a minute to adjust. He took a few deep breaths and it took him a minute before I felt him start to squirm against my fingers to try and get them deeper.

"Ready?" I asked and he nodded.

I added a third finger and felt him jolt a little. Before I could ask he nodded again, "I'm okay," he said answering my question before I could ask it.

I decided to distract him as he got used to it. "So, you know where I pleasure myself but I never found out where you do it?" I asked him with a purr in my voice.

"Shower," He breathed.

"Do you just rub one out? Or do you do this? Do you play with yourself like this or is all of this new to you?" I asked and I watched as his cheek got a pink tint to them.

"I've only tried this twice," he mumbled as his hips rocked against my fingers.

"Did you enjoy it?" I asked and he nodded.

"But not as much as I'm enjoying you doing it," he moaned out.

"Ready to go further?" I asked.

"Please."

I pulled my fingers out and he let out a little breath. I pulled down my boxers before slipping on the condom and making sure there was enough lube so it wouldn't hurt.

I looked up and was about to ask but he beat me to it, "yes it's okay," he said, biting his lip.

"Are you begging?" I asked and he rolled his eyes.

"No." He said taking a breath regaining his composure a little.

"Hmmm," I said before waiting a little.

"Fine yes," he rolled his eyes before sitting up on his elbows realizing I wasn't going to fuck him unless he begged.

"Yes, what?" I asked and he let out an annoyed sigh.

"Yes I'm begging," he said and I smiled.

"Good," I said before positioning myself and sliding it in. He bit his lip so hard I felt a slight pain in my own lip.

"You okay?" I asked and he nodded.

"Please move," he begged moving his own hips.

"Right, sorry," I mumbled before gently thrusting it in in a little more and out just to get him used to the feeling. When he started to match my rhythm I knew it was a sign to switch it up a little.

I pulled him up into my lap and thrusted up into him. He gripped my back before burying his face in my shoulder. "Fu- shit," he said before letting out a moan. He was circling his hips as he moved up and down matching my rhythm.

"I'm close," he said as his breathing got more and more jagged.

"Shit, me too," I mumbled feeling my head start to blur. The pleasure was blinding and feeling double of it was overwhelming in the best way.

"Shit Eren-," he said giving the best warning he could before coming.

I was right there in the same boat. I thought I was going to cum before him, but I managed to hold out even if it was just a little longer.

We both fell back in the bed and laid there for a moment catching our breaths.

"That was fun," Levi said taking a deep breath before turning to me and placing a kiss on my lips.

"Hell yeah, it was," I smiled. After a few minutes of riding out our orgasm, we got cleaned up before heading back to bed. We both fell asleep in each other's arms after that.