"Come on spit it out" Ella says pouting at me as the masseuse works on our backs.

I know you're probably thinking what's Fiona doing at a spa. Trust me my friends the world has really not come to an end. I just needed a break from my sulking self so I decided to call Ella and have her drive us to one of her spas. 

"I think I'm having one of my Beatrice meltdown" I say and Ella gives a nervous laugh.

 "I kinda figured" Ella declares and I sigh.

 I had been keeping to myself for the past two days after the Beatrice incident at lunch. I think Ella noticed and decided to give me my space. Even my folks at home noticed and my brother had declared that the devils in me were getting weak and my withdrawn act is a good sign they were soon leaving me. Apparently he was still in his mood. I had been irritated and just left the dining table and locked myself in my room. 

"You don't have to say anything i know how much you hate to talk about it" Ella says snapping me out of my thought. 

"Awwn, Els, I'm sorry I've been withdrawn. I just got used to Beatrice acting like I was invincible. Her coming up to the table the other day means a war is about to start. I'm just tired. I've been trying so hard to pull myself back together this past year. I can't deal with seeing her or having encounters. It just brings back memories", I sigh, "I know you must have missed all my nagging and funnn" I say squealing. 

Deep down I know I'm still bothered but I have to get over that feeling, I've always gotten over it.

"Oh you idiot, glad to have your sassy self back" Ella says and I definitely knew in my mind she rolled her eyes. That is definitely not a usual habit of Ella's but guess who she picked it up from. Hey don't be looking at me like that. I have the best influence on people. 

"You are most definitely welcome" I say with a grin  and then make to turn my body to face Ella which got me a slap on my back from the masseuse and her speaking Chinese faster than nicki minaj rapping.

I groan internally. The massage was getting too long and overbearing and it was definitely a a bad idea. My head got filled with the numerous movies I had watched where massages had been done for happy endings  and I cringe and this time groan out loud causing Ella to laugh. To be honest I did miss hearing her laugh and  that made me smile from ear to ear.

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"Whats making you type so fast" I say to Ella scrunching my brows. 

After the longest massage I had had in my life I decided that the only way to get my inner healing was stuffing my self with burgers and fries and good ol' McDonald it was. 

Ella and I are seated opposite each other and for the past five minutes she has been typing furiously on her phone. 

"Ugh its just Dave. He is so unbearable. Can you believe we have been arguing about whose turn it is to do the dishes, like he is literally at the house in front of the dishes and yet he doesn't want to do it" Ella says irritated and I laugh spitting out some of the fries in my mouth which earns me a disgusted look from her.

"I told you your cousin is a pain in the neck." I say nodding my head to an imaginary song in my head,

 "Yon, he sure does remind me of you I swear you two could be twinses. You both used to get along  so well when we were younger" she says smiling like she's reminiscing on some thing.

 "Ella I have told you a million time, it is twins and not twinses. I don't even know why I can't remember knowing him" I say.

I have a sort of amnesia after I had an accident three years ago. It's not really severe I just can't remember some details of my life. Part of the scars in my life that makes me hate myself.

"Oh Yon, your pretty massive head. Dave sends his greeting, I mean literally sends his greetings" she says grinning like an idiot turning to show me a video of Dave.

He mouthed  "hi Fi"  and grins widely. His idiotic grin matching that of Ella's and I cringe. I sigh and get up.

 "Lets go now  I am beat" I say walking towards the door and Ella squeals for me to wait as she packs all her load into her bag. I swear the whole of New York city can fit that girls bag .

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And there you have it guys, I hope I can have  a sort of clear conscience now ..lol 

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