So I've been feeling really bad about how I acted to Dave. I'm still kinda mad he's now best buds with Beatrice but I get his point about the whole me not talking to him about it. So, I've made up my mind. I'm going to approach him and try to apologize but I'm still not telling him what happened. It's too deep for me.

So now I'm going through the whole school looking for Dave. I go to the school field and I see him sitting with some guys from the football team and Beatrice and some other cheerleaders. I cringe but continue walking towards them anyways. Dave's eyes meet mine as I approach them but he removes his eyes as if he didn't see me. 

"Hi Dave" I say on getting to them but he doesn't even look at me and I poke him with my fore finger, 

"he doesn't wanna talk to you Fiona, get lost" Beatrice says and I glare at her.

Ignoring her, I poke Dave again. "Would you at least look at me" I say but he keeps on ignoring me. I can hear some of the boys from the team saying oohs and ahhs and I eye them.

 "Fiona, you're disturbing, can you like leave. You're presence is making Davey annoyed. Stop embarrassing yourself. Like we all get that you're an attention seeker but not everyone cares" Beatrice spits at me and this time I face her. 

"First of all who says 'Davey' that makes me cringe Beatrice and it's low even for you" I say and pause stealing a glance at Dave. He is still noy paying any attention to me so I turn to face Beatrice again. "Secondly, I don't remember calling your name or talking to you bea-bitch. Till then, mind your goddamn business" I hiss at her.

I poke Dave again and now he looks at me and groans and I flinch a little.

"What do you want" he says glaring at me and damn I can not even lie I feel a bit  hurt.

 "Can we talk" I half say and half plead, Ignoring the feeling in the pit of my heart. He doesn't reply. "Please" damn I've never felt more desperate.

"Damn Fi, I listen with my ears" he spits and now I'm totally hurt.

Does he want me to apologize to him in front of every one, I'm going to seem like a fool. This is what Beatrice wants. I have no choice but to just apologize cause he doesn't seem to want to move any time soon.

"I'm sorry I got mad at you and I'm sorry I ignored you, I didn't mean to hurt you" I say staring at the ground,

"well you should have thought about that before calling me a hoe" he says and I purse my lips and sigh.

"You know I didn't mean that Dave", 

"look, just go Fi. I'm not ready to forgive you and I'm busy right now" he says and turns away from me to talk to another guy and just like that they all keep talking ignoring my presence.

I've never felt so little. Tears come to my eyes and I hold it back turning away from them and walking away.

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"I can't believe he'd do that and not even look your way now" Ella says as we eat lunch.

It's been a week since I approached Dave and he's been avoiding me like I'm a plague ever since. Heck not even avoid, it's like I don't exist at all to him anymore.

"Well, what can I say, humans" I say trying to seem unaffected turning the spaghetti in my plate around.

I wont even lie, this whole Dave thing has been affecting me really bad. I miss having him around and watching him do goofy things and tease Els. Seems this is the price I have to pay for letting my guard down and accepting a male friend, like I didn't expect this to happen. The whole male species be damned, except from my brother. Even though he's annoying, at least he stuck around. Once again Beatrice has taken another thing that mattered to me.

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Well,well, well. If you noticed I've kind of made Fiona's character more emotional. I kind of made it that way so it'll be easy to relate with her and feel what she's going through. Note, her being emotional does  not make her weak. It only shows that even the most carefree people are human and they go through things too. Don't forget to vote and comment, make me a happy girl. Have a nice weekend Freefam.

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